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Secret dating et al

SECRET dating;

The fact that you're in a relationship with this person isn't public knowledge. Actually, no one knows about it except for the people involved. Maybe you guys are just private like that; on the other hand, it may be a necessity to keep things a secret from others. Maybe you're both team mates, and others on the team would give you grief, or you're not suppose to be dating, or you're not the type to usually date and you're only testing the waters. Perhaps it's the combination of you two, possibly an odd couple, that would bring some controversy or some teasing. Or, you know, you could not want to deal with friends and relatives being busybodies. Your reasons are your own.

Are you content with stealing moments to be together as a couple? Do you want to make your relationship known and the fact that you can't drives you batty? Remember, there are lots of benefits to dating in secret. You can be yourselves completely, away from prying eyes, and get to know each other better as potential longterm romantic partners. In a way, it's ideal.

...still, do you ever wish you could scream from the rooftops how much you care for your significant other?

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Zell frowned lightly at the flick, but it got Squall's point across. When Squall asked his question, his mouth had opened to immediately give his answer, but Squall's expression made him stop.

He'd thought about it before... a couple times, actually. He always told Squall he didn't have a problem with it, but apparently Squall needed more than that. He took a long moment to think about what the right words could be rather than just blurting out whatever came to mind. He wanted to make sure Squall knew his exact thoughts on the matter.

He shook his head slightly. "No, I don't want it to stay a secret forever... but like I said, I wanna keep it private! There's a difference... I... I don't want people thinkin' I'm still single, especially people that might wanna try hookin' me up with someone. But... like with that!" His hand waved to indicate what just happened. "It was kinda embarrassing, right?!" He sighed again, not sure if he was actually able to find the right words or not. "I dunno, maybe there'll be some time in the future where I wanna be more open about what we do but it ain't right now."

He looked at Squall, seeing if he understood. He hoped he did, he didn't know how else to say what he felt.

Squall actually let out a small amused snort and shook his head.

"I'd have to kill them. If people tried....hooking you up...with someone else. Then people would really know what was going on, I suppose." ~~Was that Squall Leonhart making a joke? Yes it was.~~

He doesn't try to hide the protective tone in his voice. It was just weird to hear Zell explain it like that.

But it did make him feel better.

"Embarrassing yes. But what exactly were you thinking about that made you blush so much anyway...?" He teased.

Zell smiled at Squall's joke, recognizing it for what it was. There was probably some truth to it; not so much as killing someone, of course. But Zell took pleasure in the tone he used. Zell would have been just as agitated if someone tried to get Squall to date anyone else. Though Squall's reactions would probably be really amusing to see. "It'd be interesting to see," Zell replied with a little laugh.

At least it helped relax Zell further and when Squall asked his next question, Zell was able to not blush again. Instead he continued to smile at Squall, though it took on a different quality. He tried to hide it as much as possible in case their waiter came back, though. He glanced at the doors just to make sure she wouldn't before he looked back at Squall to answer. "I was thinkin' of what we could do when we got back." While the sentence itself was innocent, Zell had that somewhat quieter tone to his voice again.

Zell could laugh all he wanted, Squall was quite serious. He wasn't the possessive type or anything like that but he would be very irritated if someone tried to pull something like that. He wouldn't let it happen. And what do mercenaries do? They take out any dangerous threats before they become threats.

He arched an eyebrow at Zell. "And what's that...?" He knew what Zell meant, but it was a little amusing to try to get Zell to say it out loud.

And the waiter wasn't anywhere close by right now.

If Squall could play at not knowing what he meant, then Zell could be vague. "I'll give you a hint, it involves your bed. Or your floor." Or his wall, or... anywhere in his room really. Almost subconsciously he started the movements with his foot again. "Or maybe down on my knees..." His eyes glazed over for a second before he forced his mind not to relieve the images he had earlier.

"Then some images came to my mind... like the last time we were alone together," he admitted, spurred on my the images that almost invaded his thoughts again.

Squall kept his gaze firmly on Zell as he spoke, drinking in each word. When Zell murmured about being on his knees it left Squall's mouth to go dry slightly and he licked his lips. Zell on his knees, looking up at him... Putting his fingers in Zell's hair...

"Alone together doing what..." He encouraged as he shifted slightly in his seat. He was forgetting about everything else around them just for a moment.

Well Squall kept trying to pretend not to know what he was talking about, so Zell kept being vague. Sort of. He leaned over the table a little, as if it was some secret but he really just wanted to be closer when he said the still somewhat vague words. "Touching. Places no one's ever really touched before."

