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Compromising Position

COMPROMISING POSITION MEME

Up until now, there's definitely been some tension between you two. Whether it's more romantic or flatly sexual is, understandably, dependent on the personalities involved, but the fact remains that you both have been dancing around the issue for whatever reason. Why do why say "up until now?" Well, it's simple. Somehow, either through accident or otherwise, you've end up in what can only be considered a compromising position: you're in the other's lap, you're on top of them, chest to chest, almost kissing, so on and so forth. This leads to the ultimate snap in your tension - you just can't hold it in any longer, even if you try to get out of this situation unscathed.

The direction you move in, again, depends on the people involved, so things could take a turn for the awkward, the cute, the romantic, the desperate, or even the steamy. What's for certain is that whatever's between you may never be the same...unless you guys, in typical will they/won't they fashion, can repress and pretend nothing ever happened.

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WHY

accidental: It was a trip, an not so calculated move, or another mistake that lead you here.
on purpose: You were getting closer and enjoying each others' company, planning a move...but you didn't mean to get this close right off. Or maybe you did

WHAT

awkward: UH UH SORRY FOR LANDING ON YOUR. UHM. YOU KNOW. But moving makes it worse, or you could be in a state of undress.
cute: Ah, just kiss them already! Or at least look into each others' eyes and have a moment.
romantic: A sweet, long kiss and perhaps some long-held confessions are in order.
confessions: Actually, speaking of confessions, they might just slip out without anything sweet...oooor your body reacting to this new position may be all the proof the other person needs to know something's up.
desperate: Oh, fuck it. You might never have this chance again and you've been wanting them so badly, you may as well snog at least, no matter what.
steamy: The smut option!

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[levi finds himself tilting his head back into erwin's hand with a soft contented grunt. he knows what erwin's doing and it should piss him off. should. but at the moment, the whole cat analogy thing ain't too far off and erwin's really fucking good with his hands. not that levi would know since he never wanted anyone else to touch him like this, but hey...good enough as he allows the pleasant shiver to roll down his spine.]

Yeah...well. It fucking hurt. That and I wanted to get outta there before anything reacted. Last thing I wanted to do was get rejected and be stuck to you with my dick hard. Seems kinda dumb to think about now.

[since they're both naked and coated in each other's fluids with levi grinding a little more against erwin, back arching as his fingers pass over it. he's always secretly liked it when erwin offers to rub the tension out of his bad leg or torn muscle. he's always equally as happy to return the favor, glad to keep a blank expression as they help each other out. but now he gasps softly, the sound trailing into a contented groan. liberated as he starts to lazily kiss his lover's throat, suckling at the skin there. his.]

Yeah? Could say the same thing. Had a lot of people tied to a chair before...wouldn't exactly give you the same treatment I do them.

[his kisses trail down erwin's chest, lips finding his right nipple to close over it. he sucks delicately with a moan, ass pushing back into erwin's hand. he makes a mental note to remember the harness thing. it's fucking weird and might end with him strapped to something, but...whatever. erwin would never hurt him and he knows that. he can do all that for him. but only when he least expects it.

he shifts so he's straddling erwin properly, dick at half mast as he lightly grinds his ass against erwin's length. he only smirks down at him a little, hands resting flat against his chest.]

Riled up enough yet? Or do I need to be facing away from you?

If we could have figured out a way to confess our mutual attraction that didn't involve nearly cutting off our legs, that would have been ideal, I agree. [He's chuckling again, more than happy to tilt his head back enough for Levi to have free access to his neck. The feeling of his lover's lips and teeth scraping just over his pulse is exhilarating all on its own. Their ability to get noises of happiness out of one another even in such little ways is wonderful.]

If you're trying to scare me by the idea of tying me to a chair, I think it's having the opposite effect...

[Erwin trails off with a soft hiss of surprised delight when Levi finds his nipple, one hand falling to his lover's hip to squeeze it tight. That's good. He might even pout slightly when the other man pulls away, only to replace the expression with one of awe at just how amazing the view is from where they're both positioned. Levi straddling him, looking down at him with that ever so slightly coy confidence. The curve of his body, the way his muscles tense and move as he grinds himself back against Erwin's growing erection. The commander could just sit and watch his beloved's naked form move for hours. Of course, getting to touch it and interact with it and make love to it is much more preferable to that.]

Yes. I am riled up. But don't face away from me, not this time. In the future... yes. For now, though, I want to watch your face as you orgasm. You're astonishingly beautiful.

[Reaching up, he cups Levi's cheek for a moment, just smiling warmly up at him before both hands moved to his waist, stroking down his captain's sides before guiding him back to hover over Erwin's cock, which was very much awake by that point.]

Go slow, and I promise to tell you if anything hurts. I doubt I'd be able to hide it, considering.

I'm still a little stuck on the fact that all it took was being tied up together. All that time learning optimal knots...obviously I ain't been using 'em right.

