Curiosity and a little bit of longing. It's subtle though, he's masking it better than he ever did when we were younger. Nat's influence, if I had to guess.
I don't mind adding him in now and then. I'd like it. But I don't want things between you two to get awkward because of it. I know there's still tension there, even though you've worked most of it out.
It's complicated. We have our own stuff to work through. Are working through. But having you both for a night? I'd want that, want to know what it's like. I want to be buried in both of you.
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Huh. I never thought I was his type.
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We're solid, you know we're solid, right? It's a fascinating new variable in the overall Steve Equation but-
I'm nowhere near done puzzling you out.
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I don't mind adding him in now and then. I'd like it. But I don't want things between you two to get awkward because of it. I know there's still tension there, even though you've worked most of it out.
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So help me: if he calls me howard I'm kicking him out of bed.
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If I don't beat you to it, you mean. I don't think he'd make that mistake though; you're too different.
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I like having a sure thing with you more than the thrill of both of you.
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As do I. Does it bother you that I'd even want this?
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