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bakerstreet2022-08-22 09:35 am
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Compromising Position
 COMPROMISING POSITION MEME |
| Up until now, there's definitely been some tension between you two. Whether it's more romantic or flatly sexual is, understandably, dependent on the personalities involved, but the fact remains that you both have been dancing around the issue for whatever reason. Why do why say "up until now?" Well, it's simple. Somehow, either through accident or otherwise, you've end up in what can only be considered a compromising position: you're in the other's lap, you're on top of them, chest to chest, almost kissing, so on and so forth. This leads to the ultimate snap in your tension - you just can't hold it in any longer, even if you try to get out of this situation unscathed. The direction you move in, again, depends on the people involved, so things could take a turn for the awkward, the cute, the romantic, the desperate, or even the steamy. What's for certain is that whatever's between you may never be the same...unless you guys, in typical will they/won't they fashion, can repress and pretend nothing ever happened. HOW TO PLAY
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Levi's touch on his face brings Erwin back to himself, the way his lover's legs wrap around his waist almost doing him in. When their foreheads meet he gasps, eyes closing for a moment.]
Levi...
[His self control, which he's been fairly proud of to this point, utterly breaks when that moaned request reaches his ears. Pulling back, he meets the other man's gaze and manages a slight nod.]
Okay... Okay...
[Leaning in to capture Levi's lips in a passionate kiss, he stops trying to hold back. Instinctively his hips begin to move, remembering old practices that make certain muscles twinge in complaint after having already been heavily bruised earlier-- Erwin ignores them easily. There is nothing important left except for Levi and pounding into his tight, hot hole.
The commander holds out for as long as he can, but his eager and primed body isn't holding back. After far less time than he'd like he feels himself approaching the edge and only manages a quick moan of his lover's name before he spills into him, hips jerking even harder against Levi as he does so.]
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he's vaguely aware of the thick white spurts gathering on their skin between them, his body shuddering of its own accord as pathetic low sounds escape him. erwin's name is among them, but whether or not any of it makes sense is another thing entirely. somewhere along the lines, he locked his ankles behind erwin's back, trapping him. probably just as well...the feeling of erwin emptying himself inside him makes him shudder all over again, but not because of the mess it's bound to make. not really. it comes as something of a surprise, but his blissed out lack of a brain gets about that far and stops.
apparently, he's clingy after he comes. he strokes erwin's hair with a soft, satisfied moan, gently guiding him down so he can rest his head on his chest for a minute. it still puts levi in a strange position, his lower half tilted up into erwin's lap, but he doubts he could move even if he wanted to. he's breathing hard, whole body flushed...and mostly just hoping erwin isn't beating himself up over all this.]
Well...
[he swallows, trying to find the right words.]
I'm glad Petra didn't let me toss that stupid doctor's note. Because when we're done here, I'm fucking burning these sheets.
[seriously. they're already disgusting and he knows goddamn well he isn't done with erwin anymore than erwin is with him. his fingers gently trail down the back of his lover's neck, the act as protective as it is reassuring.]
You good?
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When the smaller man speaks, Erwin looks down at him adoringly. The hand in his hair, how Levi is clinging to him so tightly-- it's perfect. So absolutely perfect. He doesn't mind the mess made between them, doesn't mind that they'll have to do laundry (or apparently burn the sheets, according to his fussy lover), doesn't mind anything. The worries and trials of reality can't come into this room, not tonight. This space is for them and them alone.]
Remind me... to give Petra a raise. [He teases breathlessly, kissing Levi tenderly. Words can't express how grateful he is for Levi's squad, the men and women that look out for his bristly captain. They care for him, force him to care for himself, when Erwin is too busy to do so himself. Levi is so different now than he was when he first emerged from the Underground, yet in some ways exactly the same. He's still fiercely loyal, still almost scarily calm in the face of crisis, yet he's learned to let people get at least a little closer and has become a truly amazing leader. Thinking back on the man who tried to kill him, Erwin can't help but smile. Who would have thought they'd ever wind up here?] I'm good. I'm more than good.
[Slowly, carefully, he pulls himself out of Levi to collapse beside him. Almost immediately after he sat up and snagged his still-damp towel to wipe Levi's chest and stomach clean. Dropping it back onto the floor, Erwin tugs his lover close, tangling their legs together. If Levi is a cuddler post-orgasm, then he's met his match. Erwin is so happy and satisfied all he wants to do is nuzzle and kiss, rubbing Levi's back as he does so.]
