bakerstreet | The slowest burn is the most painful

[ Hey look he wants to make sure he's meeting her desires because he's a good weird older adult dude marrying a child okay this ship dynamic is hilarious.

Also does the shower have a little bench stool thing that is for shower sex/old people? Or not. This may become an issue. Guys calm down you have a week to have as much sex before marriage as you want.

Her thought flickers across his mind and honestly warms his heart a bit. Like... sure he's super specific about his hair and how he dresses and presents himself, but he's always felt a bit weirdly proportion and.......... well no one really saw his face for like. six years there. It's admittedly very nice that Rey both took notice and appreciates it.

He'll move away from her and- yikes. Cum stomach. Not attractive rly. Yeah, the shower sounds good. Once he finds his feet on the floor and off the bed, he'll reach his hand out to her. Like a goddamn gentleman. (also because its weird to just stand there and wait for her) ]

Shall we?

[ Let us all take another moment to appreciate how quickly this escalated versus how long IT FUCKIGN TOOK TO GET HERE. ]

[ It 100% escalated quickly BECAUSE it took so long to get here. All that repression bubbling out.

Rey grins because that's just … so … ? ? ?? CUTE it's weird. It's weird that she finds his doting cute, but she does. Niceties and chivalry had no place on Jakku, so the whole concept is exotic and strange and endearing for her. It has no role except to be charming. How absurd and wonderful. So she takes his hand and slides out of bed.

Unlike him, she has no issue with her cum stomach. It's dirty, but she's lived her life dirty. So she sort of rubs some of it away now that she's standing up and then shrugs and accepts it as a part of her life now. Besides, it comes with the memory of the event itself, and that's … worth keeping. She pulls his hand to her lips before she drops it and starts for the shower.

This is a honeymoon suite, so you bet your ass there's a bench there. It has little complementary shampoo and stuff on it because it's ostensibly presenting itself as a shelf, but the height is telling. This is a sex bench.

Rey turns on the water for them. ]

Would that this were all being married to you entailed.

[ It's also cute because it's the super dichotomy between predatory Kylo Ren and chivalrous Ben Solo. Two parts of one whole and it's just a whole lotta contrasting. But that's the kink right there, isn't it?

Also you bet your goddamn ass he's gonna check out those shampoos when it comes time to clean his hair, gotta make sure there's no wax or silicones or parabens or acrylics or petroleum. Only the good shit goes in Ben Solo's hair.

But seriously, he's just gonna step into the stream to test the heat and it is decently hot, he won't subject Rey to the temperature he prefers, mostly because that is just not a temperature that is conducive for fucking. Letting go of her hand so he can run both of his hands under the stream and get them sufficiently wet so he can get his own cum off his stomach. Seriously it's a little weird. ]

What? Non-stop fucking? [ Okay, that actually drew a smile from him. He glances her direction and makes room for her in the stream (Fortunately it is very wide because again. Honeymoon suite) ] That's what delegating is for.

[ She climbs on in after him and prioritizes hosing off his cum. Which is too bad, really. She liked it there. It's not as permanent as the bruises she has left him with, but those too will fade eventually. She can always leave more. But more likely, they can just be left as used symbols, discarded when the effect was already conveyed.

Soon enough, they'll have other symbols.

Oh god, rings. How many portions would one of those cost? ]

We're not delegating the fate of the galaxy so that we can get off.

[ Said matter-of-factly, like she thinks his agreement to that piece is a foregone conclusion. ]

That's how you end up with people like Hux ruling.

[ No dice there. She puts her hair back under if only to wash out the sweat, then pulls him forward to join her back under the stream, her arms slipping around his ribcage. ]

It'd be nice — though, after a while, I don't think I'd be able to move.

(For either: Being a Concern, posing a threat, promoting an agenda, being suspicious, using hate speech or acting inappropriately.

I think someone took issue with the fact that to live with me you gotta love/be able to handle cats. Or maybe since somehow Horatio became my default profile picture they thought a literal Cat was advertising the place???? IDK. )

[ Excuse him, Rey. Did you think you were gonna get away with rinsing your hair with out Kylo reaching for your hair and helping you with that shit? Because that's exactly what he's going to do. Fingers pressing into her scalp and running along the strands like. Yes. This guy has a thing for hair. Hope you are noticing that Rey.

Once she wraps him up in her arms he'll skim his hands over her back and sides until they come to rest on her hips. Gently tracing delicate circles as they talk. ]

We'll have time. [ Which.... is honestly such an amazing concept in of itself???

Okay like.

