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The slowest burn is the most painful
![]() Arranged Marriage Turned More To have and to hold, you said, till death do us part, all while the sharp, swinging pendulum of obligation hung overhead. But how could you have truly meant those words? This union has been tainted from the start, forever bearing the chains of an arranged marriage. It would be understandable if you couldn't bear to look at your new life partner, eternal reminder of your stolen future that they are, much less like them. Much less love them... Still, things can change. You could realize that they are in the same boat as you or, that when compared to others around you, they are the lesser of evils. Perhaps you even open up to the idea of a friendship; at the very least, an alliance may be in order to become a power couple in a perilous world. From that innocent decision or sense of self-preservation, a new feelings sparks. Something like affection. Something, you realize in the wake of speeding heartbeats, like love. Will you acknowledge this? Can the two of you have a happily ever after - happier than if you'd met in another fashion - or will you hold firm in your distaste? how to play. - Everybody loves "couples forged by less-than-ideal circumstances" tropes! |
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[ She laughs despite herself, This time, she presses a kiss to his forehead, as if that might distract him from her mouth. No. No, he's clearly not on team let's talk about serious things anymore. Which, fair, they went way over quota just then. So she squirms. ]
I had just showered. [ She points this out like it's not her own damn fault she's got semen all over her stomach. ] You realize that, don't you?
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And there are just. So many different ways to answer that accusation. Too many. He's really tempted to say THAT THIS WAS HIS DASTARDLY PLOT ALL LONG. GETTING HER TO SHOWER TWICE IN ONE DAY.
But then it just sorta hits him all at once. ]
Did you? I couldn't tell with out you moaning my name.
[ K-K-K-K-K-KILL HIM ]
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Like, she'd really thought she was making things easier. Smoothing over their ability to interact by just dealing with it and moving on. ]
Oh, get off!
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But he can understand. It's not entirely a moment you really expect or want anyone to catch you in.....
So you know. He's gonna provoke her sexuality for a second here. As long as she isn't squirming yet, he'll lean in to her ear and murmur right at the shell ]
You can always catch me moaning your name in the shower one day.
[ Imagine it, Rey. Wet and bare Ben Swolo, skin slick and shining, head tilted forward as he braces a hand on the wall and helplessly murmurs your name, begging you for release.
Actually don't imagine it, he's sending you that image through the bond.
You've got Mail! ]
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Just as much as she can see his length and his arms, she can feel the squeeze of his palm around him and the warmth of water gliding off his skin and —
She sucks in a breath, arching into him, placated instantly by this. ]
Show me how you do it. [ She whispers, fascinated. ]
This smut was only delayed BY FINDING A NEW GODDAMN ROOMATE HAH
- food
- sex
That's it.
Glad we got that course covered okay on to your regularly scheduled (if not somehow massively delayed) Reylo Smut fest.
It's amazing how fast he can get her going with just a brief suggestion. Like, he didn't think Rey was so high libido, but he's not complaining. (Kylo, no, you are just like. Demisexual Probably. And you also have the emotional range of a toaster oven. ALSO SHES ONLY 19 YOU PERV) So can he get he get his dick up again? If it's for rey then yeah boi.
Something that could be classified as almost being a devilish grin takes a hold over his features and he'll push up over her on his elbows. Still feeling a little buzzed in the afterglow, but her wish is his command. ] Here? Or the shower?
[ Make your dreams real rey. Bring ur fantasies to life. ]
DID YOU FIND ONE
Anyway, this NINETEEN-YEAR-OLD CHILD BRIDE will be down here licking her lips because he just gave her total power over his dick and where to steer this, and she's never had anything like that before. She's trying not to powertrip or succumb to decision paralysis. Equal threats, honestly. So for a moment she just stares up at his face in wonder, the same way she might stare at a banquet of food that she's never seen before, so she doesn't even know where to start.
Bless.
Except in this case, she's also caught up in admiring just how good that food looks like this and how she doesn't want to disrupt the food in the first place because this, exactly what it's doing now, just laying out there on the banquet table, is equally satisfying.
Stars, he really is beautiful. A moment later she realizes that thought will hit him and — well, that's just fine. ]
The shower.