What about you? Are you okay?
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I'll remind you of that. Gotta be hard to balance a budget with your dick in my ass, though.
[the notes said 'bedrest.' they didn't say anything else couldn't happen over the course of the next 24 hours even if levi knows some paperwork can't be ignored. he winces a little as erwin finally disentangles himself and pulls out - there's still a little soreness. and the feeling of erwin's come leaking out of him is enough to make him snatch the towel from the floor as soon as it's dropped to take care of that. he doesn't actually sulk about it, but he does discard the towel with a faint air of disgust before settling back into the sheets as erwin pulls him close.
all those nights they spent huddled up because he was freezing his ass off, he'd pretended he didn't love this. now he happily buries his face in that chest, feeling a sense of security he's always felt with his head tucked under erwin's chin. it's just doubled now, even if his bruised leg protests a little bit. it doesn't stop him from squeezing erwin's legs tight with his own.]
Well I'm probably not gonna be able to sit right at breakfast and am gonna need a repeat demonstration or three...
[he kisses the spot between erwin's collarbones warmly, feeling relieved. erwin's good. he means it. everything feels right for once. it's almost terrifying, just because he knows what tends to happen to happy people.]
M'obviously gonna have to go easy on Hange if she asks how well the lube worked or tells me I'm welcome and I'm gonna hate it.
[he tilts his head up, meeting those perfect blue eyes in all seriousness with all the usual tension gone from his expression.]
But I think I'm better than I've ever been.
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[He mentally notes that they're going to need spare washcloths and towels to keep around, as well as more lube and perhaps some lotion so he can properly massage Levi's muscles if any lock up during or after their time spent rolling in the sheets. As the smaller man buries his face against him, nuzzling into place until he fits perfectly under Erwin's chin, the commander's heart fills with so much warmth and delight he wonders if it's okay to be this happy. So much about their lives is tension bordering on the miserable, they have to struggle and fight for every ounce of happiness they can get. But this? This is like coming to a feast after years of living off of scraps.]
You want repeat demonstrations even if it means being more uncomfortable over breakfast? [One of his hands slides down the curve of Levi's spine in order to gently rub at the small of his back.] I worry that if you give me that much leeway, it might be more than just a few demonstrations. I've been dreaming about this for a long time.
[He's at least somewhat teasing, though it's true that holding Levi like this makes him feel like he's a teenager all over again. His mind is filled with ideas and already his body is warming up again. Ridiculous. This is all ridiculous, but especially how much he wants to spoil Levi. Dote on him until Levi is so relaxed he can't help but sleep for a solid eight hours.]
Be careful what you tell Hange. I worry that she'll used us as text subjects.
[Meeting his lover's gaze, Erwin feels the goofiest smile spreading across his face.]
Funny. I think the same thing. [He ducks his head to kiss Levi softly, tenderly.]
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[he's still not fucking erwin on the desk. they're gonna have to find some kind of compromise because they still have to work and occasionally eat there, but that's a problem they can work out later. already, he's considering how weird it might be to keep a small washbowl that can easily be filled around. and towels. he could make it work. he's kept a whole fucking sex basket secret for a couple years now. it'd be easy, all things considered...if erwin doesn't keep looking at him with that stupid grin and that stupid messy hair and it's pretty clear that he's fighting a losing battle. good things don't happen to him all that much, so just being able to have this for however long - the security, the closeness without wanting to immediately slap it away...it makes levi squeeze erwin around his middle just a little bit tighter as he unknowingly grins into a kiss.]
You're always telling me I gotta get better at compromise. Seems to me, it's a pretty fair trade. [he nuzzles absently at erwin's throat, every muscle in his body relaxed.] You ain't the only one who's wanted it. So whatever you wanna dish out, you better do it. Or I might work out some of my own frustrations.
[any other time, it would be a threat promising a fight later, but even if there is somehow a fight, levi intends to hold onto this for as long as he can. until one or both of them fucking dies. he never got to be a teenager. never wanted to let his guard down this much around anyone either. so when he smiles back at erwin, it's a reflection of everything he's been holding back for what feels like forever. whatever erwin wants from him, he can have it. even if this whole thing goes tits up.]