Back to sex in a bit but he's just gonna tug her closer to him. Eyes closing and his heart is practically fluttering. As if it isn't enough to be able to feel it through his ribcage, the feeling will transfer through the bond.

Are you aware how much this asshole is in love with you Rey? ]

I'm glad we talked.

[ They'd been tormenting themselves for the past few days.... Months if they wanted to get technical about it. And he never really had a chance to just... talk to her like this. Really he hasn't had that chance in a good long time. ]

[ Rey sighs and relaxes bodily as his hands come to rest back on her skin. It's like this is how it's supposed to be. The universe settles into balance, into something familiar and right when he's touching her. Or maybe that's just the hormones talking because all those neurotransmitters are a hell of a drug. Who knows. ]

Me too.

[ Her idea, for the record. 100% her idea. She showed up like surprise bitch we gonna talk. Real words and sentences. Real follow up to actual resolution. She's proud of herself. ]

That feels nice.

[ She shuts her eyes, letting the warm water and the feeling of his fingers lull her into a meditative peace. She hasn't forgotten that this is supposed to be a show for her to enjoy, but right now she's enjoying this, so it gets a pass. ]

[ I mean, TBH she had to take action at that point. She did kiss him with out warning and that sort of. Broke him. A lot. Like if she hadn't have kissed him, he woulda ALSO BEEN SUPER DOWN FOR TALKING. So good job Rey, picking up the emotional slack. This is some A+++ coupling right here. Almost as good as taking out a dark lord and his elite guards together wITH NO DISCUSSION OR PLANNING BEFORE HAND.

And man he's digging enjoying the afterglow as well. Just being close to her and touching her makes it feel as if something in the universe aligns and he's able to breathe more easily.

It's gonna be a task getting him outta bed tomorrow morning, like not even for sexy time reasons, but he's just gonna wanna lay there and hold her to him for as long as possible.

But you know. They are here for a thing. He tilts his head back slightly so he can look down at her. ]

Do you want to help me get started?

[ ...he's sure it wouldn't be too hard (huehue) to do on his own but you know.

Rey touching him sexually turns him on quicker. ]

Yes.

[ They're at the stage of their relationship (approximately one hour in) where any time he asks if she wants to touch his dick, the answer is going to be yes. Literally any time. Savor it while it lasts, Ben; eventually things like sleep and the shower she's half attempting to take will get precedent.

But as it stands, she takes the question as permission on its own, so her hands settle on his chest. Eyes open, fixed on his, she drinks in the look on his face which remains more reverent than expectant. She won't ever get sick of that expression. Now that she knows it so well, she's able to recognize that she'd seen it before in him plenty of times, lots of different ways. Even before they were like this.

Her hands blaze a trail down his slick chest, following the stream of the water as if just swept up in its current. They chase divots of muscle until they reach a mass of coarse, dark hair and close around his length.

It has shrunk since she first saw it, lying innocuously against his thigh. She can only get one hand around it like this, and he all but disappears into her palm when she closes a fist around him. ]

Like this?

[ I mean his sexuality right now is Rey. And she's got the higher libido so-- He's coming up to meet her speed more than the other way around. But currently, he enjoys her Intense Thirst for his dick.

He hums softly as her fingers work over his body, tracing the muscle and it's funny. He noted her admiring the hickies earlier, the marks which labelled him as hers-- but when her fingers run near and along the now more softened scar tissue... He has to wonder if she marked him as hers much earlier than either of them knew.

And all this philisophical shit is great, but flies out the window once her hand finds his dick. He inhales almost sharply, still sensitive from his last release, but. He doesn't mind. The hand belongs to Rey and she can do whatever the fuck she wants. ]

Yeah-- go slow.

[ He's betting she'll understand. (when you have your first Super Go time and you both just wreck one another right out the gate) ]

[ This is more exploration than steady, purposeful rhythm. Her hand squeezes around him, but the grip is still too loose, like she's afraid fo hurting him, like his flaccid penis is a delicate thing that needs to be treated gingerly.

Still, there's something exciting for the teasing effect of her too-light grip sliding up and over him, giving way to the water's spray as she slides her fist up off the tip of him. These thrusts continue a few times, light and steady. Then she takes him in a more thoughtful grip, her thumb exploring the head, rubbing against the slit to feel at it, then tracing the ridge that distinguishes the sensitive tip from base.

In a lot of ways, it seems like she's considering herself fortunate to get the chance to feel it out. This is not an effort to be especially sexy, just a genuine curiosity and vested interest in his body and how it works, in the way he seems to twitch under her touch.

Her gaze flicks back up towards his face, searching his already breathless expression for answers as she asks, ] Where does it feel the best?

