bakerstreet | Asks from the heart

[She grabbed a cart and came back over, dropping the two containers in it and standing by him as he looked at the vibrator.]

Ah, now here's where we come to the selections. Battery or rechargable. Silicone or not. Remote control operated or manual. And that's not even getting into sizes. These-

[She reached over for a pack that held something shaped like a little Kinder surprise.]

You can leave in and have them go on or off during the day. For guys and gals. Over there's where the plugs are, if you're up for that.

[ He looks at the one in his hand, then sets it down and glances at Jess when she comes back over to explain. He then picks up another. ]

Which kinds do you like?

[He can barely figure out a TV remote control sometimes, so that might be a bit much. Maybe. Unless she shows him. He's willing to learn.]

Depends on the task.

[And now here's where she was hoping he didn't get too shy.]

In the middle of sex, I wouldn't want anything else in me but you, I don't think. I might like you to try a vibrating cockring or something like that for clit stimulation, but for just sex between us? I like it just fine as is. You might be into working up to something that vibrates in you. I don't have the equipment, but I hear prostate orgasms are intense. If we're in the mood to tease each other, having little remote toys would be fun. Or something here-

[She pulls out a little packet that was swinging beside glow in the dark condoms.]

This could be for both of us. Nipples on both. Or just anywhere. Get a couple and just add to things if you want, or make it a drawn out session.

[ This is... pretty much everything he's been nervous about trying to tackle, but it's exactly what he wants to hear. It's exactly what he's been worried about when it comes to these sex toys, but has been willing to be open to.

but it feels good to hear her say it. Feels good to know they're on the same page, and it definitely helps him feel less shy- helps him feel more excited about what they're looking at. ]

I'd like that. I'd like it a lot. I think- maybe I was worried this stuff would take over, but if you wouldn't want anything else in you but me, in the middle of sex... yeah. That's how I feel too. But if there's something that can enhance- like the vibrating cockring, or... the thing inside of me, then... yeah.

[he looks at the packet and nods, glancing at her.]

I've never felt anything vibrating before. I wanna know what it feels like.

[She gave him a look that was all adoration. Her hand came up to pat his cheek.]

We could walk out of here right now, buy nothing for sex ever, and I'd be perfectly happy with you, James. I don't need anything in our bed but you. It's not even a want, per se, as much as just... I don't know. For when the mood hits and you want to make it a little different. But different isn't a preference. You are. As for the vibrating thing...

[She looked around until she found a display rack. Everything on there had a little wire attached to it to hold it to the display case, not that that would stop either of them from ripping it off if they wanted to, but it showed a variety of brands and sizes out for people to look at and get a better idea of. She pointed over there and took his arm.]

Let's go see if you like it, and what kind you like. They have ones that just sort of vibrate, ones that are basically power blasters, and ones with adjustable speeds and pulses. Depending on what you like from that, we can figure out the specifics from there. Because if you don't even like vibration, then these won't be needed.

[ Once again, he feels like he's with the most perfect woman in the world. Married to her now, in the only way that really counts. Their own way. She pats his cheek and tells him all these things, and he leans in and kisses her hard.

He loves her, and damn, does he smile hard as she bring him over to the vibrators. ]

Maybe adjustable ones? I don't think I'd like my ass power blasted.

[He laughs, pulling a giant green one off the rack.]

Holy shit... look at this. It's a Hulk replica.... Bruce would fucking shit himself if he saw this.

[She kissed him back, pleased and not bothered to show it as she watched him relax and start to enjoy himself.

They went over to the display and she laughed as he pulled down the green monstrosity.]

I... don't even want to ask if that's accurate, because ouch. Size matters, and that means both ways. Jesus. So, adjustable. Here.

[She handed him a slim purple wand. It had a variety of speeds, and she was going to walk him through low, mid, high, and all the various pulsing settings that it came with. That way, he'd have a pros and cons list of what he liked and what to stay away from.]

...Pretty sure it's not- only in that he might be bigger as the green guy.

[Ouch. Way too big. Poor guy.

He takes the adjustable one from her, testing it out, feeling the vibrations on his hand... trying to imagine it in other places.]

So- you're telling me- these things could stimulate something else inside of me? My prostate? Is that even a real thing?

[Listen, he's all for the clit, but this whole up the butt thing? Yeah, he needs to figure this out. He wants to.]

You mean you've never had anyone do anything... anal before?

[For herself, she wasn't really into it much, but it wasn't as if she hadn't done it or allowed it with the very few she'd been more attached to. But for a guy... well. Even the straightest guy she'd been with had asked about a finger.

She had to keep reminding herself of the time period, but even that didn't help. There were queers all through history, and men always had prostates. Poor, poor Bucky.]