Oi, you think I'm stupid? If I'm lucky, I won't have to tell her shit. [he meets that grin with a soft kiss, lips clinging to erwin's as the heat in his body starts to rise again.] Especially since I ain't letting you outta bed for a while unless it's for a shower, a piss, or food.
[he nips erwin's lower lip gently, fingers coming around to trace over the soft skin of his chest as his good leg hooks over erwin's hip. it might be ridiculous, but it's everything levi ever wanted and never thought he could have. if he does sleep, it'll be with erwin wrapped around him. warm. safe from titans or that goddamn commander's guilt he carries. and levi will kill anyone who tries to wake him for anything short of a wall breach.]
Got another round in you?
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[Erwin is very particular about his paperwork. If he makes a mistake, he starts over again. His handwriting is clear and intentionally made as easy to read as possible. If there are every any problems, he makes sure it can't be traced back to a misreading of anything he wrote. His father had always been very proud of Erwin's ability to write and read at a young age, which most likely drove his son to make his handwriting as legible as possible even from an early age. Getting praise from his father was the light of his life.
Come to think of it, getting praise from Levi is like that too, though he usually couches his words in more vulgarity than Erwin's father ever would. The blonde finds himself smiling. He thinks his father would have liked Levi's straight forwardness and disregard for any authority that couldn't prove itself to him. If they had ever met, he's sure Levi would have his father laughing in short order. Erwin knows he gets his odd sense of humor from the man. Despite the thoughts being bittersweet, they warm his heart all the same.]
Wait. What does 'working our your own frustrations' mean? [His hand moves down to rub at the base of Levi's spine, gently massaging away any easy knots he finds there.] I know normally that would mean you throwing a punch, but I wouldn't expect you to want that sort of thing in the bedroom... [He teases, so happy that he doesn't mind at all being silly. The fact that he keeps getting rare smiles and grins out of Levi only encourages him more.]
Oh, we're not going to have to tell her. She's going to figure it out just by looking at us. You know she's worryingly good about ferreting out secrets. That being said... [He returns Levi's kiss hungrily.] ...I've never looked forward to forced bedrest so much.
[It's both surprising and pleasing that Levi is the one to start them up for another round. Erwin would have expected him to be more concerned with cleaning up first, but this? This is far, far better. He likes it when his lover demands what he wants. Rolling them so he's hovering over Levi again, Erwin leans in to nibble along the outer shell of his ear.]
I think you'll find I have more than one more round, especially if you keep teasing at my chest like that. I don't know how you do it, but everywhere you touch feels like it's tingling.
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Mmm...just means I might not always be on the receiving end unless you're vehemently against it. [he stretches lazily against erwin, kissing along his collarbone warmly.] Just because I'd never done another didn't mean I never had thoughts. Plenty of 'em involved you without any punching, believe it or not. So top or bottom, I got plenty of things I wanna try.
[it's a bluntly stated fact even if he is still teasing a little, as though the were discussing squad formation. he doesn't care if it happens that night or even the next day - he's a pretty patient guy in case erwin hasn't noticed, but he aims to see to it that both of them are well-taken care of. he kisses erwin's chin next, a quiet huff of laughter subsequently swallowed up as erwin kisses him again. the rush hits him instantly, moaning into it as the butterflies start up again in his stomach. fuckers. there's reasons why butterflies don't live long, but he's definitely counting erwin wanting to stay in bed as one of his victories.]
And I didn't even have to threaten to break any bones. Shoulda just sucked your dick last time you got hurt. Would've worked.
[he allows himself to be rolled over, shivering as erwin finds his ear and gasps before lightly biting at his commander's shoulder before soothing it with a kiss. his fingertips slide along erwin's side, tracing along each and every muscle. his nerdy, stupidly earnest, and painfully selfless commander. a lot of people would beg to differ and on some days, they'd be right, but levi can't help but look up at him with all the warmth he can manage. he knows better and wouldn't have erwin any other way.]
Heh, that a threat? [his fingers travel lower, sliding along erwin's lower belly just to feel the muscles there react. his other hand skates down the back of erwin's neck and down between his shoulder blades, happy to feel as much of his skin as possible.] You know how those go...might be the only one I ever take kindly to.
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[Talking about scheduling their lovemaking should not be as interesting to him as it is. He can't help it, he loves a nicely laid out chart. Erwin's thoughts are easily distracted, though, by Levi's wandering hands. His eyes fall half closed, muscles flexing or tensing beneath the warm fingers that trail across them. For good or for ill, he's always been a very tactile sort of person. Levi's touches make him weak in the best way.]
