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It could be your first time with them, your hundredth, or your first time with anyone. This is also the first time the flood gates of emotions have opened up, making your sexual encounter that much more intense. After all, when feelings get thrown into the mix, everything gets more raw...which is not a sexual connotation. Perhaps you've never felt this way before, or you could have been purposefully repressing anything that confused or infuriated you. Of course, "feelings" don't have to be positive. These emotions can be anything from love to adoration to intimidation to hatred. And how they are shown will depend entirely on your personality, as well. Will there be a confession? Tender actions? Shock at your own behavior? No matter what the situation may turn out to be, there's one sure thing: the walls will not be put back up easily. What you and your partner do from this point is your decision.  You want them, and you've wanted them forever. But more than that, you want them to be yours and yours alone. Call it possessive, and it is, but it's also just a flair of protectiveness. You could want them to be yours in a romantic, fluffy way, a BDSM way, or an obsessive, unhealthy way. Maybe you don't even know why you want them yourself, leaving you puzzled and flustered. All of this could even be a spur-of-the-moment realization! Whatever the specifics are, this desire is now out in the open and you're going to act on it. How will you do it? Will you blow their mind with sex? Is honesty the best policy, or maybe you'll give them words of love and affection? If you're more sinister and obsessed, less socialized, you may do something nefarious! In the end, will your methods work? Your partner may be amused or not so keen on the idea...or they could have wanted to be yours all along! |
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