I've been a lot of things in my life, but I'm always her sister. It's just me and her now, she's my only tie in this whole world. I've never been a very sister to her. Not in ways that matter when you're the one affected by it but I try.
Sure, but "trying" doesn't mean shit when you're 15 years old and your sister is so embarrassed with what her life's become, she avoids you to spare you. Doesn't mean shit when a few years down the line when she, a literal criminal, avoids you because her life is now too messy. It's hard to see it from the other perspective when you just feel abandoned.
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Families are messy.
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