You can't go promising me blowjobs every time I need to take time to rest... Or. Actually, you can. Maybe I'll actually remember to do it.
[Deciding he likes it when Levi bites him, Erwin returns the favor against his lover's collarbone, nibbling and licking the spot once he's left his mark. If they're not careful, they're both going to be covered with bruises that not even the strangest of ODM collisions could cause... But Erwin finds himself caring less and less.]
It's not a threat. It's a promise.
[His hand trails down Levi's stomach to find his cock, wrapping around it and stroking slowly, teasingly.]
Would you like to be inside me tonight, Levi? I wouldn't mind. But I'm also more than happy to be the one in charge. As long as I'm with you, I'll enjoy it.
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You are the only person I know wh-who'd fuck by itinerary. I hope you know that.
[having marks is fine with him. if anyone asks, levi will just tell them to mind their business and be on his way - there's no way he's gonna stop erwin from marking him up if that's what he wants and he tilts his head back to let his lover at any bit of skin that he wants as he slowly drags blunt nails up the length of erwin's back. knowing what he's being offered, levi licks his lips. anticipating.]
But yeah. If you trust me, that is - gotta say, I'm a little torn. Part of me wants to bend you over and find that spot of yours. [he thrusts up into erwin's hand, watching his face as his hands come to cup either side of it, thumbs stroking over his cheekbones. just being able to touch him like this is surreal to levi, but he'll be damned if he stops.] The other part of me wants to figure out how to ride you until either of us cry, but...sounds like a lot of gravity where a lot could go wrong.
[he doesn't know how else to bring any of this up, so he keeps a flat even tone, hoping erwin can't feel his heart thudding around in his chest again. he'd been planning to confess, yeah, but the rest? that, he'd been planning to take to the grave since he hadn't expected erwin to actually want him too.]
Last thing I wanna do is go back to the infirmary and have to explain how we broke your dick. But so long as you're with me, I think I'd be okay with anything too. So long as you don't expect me to wear women's underwear or some shit.
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[Levi's nails raking up his back makes his commander arch his spine into the touch with a full body shiver. That feels far better than it has any right to. Maybe when he's laying with his head in his captain's lap, Levi will stroke his hair and scratch his back. Erwin's gaze is drawn to the little flick of pink between Levi's lips, unable to help himself as he ducked his head down for a playful kiss.]
I trust you. [As Levi's hands come to cup his face, Erwin lets his eyes fall partially closed. That those hands, which had killed so many Titans, could be so soft and gentle against his cheeks awakens the butterflies in his own gut. He can feel the callouses on Levi's hands that mirror his own from a small lifetime of wielding their dual blades. Their roughness draws his lips, Erwin kissing each hand once reverently.] As for your requests... why don't we try both? And, for the record, I think getting to watch you ride me might be one of the single most erotic sights I'll see in my entire life. Well. Right up until I see you in a garter belt.
[He's teasing, mostly, though the idea of seeing Levi's tight, muscular body sculped by lace and silk is admittedly intriguing. Especially his legs encased in pure white stockings, his thighs and calves outlined by softest silks just begging for Erwin to worship them... To be fair, the blonde is fairly certain that Levi wearing anything or nothing at all is enough to make Erwin fall to his knees. The contrast of Levi's fierceness encased in delicate, feminine clothing could be quite the sight.
All the same, Erwin will never push for anything Levi doesn't want to do. Besides, they have far more things to explore than lacy undergarments.]
The only thing I worry about is that both of those activities focus on your doing most of the work. I don't want to take more than I give.
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You sure you got the energy for both without getting winded, old man? Don't wanna get in the way of all the quills n' parchment n' shit since you're so into that sex chart I know you already got started in that egg head of yours.
[he leans up to kiss erwin again as he sits up carefully to avoid bumping heads. the garter belt comment makes him frown a little bit - to be honest, he's surprised erwin even thinks about that sorta shit, but...okay. him being kinky was a given too. the more levi considers it, the more it doesn't come as a surprise at all. but if that's the case. huh. he might've just made this easier for someone with a lack of experience in sex. torture is another thing entirely as he swings a leg over to flip erwin beneath him again.]
Just for that, I might have to take you from behind. Don't think I can't pin and keep you there just because you're bigger either. That how you wanna do this, smartass?
