First Time Meme

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THE ❝FIRST TIME❞ MEME

RULES!  ♥ Leave a comment with your character's name and fandom. ♥ When replying, RNG for a number between 1 and 7. The number you get corresponds with the kind of "first time" sex you're having ♥ Go from there! The sky's the limit.

THE LIST!  01] Romantic | You waited and waited and waited for the right moment to take this final step with your partner, and it really paid off; neither of you can imagine this night (or day!) to be any better than it is right now.  02] The Only Time | You know somewhere in your heart that you won't be getting a second chance for this. The relationship is forbidden, or they're moving away, or you're moving away, or something is tearing this relationship apart, and that may be the last thing you want. 03] Set-Up | ... Oh. Well. Someone nudged you and this other person together, the one that you may have loved or hated or been friends with your entire life. It isn't completely by choice, but it doesn't sound like that bad of an idea... Or maybe it does. Who knows? 04] Experience Difference | One of you knows exactly what to do, and the other doesn't! Maybe they're just a natural at this kind of thing... or maybe there's a thing or two they haven't told you yet. 05] Hesitant | One (or both) of you aren't quite sure if you're ready for this next big step... at the same time, you want this to happen, though the thought makes butterflies flutter around in the pit of your stomach. 06] Awkward | It feels like everything that can go wrong does go wrong. Relax? You can't relax! This is s-s-s-s-sex-- oh, boy, there's another mistake. 07] Wildcard | This is the "other" option. Choose any of the above or create your own! [credit goes to connikebox]

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Re: yep!

[twelfth_night]

What? Sorry, I wasn't really looking. [Liar.] Should I have been?

[He wanted to say how pretty her face was; almost elfin and smooth. Her eyes were like a doe's eyes that just got bigger when she was sad or happy. He felt so awkward right now.]

Your face is fine.

[notacontrolfreak]

Doctor, you were staring right at me...You're still doing it. Seriously, is there something there?

[She rushes over to the nearest reflective surface and...nothing. One of her eyebrows raises ever so slightly at that. He had definitely been looking and not just looking, staring intently. So if there wasn't anything on her face then why was he doing it? She feels her cheeks flush for no apparent reason.]

Right...uh, thanks? I guess.

[twelfth_night]

I wasn't staring at you, I was looking. [Denial. All of it. You're pretty, Clara. He can't help that he's got a pretty girl in his TARDIS.]

You humans are so vain with your appearance. Applying make-up, wearing fancy clothes. [You can't really speak, Doctor. All those past regenerations with fancy hair and fancy clothes.]

If you want to really know why I was looking at you it's because....I noticed how big your eyes were.

[notacontrolfreak]

[Mhmmm. She's not sure she quite believes you there, Doctor but she's not going to push it...not too much anyway. She laughs a little at his comment about humans being vain and she raises a brow as she takes his appearance in. That thick, perfectly styled hair, those immaculate clothes. She takes a step towards him as she rests her hands on his chest, smoothing out his jacket.]

You're one to talk. You might not like to admit it but you care about the way you look too, Doctor.

[She moves her hands away from him, remembering that this new Doctor wasn't much of a fan of physical contact but she stays close, looking up at him from where she was standing. Why does he have to be so tall? Why does she have to be so small?]

You're only noticing that now?

[twelfth_night]

Perhaps I do, yet I don't go around with big, doe eyes like yours. [He almost cursed himself out loud for sharing what he was thinking. Oh, to be a telepath.]

I mean you've got big eyes and an elfin face. Have you always had those distinguishing features?

[He moved around to press some buttons and pull some levers, distracting himself.]

[notacontrolfreak]

I'll try to keep my big doe eyes under control from now on.

[Except no, that seems to be the complete opposite to what she's doing right now. Her eyes are doing that thing that when she smiles they just seem to get bigger and bigger. Sorry Doctor she can't control it even if she wanted to.]

As far as I know, yes I have. If I didn't know any better I'd say you were complimenting me Doctor. I mean it makes a nice change from telling me how much older than my actual age I look.

[twelfth_night]

Good. You do that. [He shot her a glance then smiled to himself. How could he control his feelings towards her if she couldn't control her eyes?]