[ She starts pushing herself up to sitting and finds just moving her body brings a pleasant, whole body stretch and oh, she needed that. Her legs are still tired now that she's using them, and she wonders briefly how she can possibly stand in the shower on them like this, but that's a problem she'll tackle when she gets there. Surely it can't go wrong. ]
I DID AND SHES AN INTROVERT NERD ARTIST TOO WHO PLAYS D&D AND LOVES CATS BLESS
Also does the shower have a little bench stool thing that is for shower sex/old people? Or not. This may become an issue. Guys calm down you have a week to have as much sex before marriage as you want.
Her thought flickers across his mind and honestly warms his heart a bit. Like... sure he's super specific about his hair and how he dresses and presents himself, but he's always felt a bit weirdly proportion and.......... well no one really saw his face for like. six years there. It's admittedly very nice that Rey both took notice and appreciates it.
He'll move away from her and- yikes. Cum stomach. Not attractive rly. Yeah, the shower sounds good. Once he finds his feet on the floor and off the bed, he'll reach his hand out to her. Like a goddamn gentleman. (also because its weird to just stand there and wait for her) ]
Shall we?
[ Let us all take another moment to appreciate how quickly this escalated versus how long IT FUCKIGN TOOK TO GET HERE. ]
OMG YOU FOUND A UNICORN
Rey grins because that's just … so … ? ? ?? CUTE it's weird. It's weird that she finds his doting cute, but she does. Niceties and chivalry had no place on Jakku, so the whole concept is exotic and strange and endearing for her. It has no role except to be charming. How absurd and wonderful. So she takes his hand and slides out of bed.
Unlike him, she has no issue with her cum stomach. It's dirty, but she's lived her life dirty. So she sort of rubs some of it away now that she's standing up and then shrugs and accepts it as a part of her life now. Besides, it comes with the memory of the event itself, and that's … worth keeping. She pulls his hand to her lips before she drops it and starts for the shower.
This is a honeymoon suite, so you bet your ass there's a bench there. It has little complementary shampoo and stuff on it because it's ostensibly presenting itself as a shelf, but the height is telling. This is a sex bench.
Rey turns on the water for them. ]
Would that this were all being married to you entailed.
I think i deserve it after MY ACCOUNT ON THE APP GOT REPORTED AND DELETED AND I HAD MORE PANIC....
Also you bet your goddamn ass he's gonna check out those shampoos when it comes time to clean his hair, gotta make sure there's no wax or silicones or parabens or acrylics or petroleum. Only the good shit goes in Ben Solo's hair.
But seriously, he's just gonna step into the stream to test the heat and it is decently hot, he won't subject Rey to the temperature he prefers, mostly because that is just not a temperature that is conducive for fucking. Letting go of her hand so he can run both of his hands under the stream and get them sufficiently wet so he can get his own cum off his stomach. Seriously it's a little weird. ]
What? Non-stop fucking? [ Okay, that actually drew a smile from him. He glances her direction and makes room for her in the stream (Fortunately it is very wide because again. Honeymoon suite) ] That's what delegating is for.
? ?? ? reported /??
Soon enough, they'll have other symbols.
Oh god, rings. How many portions would one of those cost? ]
We're not delegating the fate of the galaxy so that we can get off.
[ Said matter-of-factly, like she thinks his agreement to that piece is a foregone conclusion. ]
That's how you end up with people like Hux ruling.
[ No dice there. She puts her hair back under if only to wash out the sweat, then pulls him forward to join her back under the stream, her arms slipping around his ribcage. ]
It'd be nice — though, after a while, I don't think I'd be able to move.
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I think someone took issue with the fact that to live with me you gotta love/be able to handle cats. Or maybe since somehow Horatio became my default profile picture they thought a literal Cat was advertising the place???? IDK. )
[ Excuse him, Rey. Did you think you were gonna get away with rinsing your hair with out Kylo reaching for your hair and helping you with that shit? Because that's exactly what he's going to do. Fingers pressing into her scalp and running along the strands like. Yes. This guy has a thing for hair. Hope you are noticing that Rey.
Once she wraps him up in her arms he'll skim his hands over her back and sides until they come to rest on her hips. Gently tracing delicate circles as they talk. ]
We'll have time. [ Which.... is honestly such an amazing concept in of itself???
Okay like.
Back to sex in a bit but he's just gonna tug her closer to him. Eyes closing and his heart is practically fluttering. As if it isn't enough to be able to feel it through his ribcage, the feeling will transfer through the bond.