[he's mostly teasing too. but bent over, ass in the air or face to face with his cock leaking between them...levi likes both images equally as he's still mindful of their injured legs even while straddling the larger man. looking around for the lube, he shakes his head. casual as ever, though...where the hell did they drop it? his tone is dry even as he bends down awkwardly to find the bottle on the floor, half-lying under the bed.]
We gonna keep score too? If that's the case...we better get that pen and paper then. Unless you want me to start drawing tally marks on your ass cheeks.
[again...mostly joking. the truth is, levi doesn't care about how much erwin gives or takes. they're together now. and that's more than good enough for him. still, even as he pours the lube into his palm and experimentally spreads it around his fingers, he pauses.]
You'll tell me, right? If something hurts?
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I feel as though I'm being kink shamed and I must inform you that, as your commander, I don't approve of that sort of thing among my men. It causes discord on the battlefield. [He teases, squirming a bit to get himself settled comfortably on his back. Looking 'innocently' up at Levi, Erwin adds] What if I say that is how I want to do this? [He chuckles, relaxing back to watch with rather rapt attention as Levi bends over to find the bottle. Of course, he knows Levi is flexible, but seeing it in action even at odd angles is always fascinating. Erwin would swear that his lover has secret extra muscles or joins in his spine if he hadn't been busy the past hour exploring every inch of Levi's body.]
You wouldn't want to put the tally marks on my chest? There's more space there, since I suspect we'll need a good amount of room.
[Reaching down, Erwin cups Levi's cheek to stroke it with his thumb. He meets the other man's gaze, grin becoming a soft, gentle smile.]
I'll tell you. Promise. Just go slow, like I did. If I'm bent over, it might be easier for you to see what you're doing? Either way, I trust you. You've never hurt me before, you won't now.
[Pulling his hand away, Erwin's smile turns playful again.]
Now, how would you like me, Captain?
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That's if you could manage to catch me off balance to bend me over your knee in the first place. And last I checked, I always shame you. It's my love language.
[as much as he hates to admit it, there's a bit of truth in that teasing statement as he leans down to kiss erwin again, softly. still unable to stop mirroring that stupid grin with a tiny smirk of his own as their lips cling together. knowing it's impossible to shame the shameless, he lets his hand talk as he delicately twists his wrist each time he strokes upward on the shaft, lips coming down to kiss erwin's neck once more, speaking as deadpan as ever while he does so.]
I ain't gonna be able to see much of your chest for this, am I? And since I plan on marking the shit outta your back in a minute, at least one half of your ass is gonna have to do. Don't worry - I'll write small.
[he doesn't actually plan on doing any such thing since adding ink to the equation sounds like a really dumb fucking idea, but like most things, erwin being goofy is always a perfect catalyst for bringing his sense of humor to the surface. he pulls back just enough to stand up higher on his knees, letting go of erwin's shaft to take hold of his sides and tug him up and over, flipping him with ease despite the bed's protesting creak. not so much as a grunt from levi, even as he cages the larger man's body with his arms and pins him prone.
his lips worry over the back of erwin's neck first, proceeding to move down between his shoulder blades. there's so much skin there. muscles he's watched flex under the shower. in the sunlight during training. driving him crazy for years.]
I want you in a lotta ways. [he licks over a small scar on erwin's back, followed by a kiss.] Kind of a dangerous question to ask right now.
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Each movement of Levi's hand is making it hard to think, Erwin's toes curling into the sheets. His lover's lithe, slim fingers gliding over his shaft is too perfect, especially when there's no rain of warm water to distract his senses from it. Inhaling sharply through his nose, the commander chuckles breathlessly.]
With your handwriting? We'll be lucky to be able to read any of it, especially since I would be doing so in a mirror.
[He allows himself to be flipped again, marveling as always at Levi's strength and ease with how he can toss Erwin around. When he feels his lover pressing over him, pinning him down to the mattress, he can't help a little tremor of anticipation. There is no other man alive that Erwin would allow to have him like this-- but then, Levi's always been there at his back, hasn't he? It feels strangely natural, for all that this is their first time. Though moving forward, the blonde is going to be acutely aware that Levi may be oggling his ass. That's going to make things... interesting.
The worship of his back muscles has Erwin murmuring happy little noises, Levi's lips both tickling and pleasuring at the same time. He tries to arch into the kisses but is held firmly in place by his lover's strength.]