I may have been complimenting you. Perhaps. Or, just stating a matter of fact. You do have big eyes. More than usual for a human female like you. [Back to the science-y part.]

[notacontrolfreak]

I said I’ll try. No promises though.

[Clara rolls her eyes playfully at his words, and she moves like she’s about to playfully punch him on the shoulder. Instead she stood up on her tip-toes and pressed a swift kiss to his cheek. Yeah, it was more physical contact but he seemed to be in a good mood so she’s sure he can take it. There’s a small smile still on her lips.]

It was a compliment. I know it was. It’s okay, you don’t have to admit it. And I’m going to thank you anyway so….thank you.

[twelfth_night]

[He wasn't expecting the kiss at all. The Doctor froze to the spot and then touched his lips after Clara had kissed them.]

You just....kissed me? Why did you do that? Was that necessary? [He wasn't angry or annoyed just....perplexed. He hadn't kissed anyone with this body of yet and it just felt odd.] I can taste....strawberries. Is that your lip gloss?

[notacontrolfreak]

A peck. It was just a peck, Doctor. You complimented me, it was nice.

[She shrugged a little as if that explained everything when really it didn't. Honestly she had just wanted to and she hadn't really thought much about it before she had done it she just...did it. And now she feels like she probably shouldn't have done it at all but at the same time she wanted to do the same thing again, especially after he touched his lips like that.]

Yeah, that would be my lip-gloss. [She pauses a little before speaking again, tucking some hair behind her ear] ...Was it too much? Sorry, I know how you feel about...contact.

[twelfth_night]

I know. It's just the whole kissing thing. It's just a bit strange for me. [He did enjoy how soft her lips felt on his own though. The lip gloss tasted nice too.]

Maybe I'll enjoy it the next time. Who knows? [Was he flirting? Perhaps, he was. Him? Flirting? No, it couldn't be.]

The contact is fine. Honestly. I don't have anything against you being close to me, I mean, well, I don't know what I mean. [He walked to his blackboard and began chalking down random equations. He often did this when he was nervous or couldn't express his emotions. Right now, he was embarrassed and felt something else. Love.]

[notacontrolfreak]

The next time?

[Was that him flirting with her? Was it? No...it couldn't be. But then he says he doesn't have anything against her being close to him and she can tell that yes, he probably was flirting with her. Or at least trying to in his own way. Without a doubt she had fancied Eleven and although Twelve looked older and spoke differently...she could tell he was the same man deep down.]

Doctor. [She walks over and places a hand on his arm to stop him chalking frantically and she gives him what she hopes is a reassuring smile.] Was that...were you flirting with me just then? Don't be embarrassed, it's okay if you were. More than okay actually.

[twelfth_night]

[Twelve didn't respond but put down his chalk onto the board and turned around slowly. He looked into Clara's eyes and realised just how big they were up close. Even bigger than he had thought.]

Perhaps I was. I don't know yet. I'm still trying out this new body. New parts, new mind, well, not so new mind, but still. [He placed a hand on her shoulder and offered her a shy smile.]

Kissing needs practice, doesn't it? Well, how about I at least give it a decent go. [He pushed past any bad thoughts and actions he might have had and kissed her. He actually kissed her. Himself. He leant down to her lips and pressed his own there.]

[notacontrolfreak]

[As he placed a hand on her shoulder she tentatively places her hands on his chest, looking down at her hands resting there for a moment before looking back up at him just in time to see that shy smile of his. She give him a smile back, laughing a little at his comment and nodding her head. She understood. He was a new person to her but this body was also new to him too.

She was about to open her mouth to respond to him when he leans down and kisses her. He was kissing her. The Doctor was kissing her and it felt...well it felt amazing. Her hands move up to run through his greying curls for a moment as she moves her lips against his. The kiss is slow and soft, nothing too aggressive. She didn't want to make him feel any more uncomfortable, especially if this was new to him. When she pulls back a moment for air she laughs a little under her breath.]

...I don't think you need to practice. That was pretty good from where I'm standing.

[twelfth_night]

[The Doctor broke off the kiss and actually had a surprised look all over his face. The kiss felt really...good. He actually enjoyed it. For one moment, he thought he would pull away without even kissing those rosy lips of hers. But, no. He actually did it.]

