bakerstreet | you are the reason i stay alive

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you are the reason i stay alive

TIED TOGETHER
i want to fuck you like an animal
Maybe...

You saw them from across the room

You've known them for years

But now you can't wait to claim them, all of them, as yours in the most animalistic way possible.

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Knotting is a popular sub-genre of fiction that has become popular recently. The genre gives canine-type characteristics to male characters wherein the penile shaft enlarges as he approaches his orgasm to tie both him and his partner together for up to twenty minutes. The knot provides both a way to claim, and in case of a situation where pregnancy is a possibility, prevents sperm from leaking out.

While this can include Alpha/Beta/Omega play, heats, and similar genres, this isn't entirely required for this meme. For those interested in even edgier play, including full-out bestiality, there are options.

Please remember that this meme deals with topics not everyone may be comfortable with. Respect each other, don't cause wank, and don't forget to please exactly what you're comfortable playing!

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- Post your character, along with any preferences.
- Either let others roll for an option or set up your own scene in the top comment.
- Be respectful, don't force kinks someone might not be interested in.

you can have my everything
betrothed | your families decided long ago that you would mate when the time came.
claimed | you claimed your mate before someone else could. you did them a favor really.
destined | you love each other deeply and you have both known, deep down, that this would happen.
heat | neither of you planned on this, but the heat caught you off guard.
pregnant | your mate is already with your child, but that isn't stopping you from claiming them over and over again. you could also be trying for a child.
wildcard | do you have something else you want to play out? make up your own scenario!

my whole existence is flawed
actual animal - your partner is a werewolf, always a little bit fuzzy, or an actual animal you want to use for your pleasure (or maybe you're being coerced?).
stolen - you know they're mated to someone else, but you don't care. they will be yours, even if you have to kill their current mate or use other means.given | your mate was given to you or bought in exchange for some skill or good you possessed. maybe you did it to rescue them, maybe your desires are more twisted than that.
breeding | you need to carry on your bloodline and they're just for breeding, nothing more.
groomed - you have raised this person to be your absolute, perfect mate. you have given them no other options but to succumb to you in the end.
wildcard | do you have something else you want to play out? make up your own scenario!

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Scott... [That name has become a mantra, either that or Derek is just at a loss of words as he gazes up at Scott through heavy lidded eyes, fondly but with obvious lust and need. Scott's own jet black hair is soft between Derek's fingers, ruffled from all the stroking he does, careful enough not to scratch his scalp in the process.

He grunts, thrusting up to meet Scott when he lowers back down onto him, then pulls him into a kiss where they're connected deeply and fully once more. It's not nearly as desperate as the others before it, this one is slow and sensual, heavy and amorous. When there lips part his bright crimson eyes linger on Scott's eyes. He won't say how much he cares, that he loves Scott, too, but it's there as he looks at him.

After that, he meets the other wolf thrust for thrust, not taking away an ounce of control from him, but also not letting him get away with all the fun either.]

[Scott didn't care what the reason was anymore. Every time Derek says his name his heart feels tight in his chest and his cheeks flush all over again. The lust and need were definitely there, and Scott was definitely definitely feeling that way too, more than he'd ever felt before. He doesn't mind the scratches or even the slight stinging discomfort from being stretched further than he'd ever been before. He needed Derek, and the way the alpha says his name makes him feel important, special... Wanted by the alpha.

Derek... [He murmurs after the kiss, pulling back just enough so that he can look down at those crimson eyes. Derek might not have said it out loud, but Scott knew it was there now, it was impossible for him to miss. And the beta had no problems saying it out loud, even if he never thought that Derek would be the one he says it to and means it so much.] I love you, Derek...

[He doesn't stop riding his mate, getting more into it as he gets used to the invasion, though he's still a bit awkward about it, trying to find the rhythm but still not used to it and having to work with the limited space of the Camaro. He meets each of Derek's thrusts though as he finally can't hold back from touching himself anymore and reaches into his jeans to stroke himself in time with each thrust.]

I need you. [He places a small, chaste kiss on Derek's lips, finally willing to relinquish his control completely.]