Haven't you learned yet? I live dangerously and enjoy doing so. Especially when it gets you to say things like that. [A lot of ways? That sends Erwin's mind off scurrying down many different paths, trying to picture all of them and finding the mental images sending heat down to his cock. The flick of Levi's tongue on his back makes the commander huff out a half-laugh, half-moan.]
Any other dangerous things I should know not to ask about?
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[levi's tone is softer despite its bluntness, hoping erwin is gonna get what he means. he knows any other time, so it's not that much of a longshot, but as he kisses across erwin's back to pay respects to a different scar, his hands slide down erwin's wrists slowly, lips still gentle as levi unconsciously rocks his hips against the crease of erwin's backside for a little bit of momentary relief.]
Still dunno why you put up with me being the way I am. At first, I thought it was just because throwing me at titans produces results. But...[he finds a clear bit of skin to lovingly suck a bruise into, slowly releasing it before pulling back.]...I wasn't bullshitting when I said I felt better than I ever did. So you can bet your ass that if I can give you that back in whatever way I can, I will. Don't worry about taking.
[he takes up the bottle of lube again to slick his fingers up, using a liberal amount before settling back against erwin's body with his chest resting comfortably against his back. his hand slides down slowly, carefully stroking along the crease to find his hole. he kisses the skin between erwin's shoulders almost apologetically as he rubs at the rim, encouraging him to relax and open up just the way erwin did with him earlier.]
You're the only person who ever looked at me like I was something special and gave me the kick in the ass to be something more, so I think it's fair that I give back.
[i love you, you shifty son of a bitch. is what he wants to say. but something in him just can't yet. too dangerous. if something happens, then he knows neither one of them will get over it.]
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Don't think me too charitable. When I first recruited you it was because you produced results, and fit perfectly into my plans. I don't really know when you became more than that. It seems like one day I woke up and you just were. You... aren't the only one who feels better.
[Levi appeared in his life at the perfect time, reigniting Erwin's hope for humanity. How that turned into Levi worming his way through all of his defenses to nestle firmly in his heart, Erwin isn't sure. Yet here they are, Levi's fingers teasing and pressing at his entrance for a second round of lovemaking. Exhaling, the commander coaxes his muscles to relax as needed, forcing his breathing to remain calm and regular. He trusts no one so much as this man.]
Mmmm, well... That's funny, considering you do more of the ass kicking between the two of us...
[I love you too, is Erwin's silent reply. Someday they'll be able to say it aloud, but not right now. Not yet. The day will come, he firmly believes. Until then, he'll do everything he can to communicate the emotion without uttering those dangerous words.]
T-Though what you're doing to mind right now... isn't quite kicking... [If he jokes, Erwin hopes he can continue to convince himself that his body doesn't need to tense up in automatic self defense. Levi had managed to do it, and he can't let the other man show him up.]
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[levi pulls back after another soft kiss to get a look at what he's doing, carefully working the first knuckle inside and moving it around. he's tight enough to make levi's mouth go a little dry. he's eager to feel erwin around him, to make him feel what he just did and hopefully even make him come, but he doesn't wanna get too far ahead of himself.
moving the finger around, he adds more lube before slowly working a second finger in. he can feel the tension in erwin's frame and he strokes erwin's lower back just above that perfect pert little ass with his free hand, trying to sooth it. now look who's making ass jokes - it almost makes levi proud.]
Maybe not. You okay?
[he's willing to stop if erwin can't find it in him - that goes without saying, but he takes the joke as a good sign, managing to get two fingers inside him finally. he moves them around carefully, trying to find the right spot and hoping his instincts are right.]
Gotta say you look incredibly hot like this. Being real good for me, running your mouth...I'll be thinking about this when I'm riding behind you from now on. The uniform ain't gonna hide shit either.
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[The warmth of Levi's hand on his lower back helps, distracting him from obsessing over the feeling of fingers working their way into him. While he's done this sort of thing once before, it was a very long time ago and he had been young. Also drunk. The drinking probably helped. Yet this is Levi, and Erwin doesn't have to be drunk to want to try this. It's not something he hasn't pictured before. He blames the fact that watching his captain being in perfect control, be it while whipping at breakneck speed through the air or while snarling a new recruit into even better performance, is intensely arousing. The idea of Levi taking that sort of control over him is more than enough to convince Erwin to offer his own ass...]