[levi looks around for the bottle of lube once more, having to reach under erwin's ass to find it again and pours a liberal amount into his hand. as opened up as he is right now, erwin's still massive. and he's looking to minimize damages here, not make 'em worse. still doesn't much like the idea of prepping, though. it's something he decides is easier when he's not thinking too hard.

his eyes travel over erwin's body as he takes care of his own hole first, carefully working himself a little more to be able to take that monster comfortably. erwin's undeniably pleased, lazy smile. the pink tinge to his skin from all the exertion and his hair messed up, sticky with sweat as that gorgeous chest rises and falls. dotted with all his own possessive little bite marks. no matter what happens, levi wants to remember this erwin. looking relaxed and horny and like he's having one of the best nights of his life...that he's happy to be there with him. it almost makes levi's chest hurt, but in a good way. his fucking perfect, gorgeously sculpted, annoyingly smart erwin...and there's no takebacks over that, erwin is definitely his now.

he reaches back to slick up erwin's length next, a soft grunt in the back of his throat as he does so. even feeling the tip of him against his hole is still a little daunting, but levi does his best to relax as he teases the head around his rim. and to hear erwin say shit like that when he's fucking doing what has to be the least attractive thing ever...c'mon. it brings the tinge of red right back to levi's cheeks.]

N-Not sure that's the word you're looking for there, but...

[he holds his breath as he feels erwin finally slip past the ring of muscle and sinks down, jaw set and eyes closed as he concentrates. it's easier than it was the first time, but it's still a tight fit. one that he fights the urge to shake over as he takes the instruction to heart.]

...aaaaah shit, I wanna watch you too. Could watch you forever...!

When were you practicing knots and not including me? [Erwin attempts a playful pout, but it's hard to do when he's watching Levi prepare himself. Those slim fingers disappearing inside his tight hole, lubing it up and stretching it in order to take Erwin is ridiculously arousing. He didn't expect that to turn him on, but perhaps he should have. When it comes to Levi, he finds... everything arousing. That could be a problem in the future, but it equally was a future problem and therefore not worth considering at the moment.

As Levi works get them both prepared, Erwin's hands rub up and down his thighs, careful of the bruises, squeezing them where he could.] After this, I owe you a full body massage. Only, this time I get to do it while you're fully naked. I've felt so guilty in the past when my thoughts drift while helping you with your leg or the knots in your back. Your muscles beneath my fingers, so tight and strong, the little noises that escape you when a particularly bad knot is worked out... I should have confessed much sooner.

[He can feel himself almost rambling and manages to pull it back, taking a deep breath that fully fills his lungs and stretches his chest tight. Releasing it, he shivers as Levi guides the tip of his cock to the smaller man's entrance.]

I meant the word I said. You're absolutely gorgeous, even if you are a--

[The head of his cock presses in past the tight muscles and Erwin groans louder than intended, quickly biting his bottom lip to stifle it. How is it that they could have just done this and he's already forgotten how insanely good it feels to be inside his lover? Or is it just getting better every time? Squeezing Levi's thighs, he murmurs little reassurances, words of praise, nonsense noises of comfort-- anything he can do to help what he knows is quite a task. The fact that he fits at all still seems like a minor miracle--]

You're good, my Levi, you're good... If I thought you were gorgeous before-- you're taking me so well, you're so hot... My Levi, Levi... [He loves saying the other Scout's name, loves being able to call him "mine". It's real and true and he worries a little bit about letting it slip in front of others but right now all he can focus on is watching as his cock is slowly enveloped by Levi in one of the single most erotic displays Erwin's ever seen.]

[a little nervous huff escapes levi followed by a shaky satisfied hum as he steadies himself on wide-spread knees and one hand flat on erwin's good thigh. the other trails over his stomach, fingers tracing every tense muscle there. it still feels a little like being split open by a tree, but already his body is clenching tight around the intrusion, trying to draw erwin in as he tries to find an even breath.]

Didn't know you w-wanted to be included...! [his voice cracks as he speaks, striving for his usual even tone.] But I...I coulda said something too n' didn't, so....

[for all of his teasing, he's not gonna let erwin think it's all his fault that they wasted so much time forever. yeah, he always did plan on saying something. levi meant it when he said that, but there was never a right time. never wanted erwin to get distracted or possibly fuck over their relationship at a time where they needed to be on the same page. so he knows he's equally at fault as he lets out the breath he's holding and carefully raises and lowers his hips.]

Gonna h-have to take you up on that massage...fuckingshit it's like I can feel you in my lungs...!

[it's a lot, but already he feels himself relaxing into it. it takes him a few experimental motions to find a good spot, but it draws a little whine out of him as his grip on erwin's thigh tightens. him? gorgeous? easy for the fucking idealized god laying under him, all golden and warm. scars prominent, but no less perfect since they all just add up to what erwin's survived. but it's that fucking smile he loves so much. that amused little laugh. how he never shuts the fuck up. how those blue eyes can make any cadet shake with fear, but always look at him with the kind of warmth that levi isn't sure he even deserves...all of it makes him swallow hard, head falling back as his own cock sways between them.]

I-It's so much, I...fuck, y-you're so good, sofuckinggoodtome, I...Erwin, I...

[the words don't come and that's almost a relief as he maintains a slow and steady rhythm, conscious of his weight and how to balance over the length inside his body. his thighs tremble a little from the exertion, but it's nothing he can't handle as he feels erwin's head brush his spot and a needy broken sound escapes him. probably loud enough for someone to hear, but he doesn't care. he doesn't have to answer any questions if he doesn't wanna. and when it comes to erwin, he doesn't care if anyone knows. people can fucking speculate all they want. he knows what erwin is to him. and that's his. his commander. his lover. his fucking everything.]

