"Nothing worse than losing you," Steve murmurs softly.

It's all too easy to remember Bucky falling and the grief that had torn him to shreds. Steve hurt even now thinking about it.

Bucky is right there though. Steve looks down at him with a sad smile. He's here. That's what matters right now. Bucky's still here and Steve has him back. There's no reason to grieve anymore. He shakes his head a little to snap himself out of the memories.

"Any update on that food?" he asks, moving the subject away from that dark and painful part of his life.