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[drunktexting]

the drill, you know it

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[phichitchu]

I don't know. I'm not the type to normally be insecure, but... even though I've been Yuuri's friend for six years, you've been his idol since he was like, eight.

[goldmedalvicturi]

An idol doesn't beat a friend. He's going to stick by you, I promise.

[phichitchu]

You don't get it. You've been part of Yuuri's life in some way since forever. He won't be able to lose you now that he's had you.

[goldmedalvicturi]

It's okay, Phichit. Please just talk to him.

[phichitchu]

I'm trying. He said he doesn't want to know. He's just hurt Yuri P told him first.

I kind of want to punch Yuri P. Why can't he mind his business?? How did he know, anyways!?

[goldmedalvicturi]

He told me the same thing.

Yurio knowing was my fault. I was drunk and upset and I told him. I shouldn't have said anything to him.

I haven't had the opportunity to find out what happened there.

[phichitchu]

I'm really upset. I'm almost never upset so this is really upsetting!!

I don't even know how to describe it.

[goldmedalvicturi]

I really promise its okay. Please don't be upset.

[phichitchu]

It doesn't feel okay...

Yuuri is the last person I'd ever wanted to hurt.

[goldmedalvicturi]

Me too. Lets just take the time to fix things.

[phichitchu]

You're so casual about this! Why is this so easy for you? It's your fault he found out from someone else!

[Hurt Phichit is hurt.]

[goldmedalvicturi]

Its not easy for me.

It is my fault, and I'm sorry. I told Yuuri he shouldn't be angry with you.

[phichitchu]

He should be angry with me. I was just as complicit as you. I kissed you. I let you take my pants off. I asked you to write on my stomach.

[goldmedalvicturi]

Phichit, I didn't give him intimate details. I told him we fooled around. He didn't ask for more.

It happened and now its done with. We move on. Yes?

[phichitchu]

Are you... yelling at me?

[goldmedalvicturi]

No, I'm not yelling. I'm sorry if it came off that way.

I'm stressed. I'm exhausted. I shouldn't take it out on you.

I don't want you two to stop being friends because of my decisions. He needs you.

[phichitchu]

Please don't treat me like a kid, Viktor. I made decisions that day, too.

And Yuuri needs you as much as he needs me.

[goldmedalvicturi]

I know, I'm just used to being the only one involved in these things. The third party has normally absconded at this point.

We can agree he needs both of us, and we both have trust to rebuild.

I'm glad he's giving us that chance.

[phichitchu]

"Used to"? "Normally"? This happens a lot??

And also... I had to look up "absconded" and I lived in America why do you know that word???

[goldmedalvicturi]

I read stupid things online sometimes off season.

Yes, admittedly I had a lot of poor relationships in the past, each one due to me. So no, it doesn't happen a lot now, but it did.

viktor reads homestuck confirmed

[phichitchu]

Everyone has to learn somehow... don't be too hard on yourself.

We both made mistakes. I just hope Yuuri is okay...

HELLA CONFIRMED

[goldmedalvicturi]

I made him tea and dinner. He's reading in bed right now.

[phichitchu]

lucky Yuuri.

Lucky you.

[goldmedalvicturi]

Lucky me, at least.

[phichitchu]

Yeah. And jealous me :<