[Well that was certainly one way of stealing your brooding alpha's breath away. Congrats, Scott McCall. Derek Hale hasn't heard those words in an awfully long time and to hear them again, and from someone he really didn't care for in the beginning, it's overwhelming. He's pretty sure underneath all the resentment toward the blood oath that he knew how Scott truly felt, but to have him say it...to actually hear those three words uttered to Derek.]

I love you, too, Scott. [He's ultimately floored and his heart aches with happiness and relief, it's like an unrelenting grip squeezing at his lungs and somehow it feels nice, he welcomes it. This will work. He just knows it will.]

No, let me. [Derek breathes, knocking Scott's hand aside to move his own up and down the younger wolf's already wet cock. He was taking full advantage of the control returned to him, wrapping an around Scott's lower back to hold him close and began rutting into as best he could considering the hindering space they were in. He can't hit his prostate like he wants, but he makes it work, and after a long while of just fucking into Scott, Derek can feel the base of his erection begin to swell.]

You're sure about this? [He asks again, choking back a whimper. As if he needs to sacrifice anymore dignity today.]

[Scott couldn't deny the connection he had to Derek, since the first night they'd met... Derek had always been watching out for him, even when he put himself at odds with the beta. If it hadn't been for the blood oath and the fact that he really didn't want to be Derek's beta at the time, he would have been more open to his feelings long ago.

Then Derek returns those words, and even though they sound weird from coming from Derek Hale, they meant everything to him, and he finally lets himself really give himself to the alpha and submit. He removes his hand and lowers himself to press his body as much against Derek's as he can. He holds onto him and just kisses at his mates neck while getting fucked. He's eased into the motions, and even with Derek's power behind each thrust, he felt relaxed.

He can feel the swelling though, and he moans each time that presses against his tight heat, burying his face in Derek's neck and breathing heavily. He wanted this. He knew what it would mean to be bonded to Derek at this deepest level, and he couldn't think of wanting anything else, even if he was still a bit worried his body might not be ready for it.]

Don't ask me that again. [He murmurs, pushing back more on knot.] This... This is how I want to be yours the most. [He'd have to be so defiant tomorrow to make up for all of this... but at least he hasn't whimpered yet.]

[Every kiss placed to his neck feels like it's cementing their love for the other. He's cognizant and receptive to every little thing that Scott does; every inhale of breath, heartbeat, each moan, so much so that it feels as though he's taking breaths for him or Scott for him. He can feel Scott fully giving himself over to Derek and it feels more than right. Like it's supposed to be.

He offers an airy chuckling before nodding once, moaning with each press the forming knot receives whenever he and Scott's bodies meet at the center. Both arms encircle the other werewolf this time to hold him closer to Derek, barely an open-mouth kiss to the teen's shoulder as Derek prepares himself.]

Okay... [It's the only warning Scott receives when Derek gives the final thrust to insert himself fully and completely inside his tight heat, drawing a faint growl that dies off into a moan just as faint. Within seconds they're secured, tied to one another and the bond between them now consummated as the knot continues to swell in size.]

[Safe... That's what this feeling was. Against his better judgment probably, with Derek's arm wrapped securely around him and the small kisses, Scott knew this was where he belonged, that he'd never feel as secure and wanted and loved as he does with Derek.

Each time the growing knot pushes against him gets a needy little groan from the beta, and his arms wrap tighter around Derek's shoulders. He can't help wanting to move with each thrust and keep the knot from pushing into him, but he forces himself to hold still, bracing himself against his mate, and trying to remember the way he was breathing to relax before.

And then it's inside him, and he feels stretched and filled in a way that he'd never been before, and the emotions that came along with it as the knot keeps growing, connecting them, is too much. Scott's eyes flash gold and he digs his claws into the palms of his hands to keep from hurting Derek or tearing at his car. He wants to sprawl out, arch his back, and howl. It's all too much, and his climax follows quickly after, a small whimper finally escaping him as he spills his load into Derek's hand and up his abs and chest.]

[Funny how Scott keeps making Derek feel all these things he'd never thought he'd have the privilege of knowing ever again. Safe definitely describes the warming sensation he feels; it's a distinctive warmth that's not easily confused with that of love and care. He's never been grateful to someone as much as he is to Scott now.

