But where else am I going to find a kind, handsome, strong, brave guy who knows what it’s like to be mind controlled to kill people when you don’t want to an also speaks Russian?
Besides you are not so old. You are like chicken that was in a fridge, not chicken left on the counter.
I want you to know I am behaving very well and not making a joke about how I have no gag reflex so I will not choke.
And I do not want dates. I just want to hang out and swing dance and drive cars through buildings with you. If we go to dinner I just want to go to dinner because we are hungry and you are the person I want to do all the things with.
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Because if I am not and you want me to be, then that is disappointing for you but I do not know how you feel about it necessarily
If I say yes, but you do not want me to be, then it could make things weird
The only way it is good is if I say yes and you want me to be or I say no and you don’t want me to be
So if you want an answer you have to be okay with me saying yes or no and talking about it, okay?
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Maybe we shouldn't. I shouldn't have asked such a weird question.
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You do not have to apologize that was a legitimate question to ask
I'll tell you if I think about you naked if you tell me if you think about me naked?
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I don't think that's such a good idea, Yelena.
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Or maybe I just don’t want to scare you away or lose you as a friend if I admit to something you aren’t comfortable with or don’t want
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Well- you're not gonna lose me. Or scare me away.
I'm just. Not sure if liking me in this kinda way is a good idea.
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Why is it not a good idea?
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Besides you are not so old. You are like chicken that was in a fridge, not chicken left on the counter.
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[ Well, ok- that actually makes him laugh. He stares at his phone, dragging his hand down his face. Is this really happening? ]
Yelena. I don't know how to do this anymore. I've gone on two dates since I've been back and completely choked and ruined them very intensely.
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And I do not want dates. I just want to hang out and swing dance and drive cars through buildings with you. If we go to dinner I just want to go to dinner because we are hungry and you are the person I want to do all the things with.
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Look- maybe we should talk about this in person. Dinner?
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Yes, in person is good because I like the person you are and being with you is one of my favorite things
Dinner, my place, macaroni and cheese with hot sauce
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You don't have to go through all the trouble.
Diners have good mac and cheese too.
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I think I would like to have this conversation just the two of us and not with other people around.
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Can I bring anything?
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[ooc: continued here if that works!]
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