[ Look. Penises are v v v delicate and need to be treated like newborns. Gosh.

In all honesty he's tinged a light pink, across his cheeks and chest. Her touch isn't overtly sexual, but there's something to the idea of her exploring his body as a thing to learn.

It's really at this point that it occurs to him that Rey probably never received any sort of formal schooling on anatomy (wait, would they teach that in star wars? that would be a Lot to learn. Whatever. Continue thread). But he doesn't mind it, it's actually kinda neat to be her test subject. One of his hands will meet her own and guide it to the tip of his cock, tucking her fingers around it. ]

Here.

[ And hey wow rey. u get to finally see a flaccid penis rise up from the ashes and start to transition into being a full fledged erection. Enjoy ur studying. ]

[ Her tongue darts out again to wet her lips. Emboldened by his encouragement, she can feel her chest start to warm, her lungs expand but paradoxically her breath shortens. It's barely perceptible from second to second, but there's no doubting that he's stiffer and bigger than he was when she started.

She nods to show she heard him, then slides her hand back around his girth, a firmer overhand grip that overlaps her fingers. Then she pushes her fist down his length until her palm rubs across the head, a smothering, dragging motion that she quickly pulls back from and starts again until she finds a nice, steady pace. ]

[ When her experimenting shifts to actuall pumping with Intent, he feels himself flush deeper. Definitely stiffer. Definitely bigger. It makes him lose his head for a second. Before he's entirely sure of what his body is doing, he's kissing her. A deep kiss that seeks to steal her breath and his entire body just pushes her back until she's against the wall. A groan from the back of is throat is sealed into her mouth.

Not used to people touching his dick. DOWN BOY.

And if she lets this shit go on for long enough he'll even start to rut into her hand. A man starved for physical affection who is just.... getting a huge serving of it all at once. Later he'll think back to these moments and wonder how his mind could empty so seamlessly. One moment he's helping her, the next he's ready to fuck himself into her hand. ]

[ He corners her against the wall, and Rey's surprised noise gets swallowed into his mouth. The wall of the shower, though fine stonework in place of metal, is cold. And hard. And yet she's still happy to be pressed against it because his body is warm and bucking into hers like he's in heat. All he needs is a growl, and he'd be there.

She melts easily into the kiss, but it distracts the movements of her hand, and he has to pick up the slack with the insistent drive of his hips. But it's not long before he's hard enough that each thrust on his part, the head of his cock dragging against her palm, doesn't get her hand all the way to the base of his cock anymore.

Whining, she breaks the kiss, and her wide, hungry eyes look up at him with brazen desire as she pulls her hand away from him. ]

No. [ She tells him, taking his hand from the wall beside her shoulder and moving it to close around him. ] I'm just here to watch.

[ Now taking bets for how long THAT lasts. ]

[ Not as long as the most painful fucking foreplay of this entire FUCKING AU THAT IS FOR SURe. Not unless Hux just busted into their room right now--

no. I'm not gonna do it.

BET YOU WERE KINDA WORRIED THERE FOR A SECOND.

Right now, though? This is very primal. It's a feedback loop really, he's channeling into her emotions and desires, feels how her blood is pumping faster and there's that twang of want pulsing through her in reaction to his aggression. That. is noted for later.

And man. I don't think they can leave this shower. Cause like. Even once he's finished and they're done getting clean they're just gonna go at it again. They are both hopeless. Completely.

When she pulls away he's gazing down at her, eyes dark and focused entirely on her, his hair hanging down-- soaking wet and dripping and he feels aware of every splash of water as she urges his hand to take hold of himself. All he can give her is a soft noise of discontent because he liked her hand on his dick tyvm, but you know. This is his payment for having a lifetime award of knowing Rey of Jakku fucked her own fingers while moaning his name in his shower before he clearly conceptualized that MAYBE.

She was attracted to him.

He's gonna treasure that moment forever, Rey.

But he's never done this for show before, like it's never even been drawn out out even intimate with himself. Just a quick release when it's needed. An itch to scratch.

Now??

He keeps her caged in close to his body, pulling away just enough so he has enough room to move his hand freely, the other braced on the wall besides her head. He grips at the base of his cock, fingers wrapping around the girth as he starts a slow and steady pace. Once he's gotten a bit more speed, he runs his thumb over the head, spreading precum with the movement. His chest shudders with the action, a quiet noise spills past his lips and his eyes...

Well his eyes stay focused on her. This is her gift after all. ]

[ For a moment, the darkness in her eyes makes her think maybe he won't accept that answer. That piques some anxiety in her, but no, that's not quite the right word for it. Anticipation. She searches his face through the curtain of his messy, soaking hair until slowly, agonizingly, he pulls away enough to get his hand between them.