[The crack in Levi's normally neutral tone almost makes Erwin call a stop to it all, worry spiking even as his lover clenches around him tightly. Before he can speak, however, the other man is already moving his hips slowly, carefully, and making his commander almost see stars. Because he's not the one in control, Erwin never knows what's going to come next, adding a new layer of thrill to the whole affair. Yet it's different from when Levi was inside him, wonderfully so. Like knowing there's a whole buffet of delectable foods that he's slowly coming to be aware of. At any point, they can have any flavor of lovemaking that they want. It's an exciting thought, though it's hard to think about anything at the moment.]

D-Don't think... even I can... am that big... [He groans, stroking Levi's hips encouragingly. He can feel the small body trembling beneath his hands, yet his beloved isn't faltering or wavering. The least he can do is return the favor. As he's reaching for the smaller Scout's cock, Erwin freezes momentarily. Was that a good noise Levi just made? Oh, apparently yes. The look on his lover's face is proof enough of that.

Relieved, he wraps his large, calloused hand around Levi's length and begins to stroke, using any precum leaking from his tip to help lubricate the motions.]

It... It's not just... you always... always care... for me... I can rely on you... for everything... my Levi...

[Is he speaking words? It's hard to tell, Levi is so tight and clenching around him as if his body is afraid Erwin will somehow disappear. The noises that Erwin thinks might be words are certainly louder than he intends, as many of them have been. They've both forgotten about that whole being quiet thing. Whatever. He doesn't care. People already assume such things about them anyway. So what if they're finally right?

He almost wants to let everyone know, unwise as it much be. Tell them about how much he adores this little man who is the best person ever, equal with the only other man Erwin has ever let close to his heart. And he's sure his father wouldn't mind sharing the spot of 'cherished forever' with Levi.]

[a colorful stream of muddled, growled expletives leaves levi's mouth at the feeling of erwin's fingers wrapping around him. he's already sensitive from having come several times before, body pulled taut as he continues to carefully raise and lower himself. he fights the urge to thrust into that hand, shivering as droplets of precum coat erwin's knuckles. it's so good - almost too much as erwin hits his spot again and he chokes on a soft whine, but he keeps going, breathing labored as his grip tightens on erwin's good thigh.]

S'easy for you to say, you fucking giant...

[he loves this. loves the feeling of erwin splitting him wide open, hand on his hip to steady him as levi unconsciously starts to move faster. he vaguely notes the concern on erwin's face as he moans low, mind swimming with thoughts of how gorgeous erwin looks all disheveled, shiny with sweat, skin flushed and bit up, scratched up, still a little bruised, but it'll all heal sooner or later. and levi will have to mark him up again, wanting him in as many ways as possible, trusting him with his heart as much as his body. a part of him wants to think it's a stupid move, but then erwin speaks and he's pretty sure that's just his past talking, wanting him to think this ain't right when it's possibly the only right thing he's ever done in his life.]

E-Everything...no matter what it fucking is, I-I'll always...hmm...I'll always take care of you...!

[his head falls back, eyes watering as that delirious answer slips out. the heat coiling in his lower body causes his vision to swim, bed creaking loudly as he raises and lowers himself. the fingers pressing firmly to erwin's belly slide up, feeling that heartbeat under his palm as he bites back a moan that would definitely send someone running to check up on them even when they should mind their own damn business.

he isn't too sure he'd win anyone over if anyone in erwin's family were still alive. he's from the underground and he knows how people like him are viewed. but that doesn't mean that what he says is bullshit. erwin's been his priority for years now and if anyone asks, he ain't gonna deny him. people can cry into their cornmeal over it if it bothers 'em.]

[Erwin is fairly certain Levi is creating some of his curses on the fly, leading to some interesting combinations that he would love to try and remember for later but he'll be surprised if he remembers his own name after this. More precum is spilling out on his hand, Levi's breathing is getting increasingly ragged, and the commander is fairly certain that even if his cock isn't broken it's going to be forever reshaped to fit his lover's ass perfectly, it's getting clenched so tight.

He would make a remark about everyone being giants to Levi and take the fallout in stride, but Erwin genuinely can't think or speak further. Those hands reaching up to squeeze his pecs draws a fresh moan out of the blonde, both for the physical sensation and for the fact that he knows Levi can now feel just how heard his heart is hammering. How worked up he's getting. How insane he's being driven. How much he, well. Words he can't say yet. Maybe never can. But he hopes someday he can. Someday they'll stand beyond the Walls in lands free of Titans and he'll be able to bend down and whisper those three little words in Levi's ear. But until then, he can show how he feels.

Gripping Levi's hips with both hands again, he begins to move in time with his lover, thrusting up as the smaller man comes down, driving Erwin impossibly deeper. Something that might almost be curses of his own spill out, but they're mostly simply noises. Lusty, carnal, primal noises of need and want and passion.

He simply can't last much longer. Not after having been made so sensitive through their series of lovemaking prior and certainly not while seeing Levi's lithe frame tense, sweaty, and moving over his cock like something out of a wet dream. With a deep groan he spills into his lover, toes curling tight against the sheets even as he grips possibly too tight on those perfectly curved hip bones.]