But then everything becomes too much to bear when Scott finally comes all over Derek's abs and chest, messy hand still milking him to completion, and in turn, squeezing Derek's knot more tightly than before. The alpha bites down onto Scott's shoulder to muffle one of his loud groans. It's not long after then that Derek's knot reaches its full size, ready to empty its contents into the younger wolf.]

Re-Relax. Just let it... [His words die as soon as he begins spill into Scott, filling him, and breathing shakily against his neck. Believe it or not, this was a first for the two of them; Derek had never gone so far as to knot anyone. Needless to say, it was something done so frivolously and words can't begin to describe how happy he is to share the moment with Scott.

That is until he blabs to Stiles, but he'll enjoy it for all it's worth.]

[Scott doesn't think he's ever come so hard, so much, or felt so unbelievably at ease fro it before as he does right now, and he can't help but whimper more, completely unashamed of the needy, begging noises escaping his throat as Derek bites his shoulder and the knot grows even more, locking them together.

He almost wants to laugh when Derek tells him to relax. Because he doesn't think it's even possible for him to relax at this point or even feel anymore relief than he does now. But then he feels Derek's release flooding his insides, breeding him and and cementing their bond. He was marked both inside and out as Derek's, and he couldn't have been happier.

Stiles was in for a story when they meet up again.]

It's so big... [Scott murmurs, flexing around the knot as he feels Derek pump more come into him. He knows that he should be embarrassed by this, that he normally would have been defiant and not wanted this as much as he did, but right now he was probably being more honest with himself and with Derek than he'd even been in his life. And he's rocking his hips again, trying to rub and stimulate his prostate with the other's knot, not wanting it to end yet.]

Usually how it is... [Derek remarks to Scott's wonder on how much Derek has stretched him from his knot alone. He tenses up, jerking and groaning as Scott decides to move against Derek and his swollen appendage. By now, it was probably big enough that it did continuously press up against his prostate, offering endless pleasure.

His hands slide up and down the long line of Scott's back, forehead pressed to the younger's shoulder as he allows him to draw out his own pleasure. Derek himself is still waist deep -- or more -- in his own that doesn't intend to dwindle away anytime soon; he's still coming in long hot ropes, his eyes narrowed to feverish slits as he pulls teasingly at Scott's spent cock.

The funny thing is, Derek had been worried about Scott streaking and staining his seats with blood while Derek would be the biggest offender. Over time, he could feel the knot beginning to shrink in size when he finally stopped filling his mate, and he could only imagine the mess that would follow. He took solace in knowing their discarded clothes could be of some assistance, but he was otherwise cleaning the car much sooner than he expected.]

You okay?

[Scott just huffs in response to Derek's remark, since he assumes that he's being teased about it. Reading about it, knowing to expect it, and actually feeling the swelling inside him were different things. He's only interested in the pleasure right now, Derek is still stroking him and helping to keep him hard, even though he's exhausted and doesn't have much left to give for the moment, while Derek on the other hand is still somehow hard and breeding him.

And the beta is doing all he can to encourage that, to keep Derek inside him as long as possible and his hands on his body. He's still resting against Derek's chest, but he keeps rocking and squeezing around the alpha's cock, wanting more of his come and to keep the knot inside him even as it starts to shrink down.]

Derek... [Scott pulls back just enough to look as his mate, silently asking if the alpha was joking by asking that, because the answer should have been obvious.] I feel great.

You should grab my phone though... Need to text Mom and tell her I'm not coming home tonight. [Because, yes, he's inviting himself to Derek's bed tonight.]

[He'll find no complaints from his alpha, who's there to enjoy the ride of the post-coital haze that befalls him, as well as Scott determined to draw this out as long as he could. Derek presses a small kiss to his uneven jawline just before scoffing at those words, then stopping short just after that.]

Pretty sure being the alpha's mate doesn't entitle you to do whatever you want. [There's hardly any heat behind it and a smirk creeps into his eyes with a raised brow. This actually isn't bad at all, not even close as he's expecting much worse later on. However, Scott wanting to spend the night with him makes his heart swell.]

