[ Nigel Thornberry voice ] Smashing!

[lemmehulksmash]

smash or pass (anon) meme

WOULD YOU LIKE TO PLAY A GAME except don't worry, calm down, this isn't a Saw-type game. No. It's scary in a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT WAY.

how to play
• comment with your character, preferences, and a pic or two if you're feeling generous.
• everyone else has been asked if they'd smash or pass. they'll let you know.
• after you tallied up the numbers, it's your turn. you can do the same to any and all top levels.

Comments

[entrinsic]

[ Oh, but that seed has already sprouted; it’s just not something Cheng Xiaoshi has paid much mind to up to now. But that’s where the issue comes in. He might not be as perceptive as Lu Guang, or as good at planning, but Cheng Xiaoshi isn’t stupid. He knows the discussion (???) they’d just had means something. He knows Lu Guang is keeping something from him, and it doesn’t take a genius to figure out the issue in question.

What Lu Guang says basically confirms it. What they have works, he says, which means there’s something in his mind that is different from what they have. ]

So, because something works, you shouldn’t mess with it at all?

[ That seems silly. Cheng Xiaoshi had been content with Qiao Ling before they’d met Lu Guang, but he doesn’t regret at all adding a third to their group. ]

[timescales]

[ Shame Lu Guang doesn't realize that. He thinks he's protecting Cheng Xiaoshi, that it isn't too late to backpedal because he isn't conscious of where he's trying to lead them. It's wishful thinking—naive, even. He knows Cheng Xiaoshi is smarter than this, but for his own reasons he doesn't want to believe it.

Not right now. ]

Not when messing with it could ruin everything.

[ Cheng Xiaoshi… how can he risk losing you over some—some physiological impulse? This will pass. He knows that because it's never been a problem before. ] Just listen to what I'm saying and forget whatever it is you're thinking.

[entrinsic]

[ As if Cheng Xiaoshi would let Lu Guang go that easily! Just because something doesn't work out... does he really think Cheng Xiaoshi is that shallow? That he'd throw away all the things they've been through because whatever it is they're moving towards doesn't work out?

He makes a face, very clearly the kind that means he's not letting this go. ]

Would you knock it off? You're always doing this, like you think I can't handle things, and then you deal with it by yourself.

[ Meanwhile, Cheng Xiaoshi is right here. ]

If you're scared, you can just say so.

[ Ah- That sounds mean, but he doesn't mean it like that. Hell, Lu Guang has seen Cheng Xiaoshi a terrified mess more times than he'd like to remember. ]

[timescales]

[ His entire body seizes, a chill coursing through his entire body that leaves him breathless. Scared? Him?

He wants to deny it. Insist he isn't afraid, only being rational. Even the strongest of friendships are liable to break under pressure, and that isn't something he can afford to risk. He—isn't like Cheng Xiaoshi. He can no longer fix his mistakes, and he can't let Cheng Xiaoshi go back to fix them either.

He doesn't notice the way his hand balls into a fist, shaking from the strength of his grip. Without warning, he turns to stare coolly into Cheng Xiaoshi's eyes. ]

We can't undo our mistakes. [ Like everyone else, they only have one chance to get things right, one chance to have no regrets. Ordinarily, this would go without saying—but because Cheng Xiaoshi has the power to truly change things, they have to be even more careful.

At the same time… His jaw tenses as he turns away, his mind flicking through option after option.

If Cheng Xiaoshi doesn't feel anything after a single kiss, there really is no harm in trying. So is he afraid there is something here? Is that why he's resistant? ]

…but we can take one step. [ He relents, though only just. He tries his best to ease the tension from his body as he tilts his head to the side and holds his hand out to Cheng Xiaoshi. Holding hands is enough for now. ]