[there isn't a coherent thought in his head as erwin takes hold of his hips and starts to move with him, the sudden change in speed and motion causing him to have to cover his own mouth to stifle a cry. just a primal desire to fuck, chasing that high that's almost too much to the point of overwhelming him, his body speared on erwin's cock while erwin's hand squeezed his own, effectively trapping him. there's a fleeting sense of fear - just for half a second - that he can't get away. that he really is trapped, he can't do anything other than clench around the thick intrusion inside him or thrust into the tight fist engulfing him, the pleasure making his vision go white, but then it occurs to him -

-this is where he belongs. he doesn't wanna get away. he doesn't have to think twice about how good this all feels. or how much he wants it or how much he wants it with erwin specifically. how he wants this to be their future with an actual place to live somewhere outside the walls and normal jobs and fuck, he doesn't know - maybe a goddamn dog or two that they can name after nile or hange...so long as the mutts sleep outside. and they can say what they mean. no rank. won't need a rank...just each other...

...he comes with erwin's name on his lips for what he thinks is maybe the third or fourth time that night, come spilling over erwin's fist as much as his own stomach as erwin fills him up. the feeling of the warm seed coating his insides causing his whole body to shiver as he thrashes uncontrollably. the sounds that leave him sound almost pained - almost, were it not for the delirious affirmations spilling out of him as he reaches for erwin with one shaky hand.

he might not be able to find words, but he needs to hold him. kiss him. anything to make the weird fucking emotions he can't process right now little more than background noise.]

[Erwin doesn't need to think twice. He's already moving to hold Levi even as Levi is reaching for him. They wind up in an awkward position with the commander half-sitting, straining his core muscles, but it doesn't matter. Nothing matters. Nothing but the man in his arms. Together they cling to one another, panting and trembling, until finally Erwin relaxes back, gently pulling Levi back down on top of him, which causes his cock to slip free in the process. Nothing to do about it now, just hold Levi close. Nuzzle his ear with exhausted affection. Kiss him tenderly. Adore him.

Fairly sure he isn't thinking straight, Erwin simply touches and nuzzles and kisses his little Levi. A man that has imprinted himself permanently on all parts of Erwin's life. He doesn't mind. In fact, it's the best thing he's ever felt. Having Levi collapsed on top of him is the best thing.

He's definitely not fully there, lost in a haze of satisfaction and sleepiness. The blonde has come more times tonight in a row than he has probably in the past... five years, and his body is coming to collect the receipts. His bruises ache, his spine aches, his muscles ache, and he loves all of it because it means he's done everything he possibly can to please Levi.]

...You... okay? [He murmurs once he remembers how words work.] I don't... think we broke anything...

[levi swallows several times, eyes wet again. a few shaky whimpers leave him as he kisses erwin back, tongue desperately seeking his. it's badly aimed - it definitely takes him a couple tries to find erwin's mouth as he eases forward onto his commander's chest. he even helps push erwin back so he's laying flat, not wanting him to strain more than he already has as he settles so he's draped over the larger man's body, head pillowed right over that heartbeat. for levi, it's a good sound. he still has reservations about sleeping in a bed with someone, not wanting to wake up in the morning to find something's happened to the person next to him. but this makes it easier.

even if he does wince at the feeling of erwin slipping out of him, the load of come rushing out. they need to get up and change the sheets. shower again. open a window and maybe keep it open, but levi is pretty sure neither of them can move. everything hurts, but he can't be mad about it. not even when he's pretty sure he's gonna be covered in purple spots for days. he nuzzles weakly at erwin's collarbone, every part of him trembling uncontrollably for what feels like forever.]

N-Not...not this time. [right...words...whatever the hell those are.] Our assholes might have something to say about that by morning, but...m'still good.

[better than good even. he feels heavy, but not like he just lost another friend or squadmate. or like he's gonna have to make a decision that causes him to lose someone. he's right where his ass belongs. it's like erwin was made for him. his egghead. old man. dipshit blonde. just his. the only person who ever made him wanna be better than some underground thug and levi feels a massive warmth at the fact that he's taken care of him.

he doesn't pick his head up when he asks his question - he can't even though he wants to.]

You good?

[His Levi. Rude, abrasive, irritating, wonderful, witty, too-intelligent-for-his-own-good Levi. As they lay layered on top of one another, the smaller man acting as some sort of oddly shaped blanket atop his commander, Erwin realizes he is well and truly relaxed for the first time in... maybe ever. Not a single muscle is clenched. Nothing is straining, not even his thoughts. All of him floats in a restful haze of bliss, despite knowing there are things they should be doing. Will have to do before they can properly sleep. Another shower is a given, as is changing the sheets. They'll hate themselves for having to move, but be grateful in the morning.

For this moment, however, Erwin relishes feeling nothing but content. If he could move his arms from where they're wrapped around his lover, he'd probably rub Levi's back or teasingly squeeze his ass. Moving, however, seems like too much of a hassle for the time being. Instead he lets his eyelids drift closed, listening to the sound of their mutual gasps slowly turning into regular breathing again. He feels the press of Levi's ear over his heart and knows the other man will hear it beginning to return to its usual rhythm.]

...Better than good...

[He sighs out a long, exhausted breath, grinning like a fool. At least his captain is probably too worn out to look up quite yet or else Erwin is sure there would be comments.]

Perfect. It's perfect, no matter what the morning says. Besides, mutual misery in our aching backsides sounds fitting to me. I like our relationship being equal in all things.

[Too tired to ramble properly, he settles on forcing his eyes open again, looking down at Levi.]

Which means I'll help you change the sheets, if you'll help me stay upright when we have to shower again. I'm liable to fall asleep mid-wash.