You're not a momma's boy are you? I don't want to wake up to you in the middle of the night whining you miss her. [Derek Hale's back ~~mostly~~, though he's not hiding the obvious affection he bears for Scott. A change has already taken place within him. He hands Scott the phone, eyes teasing, yet almost reluctantly. He plans to make the message the most difficult Scott's had the pleasure of typing out; tweaking at his nipples, a feathering graze to the head of his shaft, whispering dirty things and sweet nothings into his ear...]

You sure about that, Derek? [He teases, squeezing around the knot again to hold onto it and make Derek groan, but he can tell it's starting to shrink, and he can feel his mate's seed starting to leak out around it.] I'm pretty sure I get to do a lot of whatever I want... Especially you.

[Scott rolls his eyes at the comment about being a momma's boy in favor of making sure she knows that he won't be home tonight. He slightly wonders if she'll worry when she sees that he's with Derek already, but the both knew it was coming.

He focuses on typing out the text, trying to squirm and avoid the teasing and tickling as he does so. This definitely wasn't a side of Derek that he'd seen before. The alpha was being playful, and while it was frustrating right now when he couldn't type a simple text, it was kind of endearing.] I'm trying to tell her that I'm yours now, jerk. Or would you rather not share a bed with me from now on? [He nips at Derek's lip, teasing mostly, but he is a bit worried underneath the playful tone of his voice.]

[His eyes now narrowed, his jaw shifts at the confidence within the words that spill from Scott's mouth. It's all he can do as Scott tries draw a groan from Derek, which he does succeed in pulling a grunt from him. It was worse than he thought, actually. If he kept this up, which Derek highly anticipates, he'll have to reassert himself as alpha.] Careful, Scott. Betas are betas for a reason.

[It's a side most haven't seen, the playfulness. He ends it not because of the chastening nip to his lip, but because he could sense the worry in Scott. Instead, he brushes his hand along Scott's side.]

You're safe with me. She'll see that soon. [He's not really convincing Scott so much as he is himself. He makes a silent noise as the knot givens even more, letting his milk from easier slide more freely down his cock.]

[Scott had meant for it to be something playful, though he was trying to kind of test the boundaries of their arrangement and feel things out. He knew that he was a beta now, but he didn't really feel like one. He felt like being Derek's mate made him something more, though he didn't know the limits of that still. Even if he wouldn't mind feeling Derek reassert himself again and again, he doesn't want to push too much or upset his mate.]

And you're my alpha. [He says it with more conviction than he could manage the first time. He didn't know how to be the docile, obedient beta that Derek must have wanted. He would probably challenge some of Derek's decisions still because he just couldn't help it... But he hoped that Derek wouldn't doubt that Scott was his, wholly and completely, and that Scott would be a loyal beta.] I'm not worried, Derek. I know you'll take care of me, and I'm going to protect you too.

[He's just happy that Derek was turning out to be everything that he was worried he wouldn't be, everything that Scott needed. He couldn't just out and say that though, so he focuses instead on something else he's been thinking about.]

Jeez, are you going to come like this every time we do this? [He groans, tugging on that not some more... Because he thought that he shot big loads, but Derek's dwarfed those completely.]

I'm your alpha. [It's said a bit softer than the conviction Scott displayed before him. And while he is Scott's alpha, he is also Scott's mate, to have, just as much he was Derek's. He can't speak to other wolf packs, however, his mother freely advised and corrected his father when he needed it. Derek stifles a laugh because the wolf sitting in his lap has been doing that for sometime now..] I'm yours. [He adds, a flash of half smile.]

You could have fooled me, but I'll take your word for it. [He lightly bumps his forehead to Scott's. He wants to deny all accusations that Derek would need protecting, but their frequent run-ins with the Kanima and hunters would disagree.]

It's not so bad when I don't have an actual body for the knot. Some kind of werewolf thing-- I'm not-- Hnn.. I'm not going to explain it, right now. [He grunts the answer, squeezing at the teen's legs. The werewolf body was highly sensitive and adapted, it knew when it was in the process of breeding and when it wasn't. Speaking of, that's one conversation he's not looking forward to having.]

You weren't complaining a while ago.

Mine. [He repeats the word softly, and seeing that small smile... He can't help but smile as well, his cheeks flushing just a little more. It was unbelievable that he was feeling this connected to his alpha. He always felt like they were connected by more than just the blood oath, so this was just cementing all of that for him. He was Derek's in every conceivable way.]