Is that so? Good, then I won't feel bad being distracted by how the harness hugs your backside when you--
[Levi's exploring fingers find that perfect place inside Erwin, forcing him to snap his mouth shut so fast he nearly bites his tongue in an attempt to stifle a surprisingly loud moan. Holy...! Has it always been able to feel like that? Like-- warm lightning, only slower, but also more intense-- He can't make sense of it in his own mind, he's too busy feeling overwhelmed in the best way.]
Okay, alright... [He says, rather nonsensically, as he grips the sheets tight.] That... That felt... very good. I'd forgotten how intense that is...
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What was that? Not so amusing when you ain't ready for it, huh?
[it's a light tease, if only because he's never gonna forget the look erwin had on his face when levi had reacted the way he did to having his prostate massaged, but he doesn't want it any other way. he just wants to make this as good for erwin as erwin did for him and he places a soft kiss on erwin's lower back to hopefully reassure him.]
Either way, I love it when you ramble.
[with that statement, he can't help but lean down to lightly bite erwin's right cheek - not hard enough to hurt or even leave a mark, but enough to get his attention before he pulls back to sit on his knees. he adds more lube before starting to work a third finger. still slow. still as careful as he can be, his resolve stronger than his pain in the ass dick that's hard and pointing up towards his chest, starting to leak.]
Too much?
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His toes curl tighter as his lover stretches him, Erwin's breathing coming in pants. A soft laugh of his own escapes at Levi's teasing.]
N-No, it's still... pretty amusing. I can hear how smug you are back there.
[Hearing that the other Scout actually enjoys his rambling, Erwin can't help grinning to himself, glad that Levi can't see it. It's probably a very goofy smile. How can he possibly be so lucky as to have this man in his life? Someone who respects him yet also sees through the mask he has to wear; a man who will support him without a second thought; someone who actually finds his bookish nature appealing, for all he grumbles about the books being scattered everywhere. Erwin is so ridiculously in love with Levi.]
G-Good, because I suspect I'll be doing it a lot... [Erwin loses his train of thought as he feels his lover bite him? It doesn't hurt, it's just surprising, getting an odd noise out of the blonde as he tries to turn to see Levi as best he can.] Did you just bite me? [Is it too much to admit it felt shockingly nice?
His attention turns to that third finger, Erwin's broad chest rising and falling steadily as he forces himself to remember to breathe. There's a faint burn, but nowhere near enough for him to call it off. Not when they're both enjoying things so much. His only regret is that he can't see the other man very well, but Erwin isn't about to call off all the attention his back is getting-- and his ass, apparently.]
No. Not even slightly... I think I'm ready, if you are.
[Because as nice as Levi's fingers are, Erwin has caught sight of his lover's leaking cock and is very interested in having it inside him. The desire to be so closely connected again, albeit in switched positions, is making him start to feel worryingly desperate for more. For Levi.]
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Yep. Just making sure you remember who you belong to.
[he'd never much figured he'd be the possessive type, but he readily accepts the fact that he doesn't want erwin looking elsewhere for this. not that he expects as much since they share a room and he's never exactly been kicked out because erwin had that kind of company, but the point still stands. of course he loves the rambling. and the self-righteous pontificating about humanity's future. about retaking maria. the fact that he leaves his books fucking everywhere to the point where it feels like they're wading through them. hell, he even loves erwin's inability to keep his socks intact. he's never cared this much about every single aspect of anyone else, but for as long as both of them are still alive, levi knows he's home.
he pours more lube over both erwin's hole and his own cock just to be safe, stroking himself once or twice before lining himself up. he's not as big as erwin, so there's that...but it's not like he wants to measure or do damage here as he presses against his lover's rim.]
Okay, but...if it hurts, you better tell me. No being a martyr because you think it'll make me happy, yeah? We can do other stuff...I still plan on riding you. And if this shitty bed breaks, they got no choice but to find us a bigger one.
[he presses inside slowly, breath hitching in his chest. it's so fucking warm - so tight, squeezing him harder than his own hand ever has. levi wills himself to keep his grip on erwin's hips light, jaw going slack for a moment as erwin's heat starts to envelop him.]
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Trust me, I know who holds my leash.