Are you aware how much this asshole is in love with you Rey? ]
I'm glad we talked.
[ They'd been tormenting themselves for the past few days.... Months if they wanted to get technical about it. And he never really had a chance to just... talk to her like this. Really he hasn't had that chance in a good long time. ]
? ? ?? ? oh ok. that makes sense. (it doesn't.)
Me too.
[ Her idea, for the record. 100% her idea. She showed up like surprise bitch we gonna talk. Real words and sentences. Real follow up to actual resolution. She's proud of herself. ]
That feels nice.
[ She shuts her eyes, letting the warm water and the feeling of his fingers lull her into a meditative peace. She hasn't forgotten that this is supposed to be a show for her to enjoy, but right now she's enjoying this, so it gets a pass. ]
I'm promoting the Cat Agenda didn't u kno
And man he's digging enjoying the afterglow as well. Just being close to her and touching her makes it feel as if something in the universe aligns and he's able to breathe more easily.
It's gonna be a task getting him outta bed tomorrow morning, like not even for sexy time reasons, but he's just gonna wanna lay there and hold her to him for as long as possible.
But you know. They are here for a thing. He tilts his head back slightly so he can look down at her. ]
Do you want to help me get started?
[ ...he's sure it wouldn't be too hard (huehue) to do on his own but you know.
Rey touching him sexually turns him on quicker. ]
truly criminal
[ They're at the stage of their relationship (approximately one hour in) where any time he asks if she wants to touch his dick, the answer is going to be yes. Literally any time. Savor it while it lasts, Ben; eventually things like sleep and the shower she's half attempting to take will get precedent.
But as it stands, she takes the question as permission on its own, so her hands settle on his chest. Eyes open, fixed on his, she drinks in the look on his face which remains more reverent than expectant. She won't ever get sick of that expression. Now that she knows it so well, she's able to recognize that she'd seen it before in him plenty of times, lots of different ways. Even before they were like this.
Her hands blaze a trail down his slick chest, following the stream of the water as if just swept up in its current. They chase divots of muscle until they reach a mass of coarse, dark hair and close around his length.
It has shrunk since she first saw it, lying innocuously against his thigh. She can only get one hand around it like this, and he all but disappears into her palm when she closes a fist around him. ]
Like this?
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He hums softly as her fingers work over his body, tracing the muscle and it's funny. He noted her admiring the hickies earlier, the marks which labelled him as hers-- but when her fingers run near and along the now more softened scar tissue... He has to wonder if she marked him as hers much earlier than either of them knew.
And all this philisophical shit is great, but flies out the window once her hand finds his dick. He inhales almost sharply, still sensitive from his last release, but. He doesn't mind. The hand belongs to Rey and she can do whatever the fuck she wants. ]
Yeah-- go slow.
[ He's betting she'll understand. (when you have your first Super Go time and you both just wreck one another right out the gate) ]
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Still, there's something exciting for the teasing effect of her too-light grip sliding up and over him, giving way to the water's spray as she slides her fist up off the tip of him. These thrusts continue a few times, light and steady. Then she takes him in a more thoughtful grip, her thumb exploring the head, rubbing against the slit to feel at it, then tracing the ridge that distinguishes the sensitive tip from base.
In a lot of ways, it seems like she's considering herself fortunate to get the chance to feel it out. This is not an effort to be especially sexy, just a genuine curiosity and vested interest in his body and how it works, in the way he seems to twitch under her touch.
Her gaze flicks back up towards his face, searching his already breathless expression for answers as she asks, ] Where does it feel the best?
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In all honesty he's tinged a light pink, across his cheeks and chest. Her touch isn't overtly sexual, but there's something to the idea of her exploring his body as a thing to learn.
It's really at this point that it occurs to him that Rey probably never received any sort of formal schooling on anatomy (wait, would they teach that in star wars? that would be a Lot to learn. Whatever. Continue thread). But he doesn't mind it, it's actually kinda neat to be her test subject. One of his hands will meet her own and guide it to the tip of his cock, tucking her fingers around it. ]
Here.