You think so? I am over two thousand years old, Clara. Quite an age gap, don't you think? [He smiled slowly and then let a hand wander through her soft hair. Why was he doing this? From hating any physical contact, to now touching her hair and kissing her? Were these repressed feelings he had coming out?]

For the record, you're a good kisser too. For a human. [He teased her lightly and leant in close once more for another kiss. This time he kissed her deeper. The passion from his hearts coming forth to seal the bond between them.]

[notacontrolfreak]

[Clara was afraid that after the kiss he would feel like he had made a mistake, that he would shut her out and reject her but that's not what happened. Sure he looked surprised but then she's pretty sure she looks surprised too. She looks up at him as he runs a hand through her hair, her own arms still around his neck. She tilts her head slightly, leaning further into his touch and she laughs a little at his comment about age.]

Oh, you know what people say, Doctor. Age is just a number. It doesn't bother me in the slightest.

For a human? I'll take that as a compliment. [She rolls her eyes playfully to only have her breath taken away from her as he pressed his lips to hers again. This kiss was different. It was full of passion, want, longing and need. It took her breath away, literally. She lets out a moan against his lips, the only sound apart from their increased breathing.] Doctor, if you keep kissing me like that I'm only going to start wanting more. Much more.

[twelfth_night]

[He eventually broke off the kiss, definitely breathing harder than before and feeling a little flushed. What just happened? Had he kissed her harder than he thought? His hearts were pounding within his chest.]

What sort of more are we talking about here? [He was more curious than anything else. Did she mean....sex? Could she possibly mean that? The age gap between them didn't seem to sway her and that pleased him a lot.]

[notacontrolfreak]

[Clara was breathing pretty heavily herself when their kiss is finally broken and she brings the back of one of her hands to a cheek. It definitely feels warm. Very warm. She knows that she’s flushed and she just seems to be getting warmer and warmer as she looks at the Doctor and notices his own cheeks are flushing slightly redder than normal.

She doesn’t exactly feel relaxed though she feels…awkward? Maybe that’s not the right word. And not because she doesn’t want to do this, she definitely does but awkward because this was the Doctor. This was the man who had been her best friend for quite some time now. The thought of him looking at her naked made her flush more. What if he didn’t like what he saw? What if it made him change his mind? What if she couldn’t make him feel as good as she wanted to right now? Irrational thoughts and questions but yet they were still there in her mind.

It doesn’t stop her smirking a little up at him though at the question a hand moving down over his chest, past his waistband and…well she doesn’t have as much courage yet to rest her hand any lower.] I think you know exactly what I’m talking about, Doctor.

[twelfth_night]

[The Doctor stood stock still and watched where her wandering hand was going all over his body. It stopped just past his waistband. He now knew what she meant and had no other doubts, as to what she could possibly mean.]

I think I have a vague idea but....how could it work? Between us. We're incompatible. A human and a Time Lord. Surely, it wouldn't work. [He was making excuses now because his trousers were starting to tent and he was trying to ignore the feeling. It was just his eyes lingering on those tiny fingers of hers, close to where he wanted them most.]

Would you....want that, Clara? Between us? [His breathing had increased and his pupils had dilated slightly. Oh dear...]

[notacontrolfreak]

[Clara really wasn't confident enough right now to let her fingers wander any lower, especially since she still can't completely tell how the Doctor is feeling about this right now.]

I don't know, Doctor. You tell me. I'm not exactly an expert when it comes to Time Lords, except for one. [Her eyes lower to where he fingers are resting and she can't help but smirk just a little as she can see his trousers tenting. She bites down on her bottom lip and looks up at him with a smile. She keeps eye contact with him and in response to the question one of her hands moves lower to rest over his crotch. She doesn't rub, she doesn't move her hand, not yet. Not until she can gauge his reaction.]

...Does that answer your question, Doctor?

[twelfth_night]

Well, uh, yes it does. [He swallowed thickly and let his eyes slowly wander down to fix on where Clara had her hand. It was in an obscene place and shouldn't really be there but he was liking it. A lot.]

How long have you....wanted to do this, Clara?