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[gutties]

That's not really a thing that happens, is it?

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[choshinsei]

very little.

[ he reserves all of his care for his little brothers. ]

[zlodey]

Tell me more, so that I may better entertain you.

[choshinsei]

[ hm. ]

i'm trying to figure out what it means to be human. [ that's his current interest, quasi non-related to his duty as a big brother. ]

[zlodey]

Ah, now that's an interesting dilemma.
Can something inhuman become human in the first place?

[choshinsei]

i'm half-human.

[zlodey]

So inhuman.

[choshinsei]

do you think it's not possible?

[zlodey]

I don't think it's worth doing, is all.

[choshinsei]

why?

[zlodey]

Why would you want to?
Humanity is filthy, sinful and unworthy.

[choshinsei]

[ not to @ a prevalent part of himself, but— ] so are curses.

if i'm going to be filthy, sinful and unworthy no matter what, then why shouldn't i learn to be more human? [ at least they have more facet to them than just cursed energy. ]

[zlodey]

And is the desire to be human yours, or did it bloom for the sake of others?

( like your brothers... )

[choshinsei]

they don't have to be mutually exclusive.

[zlodey]

If it's not an idea you acquired yourself, then it's simply a borrowed desire.

[choshinsei]

can it not be an idea i acquired for myself for the sake of others?