He doesn't let her move, though.

Her skin prickles even though the water raining over them is pleasantly hot. And despite her complaints, she's the one who finds herself wanting to touch him again. Explore him. Search out every nook and cranny of his body and find out where he found his pleasure and then drive him over the edge with it. She wants to consume him like he has consumed her.

But she doesn't. Instead, she flicks her gaze between the steady, punishing movements of his hand and the hungry look in his eyes. She wants to get him talking. She wants to get her name out of him, so— ] Have you done this before, thinking of me?

[ Wow. Way to ask him a kinda loaded question while he tugs himself off, Rey. Though he knows she doesn't mean it as such. She'd honestly probably be shocked at how little he took care of himself. But there's no good in vocalizing "I don't actually masturbate that much but its not about you, but weird abuse by dark lords who are not to be named rn". Oh well, it's not hard to be honest.

He works his hand along his cock faster now, lips slightly parted as his breaths come out in soft pants ]

Yesterday comes to mind.

[ What a dick answer Kylo. Even if your voice is now all low and gravely and rumbling through your chest. ]

[ She laughs.

It's probably not tonally appropriate, but she can't help it. The thought of him rutting helplessly into his hand to that thought of her. She'd heard the way her moans echoed around in his head. She shouldn't be surprised, but —

But she is. Perhaps because other than in that moment, he's so good at appearing impassive. It's a good answer, then, because it gives the impression that he must have just secretly been jerking it to her all this time and giving a good show of being unaffected.

Mostly, though, she just loves how he answers. Immediately, honestly, and with all the roughness of his strained efforts to reply while satisfying himself. Her eyes drink him in, appreciating the way his abdomen twitches as pleasure courses through him. ]

I like this.

[ She notes decisively, her hands finally reaching out to smooth over the slope of his chest. How many tags was that before she touched him again? Not enough. ]

Tell me how it feels, Ben.

[ Okay cool. You did it Kylo. And I mean honestly if it has been months since Crait- he has DEFINITELY jerked it off to her cause it's ~safe~ to do so now. Bye Snoke. No one misses you except for the fanboys who wanted to know more for some weird reason.

And honestly he loves her laugh. Like. Flat out adores it. He's hardly ever heard her laugh and it's his favorite thing in the world and by god if he wasn't rutting helplessly into his hand right now he'd be kissing her to claim that noise as his alone.

There's a slight twitch to his mouth that could be classified as a smile and he answers her command. ]

It-- would be better if you touched me more.

[ It's a struggle to get the words out smoothly and does this count as Ben Solo ASMR? ([heavy breathing] [wet noises] [shower sounds] 5 minutes, a lot less if Rey joins in ) ]

And told me what you want to do with me.

[ SAX NOISES ]

Edited (MY BROTHER PLAYS SAXOPHONE SHAME ON ME) 2018-05-10 02:36 (UTC)

Cheater.

[ She replies hoarsely because stars, that breathless smarm and lopsided smile get to her. But one of her hands lifts to touch the side of his face, exploring the bony prominences. ]

I had to come up with my own soundtrack, you know. Didn't even have an idea of what you're sound like. [ Her fingertips trail along his jaw to his neck. ] Oh, Ben, I wasn't even close to how good you sound.

[ That's not what he asked for, but she figures she can get a pass for the fact that she's talking about what she'd done to herself, about the fantasies she'd had about him. ]

I want to set you on that bench there and ride you until you can't think. Til all you can do is moan for me. You feel so good in me, Ben. I want to feel it again.

[ She sounds like an idiot, babbling like this, but watching his fist work over his cock has her just spouting whatever comes to mind and hoping it gets him to speed up, hoping it gets him to lose the powers of speech and finally moan her name like he'd promised. ]

[ She's going to break him, he thinks. She seems bottomless in her appetite for him. I mean, this is just the first night but he's starting to get a Picture here. But you know... all that doesn't compare to the way that small praise she gives to the sound of his voice. It's really confusing because it's not necessarily the sexual aspect that doesn't but the fact that he's being complimented.

Who would have thought, after years and years of being criticized or complimented with strings attached or only told of your potential with no appreciation for who you were in this moment, that maybe... just maybe.

He likes when people say nice things about him.

Don't tell anyone tho. That is propaganda being spread by the rebellion.

He can feel his cock twitching in his fist as he continues to rut into it, he's leaning into her touch, his thumb rubs at his head. ]

You want to hear your name, don't you?