[ And hey wow rey. u get to finally see a flaccid penis rise up from the ashes and start to transition into being a full fledged erection. Enjoy ur studying. ]
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She nods to show she heard him, then slides her hand back around his girth, a firmer overhand grip that overlaps her fingers. Then she pushes her fist down his length until her palm rubs across the head, a smothering, dragging motion that she quickly pulls back from and starts again until she finds a nice, steady pace. ]
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Not used to people touching his dick. DOWN BOY.
And if she lets this shit go on for long enough he'll even start to rut into her hand. A man starved for physical affection who is just.... getting a huge serving of it all at once. Later he'll think back to these moments and wonder how his mind could empty so seamlessly. One moment he's helping her, the next he's ready to fuck himself into her hand. ]
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She melts easily into the kiss, but it distracts the movements of her hand, and he has to pick up the slack with the insistent drive of his hips. But it's not long before he's hard enough that each thrust on his part, the head of his cock dragging against her palm, doesn't get her hand all the way to the base of his cock anymore.
Whining, she breaks the kiss, and her wide, hungry eyes look up at him with brazen desire as she pulls her hand away from him. ]
No. [ She tells him, taking his hand from the wall beside her shoulder and moving it to close around him. ] I'm just here to watch.
[ Now taking bets for how long THAT lasts. ]
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no. I'm not gonna do it.
BET YOU WERE KINDA WORRIED THERE FOR A SECOND.
Right now, though? This is very primal. It's a feedback loop really, he's channeling into her emotions and desires, feels how her blood is pumping faster and there's that twang of want pulsing through her in reaction to his aggression. That. is noted for later.
And man. I don't think they can leave this shower. Cause like. Even once he's finished and they're done getting clean they're just gonna go at it again. They are both hopeless. Completely.
When she pulls away he's gazing down at her, eyes dark and focused entirely on her, his hair hanging down-- soaking wet and dripping and he feels aware of every splash of water as she urges his hand to take hold of himself. All he can give her is a soft noise of discontent because he liked her hand on his dick tyvm, but you know. This is his payment for having a lifetime award of knowing Rey of Jakku fucked her own fingers while moaning his name in his shower before he clearly conceptualized that MAYBE.
She was attracted to him.
He's gonna treasure that moment forever, Rey.
But he's never done this for show before, like it's never even been drawn out out even intimate with himself. Just a quick release when it's needed. An itch to scratch.
Now??
He keeps her caged in close to his body, pulling away just enough so he has enough room to move his hand freely, the other braced on the wall besides her head. He grips at the base of his cock, fingers wrapping around the girth as he starts a slow and steady pace. Once he's gotten a bit more speed, he runs his thumb over the head, spreading precum with the movement. His chest shudders with the action, a quiet noise spills past his lips and his eyes...
Well his eyes stay focused on her. This is her gift after all. ]
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He doesn't let her move, though.
Her skin prickles even though the water raining over them is pleasantly hot. And despite her complaints, she's the one who finds herself wanting to touch him again. Explore him. Search out every nook and cranny of his body and find out where he found his pleasure and then drive him over the edge with it. She wants to consume him like he has consumed her.
But she doesn't. Instead, she flicks her gaze between the steady, punishing movements of his hand and the hungry look in his eyes. She wants to get him talking. She wants to get her name out of him, so— ] Have you done this before, thinking of me?
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He works his hand along his cock faster now, lips slightly parted as his breaths come out in soft pants ]
Yesterday comes to mind.
[ What a dick answer Kylo. Even if your voice is now all low and gravely and rumbling through your chest. ]
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It's probably not tonally appropriate, but she can't help it. The thought of him rutting helplessly into his hand to that thought of her. She'd heard the way her moans echoed around in his head. She shouldn't be surprised, but —
But she is. Perhaps because other than in that moment, he's so good at appearing impassive. It's a good answer, then, because it gives the impression that he must have just secretly been jerking it to her all this time and giving a good show of being unaffected.
Mostly, though, she just loves how he answers. Immediately, honestly, and with all the roughness of his strained efforts to reply while satisfying himself. Her eyes drink him in, appreciating the way his abdomen twitches as pleasure courses through him. ]
I like this.
[ She notes decisively, her hands finally reaching out to smooth over the slope of his chest. How many tags was that before she touched him again? Not enough. ]
Tell me how it feels, Ben.