Hey, I didn't say anything about being worried after all of this. [He laughs a little as their foreheads connect, and he closes the rest of the distance to press his lips against Derek's, kissing him deeply. His arms finally move to wrap around Derek's shoulders, he relaxes around the know, the exhaustion and the bliss finally catching up to the part of him that didn't want this to end.]

And I'm not complaining now either. It's just... Wow. [Yeah, Scott obviously loved it.] The knot was kind of weird, but Stiles said it might be a thing, that breeding was a big deal. [And then he assumes incorrectly, and makes a misinformed joke.] At least it's not like I have to worry about puppies or anything. So it just feels really really good.

[Humming approvingly into the kiss, the alpha laces his fingers through Scott's hair, tugging at his bottom lip when the kiss was through.] You didn't have to. [A swipe of his tongue to Scott's bitten lip and it's then Derek as to find his control. He keeps this up and they're going for round two on the side of the road again.

And thank goodness it was a rarely used one, not to mention the pouring rain still offered some over.]

You spoke to Stiles about knotting? [He almost looks scandalized, nearly able to suppress it. Is that really what teenage friends discuss nowadays? Scott being a werewolf mostly likely came into play, but still. Why does he ever bother with them?

Suddenly he's shutting down, or tries to. He looks off to the side, lips pressed in a line.] Actually, Scott...you can. Become pregnant I mean.

[Scott wouldn't mind going another round, but it might be nice for them to go home first, maybe do it on a bed or at least somewhere that Scott can sprawl out or give Derek some attention as well. As hot as it was doing in on the side of the road in Derek's car, it kept his options rather limited.]

It came up after the bite. You know, as kind of a list of things that might change on the full moon before we figured things out. [Scott replies bashfully, because now it sounded embarrassed.] And he brought it up when I told him about the contract and that I needed to prepare for... What we're doing now. [He probably shouldn't tell Derek about how interested his best friend seemed in that external feature.]

[And then everything definitely shuts down, and he's torn between panicking and pushing Derek away and clinging to him for comfort. This was a joke right!? He knew that he was being given for the sake of the Hale family, but that was just... talk, right? He didn't think it was literally to restore the family. He didn't know how to deal with this, and Derek had just pumped him full of more come than the teen wolf thinks he's produced in his life.

He's trembling slightly, still holding onto Derek and trying not to show it. He tries to speak, but he feels numb and his mouth feels like it's full of cotton. He can barely choke out a word.] What?

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[He inhales deeply and is still avoiding Scott's eyes. There's no sense in trying to run from it now. They were going to have this discussion sooner rather than later considering everything involving the knot. Scott's body would try to... Derek knew he had to warn him about it, but now seemed like the worst time of all.

Everything feels so distant, even Scott as he continues to hold onto Derek (a surprise, that), he doesn't seem as close as he really is. Derek's mind, that keeps trying to escape and run, has reeled the older wolf out of reality and into the safe haven of his own self pity and despair. It's all over, he can't help thinking. It's all over and it's all his fault.]

It's a werewolf thing. Males can become pregnant, too. And because we've-- we're bonded now, mates. Your body's going to try and produce a baby. [There's a thoughtful pause and Derek almost wants to make a joke out of what's to come next, lighten the mood, and quickly thinks better of it. Now looking at Scott.] Unless you take birth control. Regularly...

[His hands hesitate at the beta's side, unsure if he should touch him or if he's even allowed to touch him now.] I should have said something sooner, I know-- I'm sorry.

[It was taking everything in him to not freak out, and he really was still on the inside. His body was trembling a little bit from nerves, and he wanted to... He didn't even know. Scream or be angry or anything, but he couldn't do any of that. He holds onto Derek because he needs the alpha. He can't imagine not having Derek with him, and while it was kind of scaring him that his body was apparently going to change in an attempt to bear children for his mate, he wasn't going to end anything.

It hurts that Derek won't even look at him now though. That's what bothers him the most. He needed Derek to be with him now, not to fall into his own darkness. So, Scott does the only think he can think of to bring Derek back, pressing his lips to the alpha's, kissing him deeply and pleading for him to not pull back.]

