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texts from last night

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caelus; honkai star rail

[receptacles]

( completed most recent patch. 2.2 spoilers welcome, just mark for other people. )

1 ► I'm fine I'm just thinking about him
2 ► I want you to know that I love every moment I've ever spent with you
3 ► waking up in the morning like wow i can't wait to go to sleep tonight
4 ► losing a competitive 1v1 eBay auction feels kind of amazing. not only do I not have to pay for the stupid thing I don't actually need, but I made my enemy (guy exactly like me) pay an extra 80,000 for it

1 - possible spoilers

[befehl]

Ah. Who's the crush of the week, Mr. Caelus?

( let him be funny )

[receptacles]

[ sunday pls... ]

I'm thinking about you.

[befehl]

That’s not good.
Perhaps it would be best if you didn’t touch my halo after all.

[receptacles]

That's not important right now. I mean, I still would, but...

I really wanted to tell you that the bird wasn't your fault.

[befehl]

( That got dark quick. )

I disagree. Even if the decision is woven into fate itself, it doesn’t change the outcome. I made a choice knowing those consequences and fault shouldn’t be lifted, much less by you. Only the divine gets to be the judge.

[receptacles]

Sometimes bad things just happen, Sunday.

You can't be personally responsible for everything in the universe.

Aeons can't, either.

[befehl]

In this case, incessant suffering and a miserable death that could have been avoided.

I can provide salvation to those who follow that fate, and the Aeons can watch if they so please just like they always do.

[receptacles]

So you haven't changed your mind?

[befehl]

( Leaves him on read. )

[receptacles]

[ that's fine. caelus can keep going. ]

I'm not angry with you.

I wish I could help you.

[befehl]

( Hours later. )

Enough of this, Mr. Caelus. You should preoccupy yourself with your journey and many tribulations. You already have your hands quite full, don't you? Whatever this is you're feeling, you should turn it to the people who would truly benefit from it.

And when you do, then that will be something worth smiling about.

[receptacles]

[ ...The fact that it bothered him enough that he still felt the need to reply hours later really says something, doesn't it... ]

You can't stop wishing you could've saved the bird. I can't stop wishing I could've saved you.

[befehl]

( Does it? )

Hah. Save me from what?

[receptacles]

You're lonely.

[befehl]

You're free to believe whatever you like about me.

( Yeah. )

[receptacles]

Robin said it, too. That you're really, really lonely.

I can't be her. I get that you probably want her. But I also get that there are things you feel like you can't tell her.

So, I'll be around, I guess. If you ever need me. I'll be here.

[befehl]

( He'll spread forgiveness across all like the divine warmth that guides him and he will wear those sins in their place. Because if not him, then who would? )

Don't bring her into this.

[receptacles]

Okay. I don't have to.

But I really would have liked to have spent two or three or infinite Sundays with you.

[befehl]

Regret is bitter, isn't it?

3;

[casketeer]

My, waking up and promptly feeling tired certainly doesn't bode well...

Sleeping poorly once more, Caelus?

[receptacles]

Haha... I guess a lot of stuff happened recently?

But I'm okay, I promise. I've actually been sleeping more than usual.

It feels weird to rest, though. I feel like I should be trailblazing.

[casketeer]

You know, bereft of context, this is a response quite filled with contradictions. You've slept more than usual, yet you look forward to sleeping more. Many things have happened, yet you're still resting to such a degree that it doesn't feel like trailblazing...

Well, granted, I do have some context. You're doubtless sleeping more of late due to where you're currently staying...seeing as that's Penacony's primary call to fame, after all. Let's see...could it be that the sweet dream doesn't actually impart much of a sense of rest at all, by the time you wake?

[receptacles]

[ ...he's truly so — ]

You know, Luocha
Sometimes I hate the fact that you're smart
It makes it really hard to lie to you

Yeah, I guess that's the problem...
I'm sleeping and I'm having fun, but I guess it's too much or something?
lol I feel like I understand now why you like making paper flowers
I wanna turn my brain off and do something like that

[casketeer]

( closes my eyes...pls don't look at how long it took me to finally get this overflowed ok, it's!! embarrassing!!! )