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how did u know the song of my people, sung by my husband
I mean. Elsa liked talking dirty too so it's just a good song to have on hand
this is fair
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Priorities when i get to my connecting gate in chicago: tagging smut
honestly relatable
TAGS WHILE TAXI-ING
HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT
MY FLIGHT WAS SAFE BUT NOW I AM IN INDIANA SO IDK SEEMS LIKE A DOWNGRADE TBH
yikes
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Casually tags smut while eating dinner and gossiping w family 👌👌👌
i support u
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UNCLE ACTIVELY TRIES TO READ OVER SHOULDER MAKES. TEXT SMALLER
LMFAO HI UNCLE
JUST MAKING STAR WARS CHARACTERS FUCK NBD
IT'S LIKE BARBIES BUT BETTER
THEY CAN CHOKE EACH OTHER
THAT MAKES IT 500X BETTER
i mean honestly. all i did w barbies after a certain age was have them make out
flashbacks to when i got caught with my barbies naked on each other; foreshadowing this exact moment
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I come back to this thread AFTER GETTING A SECOND INTERVIEW AND HEARING OF PLOT LEAKS FOR 9!?!?!
YAY INTERVIEW!!!!
Uncle: can I read yo’ texts? Me: /complete flat affect not looking up from smut/ No.
omg nosy uncle ?? ? ?
I told him he could read it if he paid my bills
a good deal
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SWEET MIDWESTERN WOMAN SEES ME TAGGING THIS SHIT AND THINKS IM WORKING BLESS HER
i love when that happens like AH YES WORKING HARD
Midwesterners are so nice and social its kind of amazing.
sometimes
SLAMS IN HERE OUTTA BREATH FROM RUNNING ACROSS CHICAGO AIRPORT
R U OK
IM OKAY. THE SLOW MOTHERFUCKERS I RAN OVERTO GET TO MY GATE ARE NOT
DON'T MURDER ANYONE
Too late.
rip
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Sorry for every typo. I am typing on my phone on a plane. #productive
i forgive you
Normally I wouldn’t pay but after this I’m immediately spending the week with my father. Save me
you poor soul
And I mean right after this. Literally he’s meeting me at the airport
but what if he didn't
Oh. He is. And then in 12 hours I’m gonna be on a train to SF with him.
is it possible to pretend to sleep while also being on your phone
Apple hasn’t invented iLids yet so I don’t think so. I’m ready for that prototype tho
soon.
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i hope the train is going well
I have woken up with a distinct desire to murder everyone so I don't know if that counts
well as long as the desires don't become actions
I got like 5 hours of sleep and I forgot my iPhone cable. No promises
welcome to hell
HE KEEPS TALKING. DAD PLZ I LOVE U BUT I NEED QUIET NOT SOCIAL TIME
kill bill sirens why do ppl need to talk every minute they're in the company of other ppl
TO BE FAIR THIS IS NOT ENTIRELY HIS FAULT. HIS TRIP WAS PLANNED WAY BEFORE FUNERAL HAPPENED
WHICH, FAIR, but like ... pls silence
we are with his friend now. They are talking and I can be semi invisible
small victories
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I hate you i am now diving into flowers I think Ben Solo likes
you're welcome
I will get you back. Don't you fukkin worry. Maybe there will be a kylo ren quilt involved
WOW IT WAS A GIFT DON'T PUNISH ME
A GIFT IS THAT I AM COMING BACK TO MY APARTMENT A DAY EARLY
YAAAAY
STILL HANGING OUT WITH DAD BUT I CAN BE NEAR MY CATS
WHICH IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING
honestly it is I feel bad that they have been on their own for almost a week
;; babies
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Tags while Dad is distracted tbh
now i feel bad for taking so long on this
its all good my phone ran outta battery so I COULD NOT HAVE REPLIED ANYWAY
rip
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Wtf I didn’t get this notif last night.
i thought you just hated me now
No. Just arguing with old men about wvolving story telling and getting up at 7 am
wvolving huh
I WAS ON THE TRAIN AND GOT UP AT 6 AM. DONT JUDGE ME
judges you tbh i nEVER make typos obviously
remember when u call someone out on a typo. u will always make one that is worse.
karma
Karma says I need a week period of not having to interact with humans in person
time to hermit
I WISH he's still here until sunday
WHAT oh my god good luck
At least i have got my cats with me tho
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