And at this point I’m afraid to ask

[enya]

the personal questions meme Because nothing's off-limits! how to play - comment with your character. - in roll the...personal questions. you knew what was coming. you read the title. - tell the truth. lie. deflect. get mad, sad, glad, or creeped out. get personal. - be nosy to others!

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[messenger]

I... could.

[ he won't, but he could. ]

[cosmic_bomb]

But you won't. Y'know what Dean would say? "Grow a pair" [He says as he tries to mimic Dean's deep crunchy voice. Might just sound more like the Batman tho.]

[messenger]

[ lmao. jack. you're not wrong. ]

I think Dean would say some other things to me if I asked to marry him.

[cosmic_bomb]

Like "yes"?

[messenger]

[ more like "are you crazy?"— at least, that's what cas thinks. ]

Is that what you think? You might have a more objective point of view than I do, but I'm not sure it's... completely objective.

[cosmic_bomb]

You could either be told yes or no. It's a 50% chance he'd say yes. I try to be optimistic.

But sure... maybe he's too "manly" for marriage.

[messenger]

It's an admirable trait.

I don't know if it's rejection I'm afraid of, or if I'm just worried it'll make things awkward between us. After everything we've been through, I'm not sure it's fair of me to... "rock the boat".

[ that's the saying, right? ]

[cosmic_bomb]

I suppose that's a fair fear to have... I could ask him for you?

[messenger]

Jack, you shouldn't have to do that. Not that I don't appreciate the offer— But I'll... I'll talk to him.

[cosmic_bomb]

But if I ask him and he says no, then you don't have to ask him and make things awkward. It's a great plan!

[messenger]

It's not that it's a bad plan... [ it's just he would be completely pathetic asking his own kid to ask his not!husband if he wants to marry him. or if he's interested in marriage.

but who is he kidding, really? god someone help him. ] What do you... plan on asking him, exactly?

[cosmic_bomb]

[Jack would love to step in place of god. It's his job now.]

Like the way I asked you. He won't know it's from you.

[messenger]

[ he's gonna be a lot better at it than chuck was.

castiel rubs the back of his neck, nervous. ]

... All right. That should be fine. I think.

[cosmic_bomb]

Sweet! I'll ask him next time I see him.

[messenger]

Thank you, Jack.

[cosmic_bomb]

Cas... am I a tool?

[messenger]

Jack— No. Of course not.

[cosmic_bomb]

I was called a tool because I don't think all cops are bad.

[messenger]

Ah, that's... [ not quite the situation he was expecting. ] Jack, you aren't a tool. But humans in positions of power tend to abuse it. I'm not entirely sure it's something we can ever really appreciate, with the kind of abilities that we possess naturally.

[cosmic_bomb]

Would it be better if there was no humans in such positions? I always thought humans invented the police to help people...

People already feel unsafe... Crime is wide spread... So I guess... They aren't really helping? But wouldn't things get worse if they didn't exist?

Maybe people would adapt... They managed it before. But I don't know... What about those whom aren't capable of holding their own?

[His head is spinning as he paces back and forth. He was trying to think of a better solution.]

Maybe I'm a moron...

[messenger]

Jack— Jack.

[ cas reaches out and places a hand on his shoulder to stop him. it's a complicated scenario. but ultimately— ]

I know you want to help people. But we can't interfere. Not on the level you're thinking.

[cosmic_bomb]

I... Yeah. You're right... We can't. I'm just sad that people are suffering from those whom are supposed to help them. It's not right.

You think they'll be alright? That they'll fix it themselves?

Before the cops kill everyone?

[messenger]

Honestly, I would be more worried about global warming.

[ humans are a total and utter mess, you gotta give 'em that. ]

[cosmic_bomb]

Yeah... I get that better. Like they know what's going on and how to stop it but chose not to.

[messenger]

They're a short-sighted species.

But then, do I really have any place to judge them? I've made more than my fair share of mistakes for the same reason.