[He's teasing, but at the same time being entirely honest. While he has to maintain the illusion that he's entirely loyal to the military and them alone, anyone with an ounce of sense is aware that Erwin Smith belongs to no one but himself. Only one man knows that he truly has the commander's devotion. One small, snarling, adorable clean freak of a man who is currently preparing himself to take Erwin's ass.
Feeling the tip of his lover's cock pressed against his entrance, the blonde reminds himself to breath in though his nose, out through his mouth. Keep it steady. Stay relaxed. When he hears Levi giving him the same little lecture that Erwin had given him, Erwin chuckles.]
Trust you to throw my words back at me. I'll tell you, I promise. Also, we better not break the bed or Hange won't let either of us ever forget it, especially after all the grief I give her for her wanton destruction of military property...
[He pauses, then adds,] But if we do, I'm sure I can find some room for a much nicer one in the budget. [I.e. from his savings. Erwin has quite a bit saved up, since he doesn't have much to spend it on beyond books. Someday, if he survives, he thinks it might be nice to buy a house, but that's such an abstract idea with so many barriers in the way that he can't bring himself to consider it with any seriousness.
As Levi enters him, Erwin's fingernails dig into the sheets gripped in his hands. It doesn't quite hurt, but it isn't without pain, if that made any sense. He simply continues to breathe, eager to experience more not only for himself, but for Levi as well. The noise his lover made with just this little bit of a thrust was wonderful.]
Go on, Levi. You won't break me. [Yes, he knows all about the Ackerman strength. No, he isn't afraid of Levi ever hurting him with it. Instinctively, Erwin knows he can't. Playful threats, little love bites, sure, but Levi would never use his full strength, even in the heat of the moment, to truly harm him. The commander has never had to question it, not since that day he caught Levi's blade in his hand. The smaller man could have easily sliced through his hand, through his neck, without a second thought. But he didn't. So Erwin has never worried.
That there might be something more to it, something deeper to the point of near mystical, he doesn't even consider because. Well. Why should he?]
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[he doesn't know what else erwin expected him to say - throwing his words back at him is often the best way to get results. whether or not it's appropriate to never mattered to levi since the decorum shit is for the soldiers who signed up altruistically, but in this case, he just means it. he knows erwin is trusting him here. and when he's got a reputation for breaking bodies instead of pleasuring them, it bears a little repeating. especially when all he wants to do is make sure erwin gets plenty outta this too. to relax him. take the burdens. get him off. whatever.
he keeps the initial thrusts shallow, trying not to think too much about it as he gradually works his way inside. it's a good thing he's already nutted a couple times before or else this'd be over a lot quicker than he'd like. if erwin felt even a fraction of this when their positions were reversed, it was no wonder it ended the way it did because the tight, slick heat of flesh surrounding him is enough to make him shiver. he bites his lower lip, grunting softly as he feels erwin's backside flush against his narrow hips. he stays still once he's fully seated, one hand gripping his commander's hip while the other strokes over his back reassuringly.]
Fuck, I wish you could see what I see right now. Dunno if you'd get as much out of it, but I gotta say, you pinned to the mattress like this might be my second favorite thing.
[he's careful as he eases himself down so his chest is flush with erwin's back, kissing along his spine with all the self-control he can manage until his nose reaches erwin's damp hairline, nuzzling softly as he nips erwin's ear.]
The way you look with your dick in my mouth still comes first.
[so maybe he's trying to rile him up a little. it's as good a torture method as any. and words are mostly harmless as he gives a small, experimental thrust.]
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There's also something different about hearing Levi's dirty talk in this position. Or maybe it's only because now said talk is purposeful and actionable. As his lover talks about how much he enjoys seeing Erwin being on the receiving end, and sucking his dick, the commander can't help but tighten around his beloved in pleasure. He shouldn't let Levi know he likes the dirty talk, Erwin reminds himself, or else he'll never hear the end of it. Literally.
When Levi lays down against his back, Erwin softly moans at the shift in position. The whispering in his ear, his lover's hot breath ghosting over it, gets a shiver that flexes Erwin's muscles as he reminds himself to continue holding himself up.]
You... might be getting a little too much pleasure out of this situation...
[He's teasing, of course, trying to retain some control of his own. And then Levi does that little thrust, moving inside Erwin in a way that makes the blonde's toes curl, and he forgets what he was trying to say. Instead he moans, a little too loud, and has to grit his teeth to try and stifle the noise. Not being able to properly vocalize is difficult.]
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