Then Zell failed at keeping himself from being completely in the moment. His smile faded a little as his light yearning for Squall appeared in his eyes. "Not just that time, but every time. Hyne, Squall, I love being with you. Love seein' those open expressions... I love that I can make you come undone." He knew he was being very vulnerable right now, but he didn't care since it was only in front of Squall. For Squall. And he trusted Squall not abuse it. "When you touch me it's like nothing I ever thought possible. And you taste so good. And when you're inside me I feel complete..."

At that last admission, he glanced away. Just for something to look at after the completely open admission that seemed even deeper than the 'I love you's, he looked at the door again, pleased to see that Squall had been the only witness his honesty. Maybe it was something Squall did, but it didn't seem like she'd be back until their food was ready, and there'd still be time before it was.

He didn't mean to get so carried away, but he couldn't look away from Squall for long before his gaze returned, still desperate to see every expression that came across his face. Looking for the reaction to his words.

Squall let himself indulge in a shiver of pride when Zell becomes so undone and just starts letting out all his words and feelings. It was the same way Zell seemed to like to watch him become undone and watch his expressions change. That sense of mutual unraveling of each other until everything was exposed. It was those little glimpses and open vulnerability that only the other person knew about and it was like a treasure to hide.

He smiled gently, his expression soft. He felt his heart skip and that feeling of affection and love roll over in his stomach again. "I love being with you too Zell. It makes me calm and... being inside you..."

He wasn't as wordy as Zell, but the heated blush across his expression would hopefully highlight how he felt. "It's amazing. I only want you. All the time."

Zell smiled happily at Squall's words. While not as many, they were just as deep. If they were someplace else, Zell would hug him and nuzzle him and kiss him, showing no restraint with the affection the words brought on. As it was, he couldn't help reaching over the table to take Squall's hand, despite his earlier reluctance to show anything over the table. The top of his foot curled around Squall's leg as it continued its slow movements.

"I only want you too." His hand tightened slightly around Squall's, his eyes shining with love and adoration. While he meant to keep with the light flirts they'd been doing, he couldn't complain about the direction they took. It was better not to get worked up in public anyway. They could probably continue their flirting later, on the train.

After a moment, he reluctantly let go of Squall's hand, leaning back again so he wouldn't be caught in another embarrassing situation. Though safe in the shadows, his foot kept moving, keeping the closeness despite their distance. "So you really liked the concert? Sorry I didn't pick up any merchandise for us to remember it by." He frowned a little, but it didn't reach the happiness still in his eyes. Even without any of the merchandise, Zell felt he'd always remember it. It was his first official date with Squall.

Squall nods his head. "Yes, but I don't need any souvenirs."

He wasn't really a sentimental guy that way, and that sort of stuff was a waste of money to him. Squall didn't need memorabilia or band merchandise to remember something special. He was fine without any of that stuff.

A moment later the waitress came back with their meals with a careful expression on her face. Good, no silly comments or judgmental stares. Squall was pleased that he didn't need to make a comment this time. He indeed was getting rather protective of their relationship and everyone could butt the hell out.

She shuffled away quickly.

Finally Zell noticed the way their waitress acted. She couldn't even look either of them in the eye. His smile turned to one of amusement. Squall probably definitely scared her somehow, but he didn't comment on it. He busied himself with trying out his food instead. It wasn't bad, and they fell into silence as Zell nearly completely focused on his food (his foot only idly still moving).

Once dinner was done, they immediately returned to the train station to catch the last train back to Balamb. Despite Zell's earlier idea of trying to flirt again once they got back on the train, the ride was pretty uneventful. They were able to change back once back at his ma's house and Zell had quietly used the sink to scrub his tattoo clean and visible again.

Sure enough, when they got back to Garden, it was late. It was also kind of dark as most of the bright lights were turned off in favor of the nighttime lights. But rather than feel tired, Zell felt another small burst of energy.

There was something about the Garden at night that Squall found comforting. The way the building was quiet and serene aside from the lights humming softly or the occasional footsteps of a instructor retiring for the evening. Or when they were mobile the gentle hum of the engines below. He enjoyed the way the lights were softer at night as well.

Finally free of his hat, Squall scratched at his hair in relief. He was tired. Nearly exhausted, really. The night had been busy and crowded and Squall was an introvert that found it easier to recharge his energy by being away from others.

Despite that, when they rounded the corner towards the dormitories Squall stopped Zell briefly to push him up against a nearby wall and press a somewhat rough kiss to his lips. The long hours of being together in crowded places left Squall needing some sort of physical contact that was completely private. Since he was tired, he had little patience to wait until they got to his room.

His energy turned into excitement as they rounded the corner to the dorms. He glanced at Squall, wondering how tired he was. If he just wanted to sleep or if they would get to do some of what he'd fantasized about earlier...