All I have to do is manage it, then. We don't have anything to worry about if I get the birth control? [He's thankful that his mom is a nurse now... Even if that's going to be an incredibly awkward conversation.

There's something he just has to ask, though.] I mean... Do you want kids?

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[It's a force of habit. He's been through so much trauma already that he automatically seeks to run in this sort of flight or fight situation. He's grateful for Scott that he's the one fighting while Derek tries to flee. Cowardly. That kiss though, it brings him back, frowning slightly at his betrothed before nodding. It's not fair to abandon him like this.]

As long as you're have birth control, you'll-- we'll be fine. [He lets his hand caress the side of Scott's face with the backs of his knuckles, admiring the courage he shows even now. Yeah, he needs this. Needs him.

And then just like that, Derek's gone. Not hiding, but thinking, wishing, hoping. Day-dreaming of what could be with Scott. Maybe when his family took advantage Scott's father's debt by signing the contract they had some hope of certainty their bloodline would go on. That's not why Derek did this, but to have a family of his own, of his blood... As quickly as he disappeared before, he returns, something distant in his eye and a gleam of hope. He continues to brush down to Scott's neck.]

I suppose so, yeah.

[Scott doesn't see what he's doing as fighting right now. He's just scared that there are more changes that come with being a werewolf, that not only was he willingly submitting to Derek with just a few hollow resistances now, but that he was physically becoming something different just so that he can bear the alpha's children. He wasn't letting Derek withdraw because Scott doesn't know what he'd do otherwise if he had to deal with this alone. Derek might not be the best at it, but Scott needed his support more than anything.

So he's leaning into the other's touch, tilting his head a little into the soft caresses. Even now, being with Derek felt so safe and right, and eventually, though he's still a bit shaky, he forces himself to calm down. He doesn't have to deal with this yet, so long as he started taking medication.]

I'm not ready for that, Derek. [He murmurs, looking down, as if he should be the guilty one now. He was way in over his head, and he really doesn't want to think about how he, a male, can become pregnant, or if they'll be born werewolves or whatever else could possibly happen.]

But... Someday. [He places a small, chaste kiss on Derek's lips. It was a small promise, that he would make Derek happy as best he could, and that... A long time from now, he'll be ready to start a family.]

So, if we get the meds, can we go home and do this again?

[For a second, his eyebrows furrow as he listens then suddenly chuckles softly with a shake of his head. Scott had definitely misunderstood.] Scott, I wasn't talking about now. It's too soon. Someday, maybe, yeah.

[Not to mention, who's to say they'd make good parents or even passable? Or if they'd still be together that far down the road? Quickly dismissing any thoughts of doubt, Derek smiles slightly at the younger wolf's eagerness to get back home. But after a thoughtful look the smile disappears.]

You're not going to go through your mother for the pills...are you? [He's sure she doesn't think very highly of him already, this would certainly be the icing on the cake.]

I knew that. [Scott blushes, burying his face in Derek's neck to try to cover up the embarrassment over the fact that he'd just promised to have Derek's kids one day when the other wasn't even thinking about that. He almost wants to kick himself for being so attached so quickly, that he's willing to give Derek anything he wanted.

He's thankful for the topic change at least, because it means that they can get away from this awkward topic... Only they move on to something else that might be even more uncomfortable for him. At least he wasn't trembling anymore.]

Uh... Unless you have a better idea? It's not like I can find a doctor that doesn't know her or me in town and say that I need birth control so my alpha boyfriend doesn't knock me up. [He tries to say it with some humor, but he's probably missing that mark.] She at least gets the werewolf stuff...

[It's the thought that counts, right? And Derek's beyond flattered, happy probably doesn't describe it even though his light smile barely cracks under the weight of happiness. He brushes a hand down the back of Scott's head when blushes and hides himself against his neck.]

There is a such thing as emergency contraception, you know? What have they been teaching you kids in Health and Sex-Ed classes? [On second thought, maybe the question ought to be: Does Scott even pay attention in those classes?]

All you have to do is visit a pharmacist for something over the counter, but to avoid the risk of your mom knowing...I'll do it. [He purses his lips because that's going to be one awkward visit. For both him and the pharmacist.]

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