It's real enough that there's a process for it when it's used by doctors in fertility clinics if a donor can't do it on his own. It's called 'milking the prostate'. Whatever we get or don't get today, when we get home, I'm going to show you a few things without anything more than just my mouth and my hands. I'm willing to bet that you'd be on board for it.

...No. Never.

[And now he blushes, cause he feels like maybe she thinks that's a weird thing?

Sure, there were queers throughout history, but he never let himself be one- even if he wanted to be. There's that, and the fact that he wasn't actually a person for about 80 years. It's not as if he could ask anyone about a finger while he was assassinating presidents and being tortured. He explained that to her well enough, he thought, but now he feels a little weird about it.]

...Okay.

[Weird? No. Just made her sad that he'd missed out on things he'd probably like because of the time and... well. A lot of things. He'd explained it, but she'd been thinking about pre-war. He hadn't gone to war a virgin, she knew that much. She just hadn't realized how much he hadn't done back then.

She leaned in and gave his chin a nip, then a kiss.]

We'll make a night of it. We'll have a nice long hot shower, rev ourselves up in there, and then I'm going to be the first to have the pleasure of eating your ass and giving you an orgasm without even having to touch your dick.

[ The time was different when they were back there living it. Sure, Bucky was a charming guy- he had dates and girlfriends and dance partners, but there was also Steve, and the time Bucky took to take care of him. And really, he was more of a lover than a player, even back then.

He was more about pleasing the woman he was with, and there was nothing like fingers up the butt when it came to any of that, back then. ]

...Yeah? I'd like that. I think I'd like it a lot. As long as you like it too. I don't want you doing it just cause I might like it.

I cannot begin to tell you how much I want to be able to be the one to do something new that you like. I kind of want to make you get on all fours in front of a mirror so I can watch your face. We're going to have to work out the specifics, because I want to do it and see it.

[There was that sliver of heat that went through her again, and she leaned in and nibbled at his ear.]

I'm going to make you come so many times tonight, and I bet only half of them are going to involve touching your cock at all.

[ Well, shit. The discomfort he's been feeling soon shifts to something else entirely. Desire, a warm feeling of want that he always brings out of him. ]

I'm...uh. Yeah. I'm perfectly ok with that.

Good. Now, hold your hand over your groin. I'm going to press this against your hand so you can feel it through that and figure out if you like that or not.

[She kissed him, then gestured for him to do as she asked. She'd prefer him turned on and uncomfortable rather than upset or sad about his past and uncomfortable.]

[ He kisses her back, then holds his hand over his groin and waits for her to try the vibrator on him. ]

Is this really how people try these things out?

No, they usually just hold them, but they also have a better understanding of what they're getting into. So I want to make sure you have one too so that you're not surprised at the real thing. And this way, it's not touching anything really naughty. Not that they probably haven't had people do worse. That's why we're using the sanitizer at the door when we leave.

[She smiled sweetly at him, then turned the vibrator on, checking to make sure it was at the lowest setting, and on constant vibrate so it was just a thrum, then set it against his hand.]

[He laughs softly, but nods. Seems perfectly reasonable. He is surprised when she turns it on, but it's also nice. Pleasant. ]

That's not so bad. Does it go higher?

I picked this one because it's multipurpose. Has three speeds and this is low. Now mid...

[She was watching him as she did it, dragging the pointed tip of the wand against the back of his hand and up to his wrist.]

[He likes it, and it probably shows by the look on his face. He's a lot more expressive than he likes to think he is.]

Damn...I can feel that through my hand. What's high?

[She was noting what he liked, and so far, she was enjoying finding that out. She turned the knob and the wand went into the higher speed.]

There's ones that go harder, but they're more heavy duty. This... I think this and things like this are more your speed, at least for starters.

Yeah...I think I'd be ok with something like this. Not too intense. I don't wanna feel it in my teeth.

[But this light enough, easy to ease him into it.]

Do these also attach to the...uh... pegging thing?

This one specifically? No. But they have the ones over in the section that do. This is just the tester display. You haven't even tried the pulse modes yet, Barnes.

[And she turned the machine down to medium, then switched to the next mode, which was a constant series of short bursts.]

Pulse mode... alright, let's do it.

[He raises his eyebrows as he feels it against his hand, laughing a little.

Wow, they've really thought of everything, huh.

Sex is a profitable business, either because of or in spite of the fact that this country tries so hard to demonize it. Sex sells.

[She switched the mode to something that was a mix of slow and long bursts, watching his reaction after.]

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ooc: sorry for the slow today, i'm having a weird emo day 🫠

S'okay. I pretended I wasn't sick and got more sick. Slept a lot. /hugs