But Squall answered before he even asked. He gave a surprised gasp when he was stopped and pushed up against the wall, but he quickly closed his eyes and kissed back. Already his body was responding, heartbeat quickening as desires from earlier in the night resurfaced. He'd held those desires back throughout various parts of the night, letting them build up until this very moment when they were allowed to be released.

Some part of him knew that they weren't completely safe from prying eyes, but the chances of getting caught were extremely low as most everyone were in their rooms already. He couldn't bring himself to care about it, though. Not with Squall kissing him like that again.

He grabbed Squall's arms, keeping their bodies close as he pressed harder into the kiss. He used his lips and tongue and sometimes a gentle hint of his teeth to show just how desperate he'd become for Squall's touch.

Squall smirked into the kiss, enjoying how Zell was already responding to him so positively. He brushed his tongue against Zell's languidly and nipped back when Zell did so. The kiss sent shivers through his nerves even through his exhaustion.

He tightened his grip, pressing against Zell's body close like he was starved for the contact.

While usually alert about his surrounding the world seemed to fade away in that moment. The halls abandoned and quiet. Only the soft hum of white noise around them and the sound of their kiss and light breathing...

He only broke the kiss momentarily to stare at Zell with a silent expression of lust and turning to tug him quickly the rest of the way to his room.

Zell wasn't ready for the kiss to end, but he was glad Squall broke it to quickly take them out of the hall. He had been quickly forgetting where they were but it would be much better to continue in absolute privacy. Zell followed the quick pace with ease, eager to be inside Squall's room to continue. The expression Squall gave him only increased the desire more.

He bit his own lip to prevent himself from saying anything during the short trip. Once they were safely behind the closed door of Squall's room, however, he wasted no time in moving close to Squall and kissing him again. It was perhaps a little more intense than the one they just left, but it clearly showed the steady increase in desire flowing through him.

His hands came up again, this time to grab Squall's signature jacket. He struggled for a second as he debated on pushing it off Squall, but instead he used it to pull Squall closer still.

In the sanctuary of his own room Squall felt a second wind of energy. Squall returned the kiss with just as much desire, kissing back roughly and pulling Zell closer. He let the kiss go on for a few enjoyable moments, letting the shivers of pleasure make him tingle.

Eventually he broke it and trailed a kiss to Zell's ear next, nipping the skin gently. Then he breathed, "About that daydream of yours... Something about being on your knees...?"

He'd be lying if he hadn't been thinking about that since Zell had said it. Zell's lips wrapped around his arousal, using that mouth of his... It sent another wave of pleasure through him just mentioning it again.

Once his arms were squeezed between their bodies, he let go of Squall's jacket to run his hands along his sides to wrap around Squall instead. Feeling the press of Squall's body against his own only increased the pleasure he received from the kiss.

Fortunately, Zell didn't have time to feel disappointed when the kiss broke again as at least Squall continued to kiss his skin. He tilted his head slightly, giving Squall room as little pants of breath were released. But it was the mention of his earlier confession that made pleasure and a strong desire shoot through him. He could feel himself harden even more in his pants from those words and the image it brought.

"Yeah? Do you want me like that?" All Squall had to do was confirm it, or tell him to and Zell would immediately do it. Though despite his question, he already moved a hand down along Squall's back and around his waist to rub against the front of his pants.

Edited 2016-08-16 18:16 (UTC)

As Zell teased him back like that, Squall smirked against Zell's skin and rubbed closer against Zell's hand. With a hum of pleasure he said, "Do it. I want you on your knees, sucking me off." His voice heavy with lust and confident command.

Squall was already painfully hard, especially after the the brief dirty talk. With the mixture of exhaustion and desire he had right now, he wanted to feel that. Just to start of course...

He moved to give Zell another rough teasing kiss before pulling back from it.

Zell enjoyed feeling just how hard he made Squall, and soon he'd be doing a lot more than just feeling it with his hand over cloth. Even with that knowledge, he still became even more excited when he heard Squall tell him to do it in that tone of voice. He really loved it when Squall commanded him to do stuff like that and he couldn't help but groan in desire.

He was about to do exactly as Squall wanted, but Squall kissed him first. He wouldn't complain as he also really liked those rough kisses Squall gave him, but it was definitely teasing as Zell wanted more than just Squall's tongue in his mouth. It lasted only for a moment, but it built up his anticipation. When Squall pulled away, Zell could only murmur "Hyne, Squall, you turn me on so much," before instantly sliding down to his knees and bringing his other hand to Squall's waist.

Using one hand, he forcefully tugged up Squall's shirt so that he could kiss the bare skin of Squall's abs while both his hands moved to work on removing the belts and releasing the fastenings of Squall's pants.

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/late with starbucks

time skip it is! (also no worries, we both made each other wait 2 days now ^_^;; )

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