[ DANGER ZONE REY. DANGER ZONE. You are in the splash zone and he is finding out that you like it when he is an asshole dom. ]

[ She licks her lips. Is that so wrong? To want to hear him groan her name again like he had there in the room, like he'd promised? Suddenly she feels like she's the one compromised and desperate, even though he's the one plunging towards another orgasm.

But … She realizes she has squeezed her thighs together to clamp down on her own need. Maybe he'd felt that too. ]

Yes.

[ Admitting it makes her feel small and young and sheepish. Like she should just be asking nicely. Maybe that's what he's looking for.

She wants something else too, though, and she realizes that if she lets him keep going too long, she might not get to. Which, granted, she has the rest of forever to get to it, but — She steadies her hands on his ribcage, then his hips, and she starts to sink down to her knees in front of him.

The shower sprays down on her like rain, striking right against her chest and neck and splashing off of his body onto her face from the way they're positioned. She tilts her head up to look at his face, then turns her attention to his hand on his cock. ]

Don't stop. [ She covers his hand with hers and leans in to kiss underneath it. His balls are blessedly clean right now — not sweaty and musky like they probably get. ] I just want a better seat.

[ He thought he had himself under control, and then she gets on her knees in front of him, presses her hand along his and kisses him and-- He's losing it quicker than he intended to. ]

Rey.

[ Request granted- It's harsh and huffing and he has to lean his head and body forward so the mop of curls is pressed into the stone wall. He's starting to unwind. It's painted all along the planes of his body. How his hips shudder and jerk almost on their own, how his stomach rolls, and in the way his lips are parted. ]

I-- [ It's almost impossible to catch his breath now. He opts for a shorter sentence. ] -- Your face, is it okay?

[ Out of context. An insult. In context. Are you prepared for face spunk, Rey? ]

[ Her face? For a moment she's confused, but the sharp lines that cut deep between his muscles provide all the context she needs — and if they didn't, the tension cranking across the bond would do it. He's almost undone, just by the sight of her settling down before him like this.

And frankly she doesn't have a lot of time to think about how she feels about it, but there's water right here to rinse it off if she decides against it. She doesn't think she will, though. When he'd marked her stomach, she'd — Well, just thinking about it had her cunt clenching with need. ]

It's okay. [ She leans in and murmurs this again as she presses an open-mouthed kiss to his balls again, then draws back to wait expectantly for — what? Having him cum in her face? It feels a little absurd now that she's just waiting here for it. ]

Come for me, Ben.

[ But what if he gets it in her eye or something? She'd seen how vigorously it had come out when he'd spilled his climax onto her abdomen. There's no way he has control over that.

So she closes her eyes and … well, she'd thought if he'd lasted, she would have liked to take over for him, to taste him, so she opens her mouth too. Some of the water spray hits her tongue. Her hands settle on his thighs, holding him there cautiously. ]

[ He feels the flicker of intention across her mind. The want to take him into her mouth and-- He's really disappointed that he can't hold out for it. Like the thought of just shovin' it in her mouth like an animal is there but that would certainly end poorly.

He needs space Viagra, and an unlimited supply of spunk at this point. Force be with him he's fairly sure they're gonna be fucking into the night tonight. He will find the will. The Dick Will To Be Touched. (they spend all night on the holonet figurin out how the fuck porn actors do that shit. Rey asks what a fluffer is, Kylo patiently explains it)

But there's no untipping over that edge, and he's sure if he stopped now he may burst into a thousand pieces. ]

Rey, please--

[ A choked out sob and he doesn't even know what exactly he's pleading for. He's just desperate and needy and by god now he's imagining what her tongue on the underside of his length would feel like, her lips passing over his head, the squeeze if her mouth and throat if he struck in her deeply.

You owe him a blow job, Rey. His mind is going to be stuck on that particular activity that he lost out on.

Especially since that vivid fantasy along with her sitting there with her mouth open finally causes his orgasm to crash through him like a storm. His moan is loud and crackling-- a harsh and sudden thing which reverberates through the walls. His hips jerk and he releases on to her face. Like. At least some of it hits her mouth, but there's no elegance or precision to it. Just Kylo Ren desperately tugging at his cock until he's completely spent, shivering and weak above her. ]

I DID AND SHES AN INTROVERT NERD ARTIST TOO WHO PLAYS D&D AND LOVES CATS BLESS

OMG YOU FOUND A UNICORN

I think i deserve it after MY ACCOUNT ON THE APP GOT REPORTED AND DELETED AND I HAD MORE PANIC....

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I'm promoting the Cat Agenda didn't u kno

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how did u know the song of my people, sung by my husband

I mean. Elsa liked talking dirty too so it's just a good song to have on hand

this is fair

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