[levi's pretty sure he won't hate himself for moving since there's no way he's sleeping in a puddle of sweat and come and neither is erwin. his commander deserves to be clean and warm in addition to being relaxed and levi was serious about wanting to ensure their current sheets no longer exist when he has the energy. when being the operative word, but it's good to have goals. even if he really does like being held like this. it's not a thing he aims to voice, but it's almost as good as the sex itself. maybe even better as he lies there, boneless.]

Uh huh. I bet you're just grinning your sore ass off up there too right now. About all of it.

[and okay...maybe he is too. it's not like erwin can see it, but if he can feel erwin's smile in every word, he's pretty sure the feeling goes both ways. it's okay, right? so long as neither of them admits to actually being happy, then they're probably okay. it's safer to imply and infer, or so he feels. even though erwin's rambling manages to shake a tiny, tired laugh out of him.]

You got yourself a deal. [he manages to pick his head up too as he feels erwin move, meeting those gorgeous clear blue eyes. for once, he doesn't have it in him to scowl. not even a little. seeing erwin so weightless and happy like that is what's actually perfect. at least for levi.] You uh...gonna be able to stay awake long enough to carry me then? Dunno if I can feel my legs right now.

[as much as he hates being picked up and manhandled, he's willing to make an exception. and he might've already been planning on giving the first morning blowjob since he was already tired of waking up with morning wood digging into his ass, but erwin fighting unconsciousness to change the sheets is somehow the most romantic thing levi's ever had to process.]

[Ah. So he isn't the only one who can't help but smile. Seeing Levi's lips in that rare upward trend only makes Erwin's own grin even bigger. How did he get so lucky, having this beautiful man in his bed, in his arms? The smaller man looks so comfortable and relaxed, melted against Erwin's chest like that. Managing to lift one slightly-trembling hand, he brushes the hair off of Levi's forehead, out of his eyes. There. Better.]

Yeah. I'll carry you. [As if it's a chore, even when he's as tired as he currently is. Erwin never thought that Levi would ask to be carried. The blonde had been trying to plan some way to do it naturally without offending his captain, but just like that none of his plotting is necessary. That, truly, drives home to him just how vulnerable Levi is willing to be with him. Asking for help isn't something either of them do easily, after all.

There's a little bit of pride, too, in being the one to finally make the restless Levi immobile. Not that he'll ever admit that out loud. Probably.

As strength returns to his limbs, Erwin begins to turn his attention to massaging some life back into his lover. It's little, slow circles initially that slowly evolve into proper motions. Working his way down Levi's back, the commander instinctively seeks to relieve any numbness or discomfort-- especially since he's the one who caused them. Not that he's able to feel bad about it.]

At least we're both on bedrest all tomorrow. We can spend our day in bed, recovering. [And cuddling. He will take lots of cuddling, thank you, even if they're both too sore and tired for proper sex.

Once he feels he has the strength, Erwin sits up carefully, letting Levi adjust as he did.] Oof... I don't remember the last time I felt this thoroughly worn out. Probably back when I first joined the military. Training is rough.

[levi huffs at erwin fixing his hair, tilting his head up towards those fingers without a thought. he strokes the side of erwin's face in kind, unsticking his bangs from his forehead too. they're both such a fucking mess...but he loves it. despite the sticky parts.]

Recovering naked or just recovering? Pretty sure I know the answer...the good news is, I like both.

[even if it's just to sleep off the exhaustion, levi means it. he's okay so long as he can hear erwin's heart. and now he doesn't have to pretend he just drifted over in his sleep.

he makes a low, deep purr of contentment at the feeling of erwin's fingers moving over his back, causing him to stretch languidly where he was laid out flat. little shivers accompany the movement, reveling in the loss of soreness. when they're in the shower, he plans on doing the same for erwin, not even a little worried if it puts him to sleep. levi's confident he can carry him no matter how much erwin bitches - he ain't too big and all that, but for now he's content to just grin like dumb fucks at each other. even as erwin begins to sit up. he does the same, settling into his lap once again.]

That's just because you're getting old on me - that or you weren't planning on coming out of dick retirement. Either way...

[he kisses erwin lightly, the lust sated enough for it to be one of quiet, grateful affection before looking around. he doesn't wanna tell erwin that the last time he felt this worn out was either the night kenny caught him sneaking out and knelt on his throat until he passed out. or the day isabel and furlan died. he doesn't wanna kill the mood, so he settles for showing what he can't say. sheets. cupboard. right.]

...You wanna do away with the evidence while I flip the mattress over?

[Erwin looks at Levi as if he's gone crazy, though the twinkle in his eyes gives away his playful attitude.] Of course we're going to do it naked. We can 'just recover' fully nude, you know. Clothes aren't necessary. [Besides, he knows that being dressed wouldn't exactly stop them from getting distracted from their bed rest. Staying naked gets ride of an extra step along the way. Still, as excited by the idea as he might be, Erwin suspects they'll spend most of the day sleeping.

Between the way Levi tilted his head at his commander brushing aside his hair and the happy noises he makes as he's massaged, Erwin truly can't help picturing him with big fluffy black cat ears and a long tail lazily twitching from where it would be draped across their legs. The mental image is so cute he struggles not to mention it out loud. Maybe he will, later. Getting Levi worked up isn't the point at the moment. As they shift positions, the smaller man naturally settling into Erwin's lap, his snark does get another genuine laugh.]

'Dick retirement', is it? [Bumping noses against Levi's, the blonde's laughter settles into warm chuckles. The sweet kiss is accepted and returned, his hand returning to cradle the back of his fellow Scout's skull... and maybe give him a few skritches. If he did have those cat ears, he'd definitely appreciate those.]

