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bakerstreet2025-06-03 02:37 pm
sockdere) wrote in bakerstreet2025-06-03 02:37 pm
It's what I deserve
WHAT I DESERVE
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I don't know if I even deserve what I have right now!
Disagree! You deserve that dress. Treat yourself!
A jury of my peers, in theory. But honestly, maybe not even that.
You and me both, my friend, so at least you're not alone in that.
[This participant is unable to verbalize what she believes she deserves, yet participates all the same.
One may find her pacing shortly, ears tipped back to the thick of her fur, and before she's completed a full stride carried on long legs, she abruptly turns, topples down onto one shoulder with neck and jaw presently flat on floor, hindquarters still up and it is here, like this, that she blows a puff air, then—
down she goes in one unceremonious plop. With a sprinkle of small groans and grumbles, she rolls to her back to share the soft of her belly. It's obvious, isn't it?
Brazen thing, she's smiles, if one is willing to believe it, with the fur and skin of her head smushed against the floor, wrinkling her brow. Tips of fangs exposed when gravity tugs back black lip. She sneezes, the essence of welcomeness, defusing possible tension. Her tail already lightly swiping over the ground, though acknowledge her at all, and it'll begin to wag faster.]
One may find her pacing shortly, ears tipped back to the thick of her fur, and before she's completed a full stride carried on long legs, she abruptly turns, topples down onto one shoulder with neck and jaw presently flat on floor, hindquarters still up and it is here, like this, that she blows a puff air, then—
down she goes in one unceremonious plop. With a sprinkle of small groans and grumbles, she rolls to her back to share the soft of her belly. It's obvious, isn't it?
Brazen thing, she's smiles, if one is willing to believe it, with the fur and skin of her head smushed against the floor, wrinkling her brow. Tips of fangs exposed when gravity tugs back black lip. She sneezes, the essence of welcomeness, defusing possible tension. Her tail already lightly swiping over the ground, though acknowledge her at all, and it'll begin to wag faster.]
[ What do you do when a luminously-white wolf that feels like something far bigger and grander than what you're physically seeing in front of you - which is already pretty big and grand, because wolf - does this? You don't just start petting, right? You confirm that shit, right? ]
Me? You are looking at me, yeah?
Me? You are looking at me, yeah?
Uh... I don't know?
[ She thinks for a little longer, wrecking her brain over this. ]
To... not be scared, anymore.
[ She thinks for a little longer, wrecking her brain over this. ]
To... not be scared, anymore.
A swift sword stroke to my neck, most probably. I'm not going to pretend I deserve anything more than that.
Does anybody really deserve anything? Good or bad.
Edited 2025-06-04 16:30 (UTC)
An afternoon with a cozy library, a cup of something nice and warm, and no obligations.
I dunno, a partner...?
Deserving and wanting are two different things... are they?
[ This is something that hits close to home and she's careful. Jill wants to tell him he deserves it and to be forthright, but it's a question she struggles with for her own self. ]
[ This is something that hits close to home and she's careful. Jill wants to tell him he deserves it and to be forthright, but it's a question she struggles with for her own self. ]
Edited 2025-06-04 19:57 (UTC)
Tell you what I didn't deserve: two to the head and a shallow grave.
[A pause.] ...I deserve a chance to just be a courier again.
[A pause.] ...I deserve a chance to just be a courier again.
[Crowley looks Charles slowly up and down.]
...nah.
...nah.
confession: haven't seen DBD yet but generally familiar. Besides, Crowley has Opinions.
duckshaveears
- 2025-06-04 21:56 (UTC) - ExpandI intend to, I'm just behind on eeeeeeverything! And headcanon accepted, go for it.
duckshaveears
- 2025-06-04 22:18 (UTC) - ExpandHe's nicknamed Ghost Kid now. Sorry, I don't make the rules.
duckshaveears
- 2025-06-08 21:18 (UTC) - ExpandExcellent. I'm loving this and we should thread them again sometime. :)
duckshaveears
- 2025-06-15 21:28 (UTC) - ExpandBuggered if I know.
[On one hand, demon. On the other hand, rubbish at his job. Plus he stopped Armageddon once. Well, he was nearby when it was stopped, might've affected events a bit. It all evens out, maybe? Who knows. Only God, and She's not talking.
As for what he wants...well. Good thing that's an entirely different question.]
Whisky, maybe. I think I deserve that.
[On one hand, demon. On the other hand, rubbish at his job. Plus he stopped Armageddon once. Well, he was nearby when it was stopped, might've affected events a bit. It all evens out, maybe? Who knows. Only God, and She's not talking.
As for what he wants...well. Good thing that's an entirely different question.]
Whisky, maybe. I think I deserve that.
To get revenge on everyone.
[This is easy.]
To be in prison for the rest of my goddamned life.
To be in prison for the rest of my goddamned life.
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