say no names here...

[anon_jigen]

FIVE THINGS



The Rules:
1. Post with your characters name/canon and write 5 IC things about/to 5 peeps, don't say who they are for!
1.5. If you have more people to write things to, feel free. This can include people in your games, people you play with on memes, canonmates in general.
2. Go around and yell at/talk with/mourn alongside other peeps.
3. Potentially guess that jerk is talking about you, wtf.
4. Profit???

(taken from memebells, with thanks to ratherstiffsock.)

Comments

Danny Chase | DC Comics | OTA

[telekinesis_kills]

1. All I really wanted was to be seen as cool. Like you are. And I wanted to be your friend, you big jerk.

2. You needed me and my skills after all, and that was enough to make me happy at the end.

3. You give me even the littlest hint of a word, and I'll go beat the shit out of your crappy mentor.

4. I hate that I'm still afraid of you. I hate that I can't think of you without remembering how badly you hurt me.

5. Even if I say the wrong things sometimes, all I want is for you to be okay.

Claire Bennet ∞ Heroes ∞ OTA

[infinite1ups]

1) Wasn't expecting to have a crush on you but I am with silly feelings!
2) I'm so damn hearteyes for you, you make me so soft.
3) You deserve nothing but the best and I hope we stay friends for a long time.
4) Our little text conversations make me really happy. I hope I don't annoy you.
5) I hate you, but I'm also bored without you around, which makes me hate you more.


( The first four are all RP-related. :3 )

[captainflappy]

1. Can't say I agree with your decision. Your life, and I support you, but...... I'm concerned that you were hurting too hard when you made it, and you're gonna end up regretting it.

2. I know it was for a good cause, and hell if we didn't need it, but I wish I could still talk to you.

3. You're a better person than you think you are. He didn't leave because you suck. I hope one day you'll figure that out.

4. Flying with you was like nothing else, man. I'll see you again one day.

5. Know you weren't my little sister, but I kinda felt like you were my little sister in law. Wish I could've been around to help you, for his sake. For yours, too.

Maedhros | the silmarillion | ota

[holdshisown]

1. I'm sorry I left you behind, I never meant to abandon you like that...

2. I miss you, I regret not chosing to stay with you instead of him.

3. Why? Why did neither of you even have the decency to at least send word to me about what had happened?

4. I don't think I will ever manage to forgive you.

5. It should have been me... it was my plan, I should have been the one to die for it.

Loki / MCU

[coldsong]

((Canon-related))

1. I always knew my place. You were the one who got confused.

2. If you had been willing to listen to me for just five minutes, everything could've been different. I just find it hard to believe you were so malevolent that you couldn't have been won over.

3. Guilt is the worst motivation for heroism I have ever heard of. You will never be free of it. There is no ledger.

((RP-related))

4. Someone is lying to you. I don't know who, or what the lie is, but I know it's there. Yet I have no proof, and it's maddening. If I ever catch them I will tear them apart.

5. If you could see yourself through my eyes, you would never doubt again.

3+5

[counterstep]

"Maybe, but it doesn't change how I feel." He crosses his arms defensively. "What else am I good for if not helping? If I'm supposed to use what I have."

At least, he cares a little more about his safety these days. At least, some are benefitting from the outcome.

[coldsong]

"Unless I am much mistaken, you didn't ask for what you have. You are not obligated to use it for anyone's benefit at all, not even your own." Loki seems agitated, but there's a sense it's not specifically directed at Bucky. Related to him, but not at him.

"Everyone who starts out as a hero ends up as a villain in somebody's eyes. You're beginning from an even more precarious position than most. I just... there's no way it ends well, and I don't want to watch you get hurt."

"Why are you so determined? Tell me that. Is it guilt? Honor? Restlessness?"

[counterstep]

It's rare that they're ever at odds anyway, and even if the frustration had been directed at him, Bucky wouldn't have held it against Loki. But the conviction in him prevents his ability to steer so simply away from what feels like a dire imperative within his chest, his limbs.