When you say 'do away with' you don't literally mean burning, right? We can just wash things you know. If we throw out clothes in with it, it'll just look like normal laundry. [He's going to flip the mattress? But there are only two sides. And he wants to do this much more than one more time... Well. Problems for the future. If Levi needs a brand new mattress every time they make love, Erwin will find some way to accomplish that. Probably he doesn't. Hopefully he doesn't.

Getting to his feet is more difficult than anticipated, especially since he doesn't want to let go of Levi for even a moment. There are things to be done. But he likes hanging onto the smaller man. Once the bed is stripped he immediately returns to having Levi in his arms, resting his cheek on top of his head.

Will he be getting in the way of Levi doing chores in the future? Definitely. And not always just to mess with him.]

Yeah, okay, smartass, we'll see who chafes first then.

[the normal biting sarcasm that would be behind that statement is lessened by the laugh that sneaks its way into his tone. the fact that erwin is goofy after sex is possibly just as exciting as the sex, but levi lets it go, nuzzling against erwin's nose in kind as they kiss. this part - the cuddling, all the protective touching...he can't remember ever having that. outside of his mom. and even though he loved her and still does, she's not exactly the person he wants to be picturing right now. still makes him a little reluctant to part from erwin as he climbs out of erwin's lap on sore, shaky legs and winces as he feels erwin's come sliding down his leg.

no...gotta ignore that for now as he crosses the room to grab the fresh sheets out of the shared wardrobe.]

What else you wanna call it? 'Self-imposed celibacy' has too many syllables for a guy who's got nothing left in his balls right now. Unless you like 'nearly lost a leg out of repression.'

[he pauses as he carefully tugs the soiled sheets off the bed and balls them up, grabbing the pretty much abused towel along with them. handing them off to erwin, he groans. glaring. yeah. he wants to burn 'em. but since that seems like a budget problem and he doesn't really wanna be giving erwin handjobs through the bars of a confinement cell, he sighs.]

Just...get 'em outta here. Maybe if I don't recognize 'em by the time I see them again, I'll be more able to forget what we did to them.

[after all, it isn't the act itself that disgusts levi. it's the amount of filth they created just by professing strong emotion. he already can't wait to get clean again, so there's a good chance he'll be looking to fuck in the shower more often. with time, he'll possibly get out of the habit of flipping the mattress...

but for now, even in his exhausted state, he finds the strength to do it himself before meticulously folding the new sheets over it. it isn't until he feels erwin behind him that he releases the tension in his frame, leaning back against him easily. it'd be infuriating that he fits so easily underneath erwin's chin like that - would be. if he didn't feel so safe. fucking precious nerd that levi knows he'll kill in a heartbeat for.]

Hmm...seems like I got a pretty happy growth on my back.

[his arms come up to wrap around erwin's, wondering how this is so easy. there's gotta be some kind of bushwhack somewhere, levi is almost expecting it. yet it never comes.]

Don't think this means you're getting out of a second shower.

[Levi is tolerating being so filthy because he values being with his commander more than his personal hygiene, at least momentarily. If it was possible for Erwin to want to hold the smaller man close, he would.]

I don't think losing the leg and the repression had anything to do with one another. Unless you want to blame every mistake I've ever made with the ODM gear on that. [He pauses.] Never mind, I can already hear you saying it.

[It's short work to pull on his pants and shirt, peeking out the door like a teenager not wanting to get caught, and swiftly depositing the dirty sheets and towel in the large hamper towards the middle of the hall. Sending a silent apology to whoever has to wash then, then remembering that they're probably used to such things considering how many of the Scouts are men, he quickly returns back to their room. Wearing clothes without washing after sex is pretty gross, but he knows that he'll have to put them on again in order to get to the showers.

More importantly, that little dash used up what small amount of energy he had regained, which means he's leaning against Levi just as much as he's snuggling him.]

Mmm... the happiest growth. So happy that I don't even mind being called a 'growth'.

[The mention of having to move more gets a mostly playful groan out of him, sagging down even more until he can bury his face in Levi's shoulder.]

We have to? Really? But I'm so tired...

[Erwin lets himself be bossed and bullied back to the showers, glad that it's now some ungodly hour and everyone else will be soundly asleep. Once they're safely behind a locked and barricaded door, he strips and drags Levi to the shower in order to cuddle him again while they wait for the water to get hot. This turns out to be a bad idea, because once he's cradling his lover close again Erwin's brain seems to think it's a sign of impending sleep.]

[levi quirks an eyebrow.]

You're admitting you make mistakes?

[it's a dry tease and a light one. he doesn't wanna go further than that, knowing how personally erwin tends to take setbacks in regard to the scouts and every loss they've ever suffered. he's not looking to make the complex worse here. especially not when they're finally admitting that they might actually be in...scratch that thought. he promised himself he wasn't even gonna think>/i> that fucking word more than once as they sneak off to the showers. luckily for erwin, levi already had a change of clothes for both of them carefully folded on the window sill in case they didn't make it to bed the first time they were in there. people left their shit in the showers all the time - no one would think twice about any of it.]

Okay. Then you're a growth that also talks back.

[the groan is still one of the cutest things he's ever heard and he doesn't mind erwin hanging off of him beside the shower. he's so sweet when he's exhausted like this that it's hard to wanna pull away from him, knowing full well he's probably gonna end up carrying erwin back to the room. he can do it - that's not the problem. but he's also aware of the fact that that will get a few looks if anyone hears the running water and decides they have to piss.

levi carefully divests him of the clothes he just threw on and strokes his hair lightly before patting his shoulders.]

C'mon, I gotta remove my clothes too now. Lemme out for a second.

[he's fast about it - that's for damn sure. he'd only been wearing briefs and one of his long-sleeved shirts as it was, so once he's peeled them away, he's back in erwin's arms, shuffling him towards the warm spray. he gently strokes his lover's hair back to get it wet first, before moving on to working the muscles in erwin's neck and shoulder.]

You can try sleeping standing up if ya want. I won't let you slip and crack your dome or something.

I'd only admit it to you.

[Though it's said teasingly, there's a warm note of truth to the statement. Erwin can't confide in anyone else about when he views something he's done as a failure. Levi has gotten very good over the years at giving his commander a scant few moments to wallow in his misery before giving him a much needed kick in the ass. There probably aren't words enough or right enough to express how much he values that. He knows the other man isn't going to disrespect or try to hurt him in the process. It's a level of trust equal to the physical vulnerability they had just displayed to one another.

Grateful that Levi is letting him cuddle as much as he wants, Erwin grumbles as his lover guides him to lift his arms so the rumpled shirt can be removed. He then fusses more when Levi helps him step out of his pants. The hair pets are nice. Almost immediately returning to being wrapped around the other man, Erwin manages to stop himself for long enough to allow Levi to devest himself of clothes as well. If he were more awake, he might have been more interested in the combination of boxers and long-sleeved shirt.]

You're so warm... [Maybe he's playing up how tired he is, maybe he isn't. Erwin isn't sure, himself. All he knows is that now that he's learned Levi will allow him to snuggle up close, he never wants to stop. When the water hits his head the big man shivers in surprise before melting beneath it. Dangerously close to trying to straighten up and wash himself, Erwin immediately abandons that idea the second Levi's fingers are back in his hair.] ...could let you pet my hair forever...

[A massive yawn makes his jaw pop before he gives himself over to Levi's massaging. The two of them have learned over the years where the worst knots tend to develop. It's almost as if the tension runs away in fear of his captain's fingers, muscles magically letting themselves be tamed. He makes a few feeble attempts at rubbing Levi's chest in turn, but it turns into little more than a couple of pats.]

Sorry... Don't think I realized how exhausted I was until I stood up... Mmm, no, I can't sleep, I need to help you wash too...

[A few further pats. See? He's doing a good job at washing.]

Oi, cover your mouth when you yawn - I was raised in alleyways that people pissed in and know better for fuck's sake.

[there's still no venom behind a statement that'd cause any cadet to startle and run away, his fingers delicately working warm water into erwin's hair before grabbing the shampoo he likes best. this kind of pattern means they're gonna need a shitton more soap. how to get that budgeted and past prying eyes, levi doesn't know. and he's pretty sure he can't forge anyone's signature without permission now. drawbacks of being in a relationship, he guesses.]

Got good news for ya then. If you weren't stuck with me before, you are now. Until we get ourselves killed, at least. Means I'm willing to pet you whenever you want - especially if it means getting you to take a nap once in a while.

[he's aware of how hypocritical that statement is, but it's true. there have been days where erwin is so visibly exhausted that levi's done everything short of picking up the whole chair with erwin in it to dump him on the couch or the bed, but now...huh. he knows a few of the secrets. all of them dirty just about. again...they're gonna need so much more fucking soap.

he gently tilts erwin's head back to rinse the suds out, hand brushing them off his forehead to protect his eyes before he moves on to grabbing the bar of soap to lather over his body and the rest of the evidence. all the sweat, bruises, dried come that escaped their hands...to think he didn't put the kibosh on any of it. instead, a little, nearly silent laugh escapes him as he bats erwin's hands away.]

A for effort there. You almost got ten percent of the dick juice off me, so let's call it even. We can be equal later when you're finding us something to eat in a couple hours. Because I ain't getting up.

[Erwin has vague plans on how to get them more soap. And a silent note to give everyone more soap, in general. He's always been a tad curious about how exactly the Scouts go through so much, even with extra added in to account for when they get back from beyond the Wall and everyone just needs to scrub themselves until maybe the nightmares go away or at least the stench of blood is a little less. Now that he realizes why so much soap likely gets used... Well. Keeping his soldiers clean after exercise, no matter what form that exercise takes, is important. He'll find a place in the budget for it all. If he has to lick a few extra boots in order to do so, so be it.]

Mmmm... Don't promise me things like that. I'll have my head in your lap every spare moments, or just butt my head against you like the stray cats around here do. I think they sense you're one of them, just in human form. Liking to be all clean and pristine and aloof and deadly and so stinking cute I just want to smoosh your cheeks...

[Chuckling to himself, feeling perhaps a little drunk with a mixture of exhaustion and pampering, Erwin sighs softly as his hair is rinsed free of suds and left feeling so silky against his scalp. As Levi begins to wash his body, the commander finds himself actually being close to lulled to sleep. Everything is so warm, his lover is so gentle, and he's just so content... The soft laugh rouses him slightly, eyes opening from where he hadn't realized they'd fallen closed.]

Don't. Please never call it 'dick juice' again. That combination of words is nearly enough to make me ill. [He grumbles, only partially meaning it as he rubs a slightly scruffy cheek against Levi's shoulder.] Not so ill as to think you're not right about the food. Ugh. Fine. I accept your trade of bathing me for my feeding you.