To Loki's question, he shifts his posture slightly, discomfort as he seeks an answer.

"All of them? Maybe. I. Have to do something anyway. Or I. I don't feel right. And with the rest, well."

The rest is a mess. How many times has he revisited the thoughts and still felt unable to answer, even himself? There's a reason why he hasn't sought therapy again, since his pardon. Everything is still far too difficult to sift through, and the suffocating grip the wonderings often leave in his chest only make the soldier avoid them even more.

"It feels like if I stop, then my heart will, too. Or my brain. My. Everything. Will just stop." Vague as it is, he knows no other way to describe the feeling.

[coldsong]

It's a point on which they disagree vehemently, and even if they're not angry at one another for the disagreement, it's a prickly, uncomfortable conversation. Loki clasps his hands behind his back, always a sign of discomfort for him, then changes his mind and folds his arms across his chest. He's not meeting Bucky's eyes as he talks, focusing instead on the middle distance between their feet--but as long as Bucky has known Loki at this point, he may recognize that as a sign that he's really trying to listen and understand.

"It's less the physical risks that scare me with you than the emotional ones." He says after a moment. "I know you could be physically hurt, or worse, but I grew up next to Thor gallivanting all around the Realms like a fool and exposure inured me to that sort of risk, I suppose."

That doesn't mean he likes the thought of Bucky getting hurt, but it's easier to accept. "You're already hurting inside," he goes on, trying to explain. "And you feel like you have to do this anyway, court more pain. I don't--no, I mean, I do understand a little, because there's a part of me that can't leave well enough alone, either, but I don't expect anything out of it aside from increased annoyance."

"Maybe you don't expect gratitude either. Neither of us is going to get it, though you're far more deserving." He runs his fingers through his hair and adds: "I don't like this business about making amends. I don't like how much you blame yourself for your actions when you were captive and brainwashed, and I especially don't like how willing everyone else seems to be to blame you."

"I don't trust the world not to take your goodwill and use you, and give you nothing in return." He concludes with a shaky sigh, and finally meets Bucky's eyes again. "And maybe I'm projecting a little. But I want you to be safe."

Clint Barton/Hawkeye | MCU

[eyeofthehawk]

1. Aw... C'mon! I even wrote my name on them this time.

2. Ok, so you were right about branding but who's going to actually buy it?

3. I know your bravado was a lie, that there was more going on than what you showed and on consideration, I understand.

4. Our relationship would've never worked, I always seem to sabotage them in some way and I never wanted to hurt you.

5. You were my mentor, one of my best friends and the older brother I actually wanted, why did you do something so stupid?

Kabal | Mortal Kombat | OTA

[hooked_on_kaballin]

1. You'll never know what it meant that somehow, some way...I was worth it, even after everything that I did...that saved my soul and I don't think I ever said thank you.

2. You're so sweet and pretty, I don't know what you see in me but I'd be lying if I said my heart didn't beat a little faster when you squeeze my shoulder and whisper cute stuff to me. A gentleman doesn't kiss and tell, so don't worry. Your secrets are safe with me.

3. With friends like you, who needs enemies, you fucking fuck. At least you taught me that even I have limits. Jesus Christ. I'm glad we're done.

4. Hey, I have no issues helping out the SF once in awhile but I'm not really a joiner, you know? I go my own way...but I'm more than happy to pop up every so often and be a pain the the Dark Side's well...side, you know?

5. You look so much like your mom it is crazy but you open your mouth and your dad comes out. Wild. I wonder what my kids would be like if I had any?

Vash | Trigun Stampede

[dontdeserve]

1. I miss you.

2. I wish you'd look at me and see me, rather than what you want me to be and I'm not.

3. I'm sorry.

4. You're the most surprising person to ever walk by my side, and I'll miss you when the time comes to go our separate ways.

5. Thank you.