[Silently, he challenges his captain to be able to actually get him to wake up in a couple of hours. Erwin can feel the strange sleepiness creeping up on him that usually comes once every few years where he truly conks out until his body gets as much sleep as it wants. Whether he likes it or not.]

[levi snorts. back to the fucking cat thing again.]

Sounds like you been jealous of them cats all along there, Commander.

[ if he wasn't so blissed out and exhausted, he probably would've bitched more, but instead, he pays extra attention to every part of him, spreading soap down his arms, chest and hips, avoiding his dick for a second. even if he's pretty sure neither of them could manage even if they wanted to.]

But you sure you wanna be associating me with a word like 'smooshing' when I'm this close to your dick, forehead? [it's an empty threat as he soaps erwin's cock and rinses it with a look that promises he'll be grabbing it more often.] Instead of sleeping in my lap, you'll be bent over it.

[which...jokes aside, there's a thought to process later, but levi honestly doesn't mind erwin wanting to lie down in his lap and go to sleep. sounds like he's being threatened with a good time since it means being able to watch over him while he gets what he needs, satisfying a need erwin can't always afford while satisfying something more primal and confusing for levi. something he's never wanted to label without sounding crazier than hange.

he squeezes erwin's ass playfully before cleaning him there too, knowing they're both especially disgusting in that regard. even if he'd do it again a million times over. will do it again even. both positions. even some new ones. and that does send a surge of excitement through levi's chest no matter how well he hides it. which isn't well since hearing erwin repeat his words causes him to shoot the taller man a very smug look.]

Since I got you to say it, I can accept those terms. And don't gimme that - you're the one comparing me to a fucking cat. Cats like to be fed.

[with erwin rinsed and cleaned to his standards, levi kisses him again. lightly this time.]

You gonna be good while I take care of me here?

Maybe I have been. They get to relax in sunbeams, do their jobs without being harassed about budgets, and I already mentioned the petting...

[He finds himself coming up with plans for how to combine sleeping and showering, perhaps using some cunning combination of hammocks, when Levi manages to wake him up a little more by wrapping his fingers around Erwin's cock. Even if neither of them could manage to get it up at the moment, that's still a sensitive area being washed. Not to mention that little gleam in his lover's eyes promising more in the future that almost rouses his commander into proper wakefulness. Almost.]

Bent over it? Goodness me, that sounds like you have some filthy things planned for the future. [His smile is a lazy kind of eager, one that says he's up for anything in the future. The idea of what kinds of depravity the two of them together can come up with is very exciting. Said smile melts into something softer for a moment before his ass is groped, making his eyes widen again.] Levi, you don't have to-- [Ah, nope. No, Levi is already setting to work getting that area especially clean. Enough to make Erwin blush slightly, feeling how tender his entrance still is. Next time they need to make sure to reserve some energy for the shower after, he notes.

He grumbles a bit at the smug look, because otherwise he'd make the silliest face over how freaking adorable it makes Levi look. Very much like a cat, indeed. One who has just caught the plumpest of rats. Well. Erwin supposes he doesn't mind playing the part if it makes his favorite person so happy. Even if it does mean forcing himself awake sooner rather than later.

With a heavy sigh he peels himself off of Levi, kissing the top of his head before leaning against the wall, eyes closed.]

Mmm, don't worry about me. I've slept standing up before.

[plans? erwin gives levi way too much credit since it was a thought that popped into his head for about ten seconds and he decided he liked it, but he blames it on erwin's brain being closer to sleep than awake at the minute. at his protest, levi simply glares.]

Yeah. I had to. When it's just you and me, there ain't any part of you that isn't mine. And I take care of what's mine...especially if it blushes like that.

[he doesn't think he needs to explain that it goes both ways as he turns around and adjusts erwin so his body is mostly still leaning on him comfortably. he's pretty sure he can take the weight as he methodically cleans himself. washing the sweat and grime out of his hair first and then quickly moves on to soaping up his skin, starting from his face, all the way down to his feet. he scrubs hard until his skin is slightly pink in all the places that aren't plagued with bite marks or bruises, unceremoniously turning and giving his own entrance a thorough cleaning with a wince. his dick is a little sore too, but...it's done. best kind of sore he's ever felt in his whole life.

but with erwin being a practical zombie, he knows better than to linger under the hot spray.]

C'mon, Blondie. Don't go all the way yet. At least lemme get a towel around your waist, yeah?

[he dries them both off carefully, fingers working against erwin's skin in a soft, loving manner. knowing that getting dressed isn't gonna happen, he still grabs the clean clothes he'd left folded by the window after wrapping a towel around his own waist and then ensuring erwin's isn't gonna fall down for what's next.]

If I throw anything out, I'll let ya make a chart on how to make it up to me.

[he unceremoniously bends down and presses his shoulder into erwin's waist, bending him so he's draped over levi's shoulder effortlessly. no matter how tall he is, his weight, like most things, is nothing to levi and he grunts softly as he adjusts him and pats his backside lightly.]

Let's go, Face Down, Ass Up.

[the walk back to the bedroom is fortunately a lonely one without any witnesses. if there had been, levi would've ensured they mucked out horse stalls for three months. but he gets erwin back to bed safely, depositing him onto the mattress with far more care than he'd show a sack of potatoes. or any other human being.]

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