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abbacchiohno ([personal profile] abbacchiohno) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet2022-07-28 05:23 am
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A QUESTION FOR A QUESTION



YOU MAY KNOW EACH OTHER ALREADY - OR YOU MAY NOT. UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, YOU'RE NOW PASSING THE TIME ASKING EACH OTHER QUESTIONS. IT'S A GAME! A QUESTION FOR A QUESTION. YOU START OFF ASKING YOUR OPPONENT A QUESTION OF CHOICE AND IF THEY ANSWER IT, THEY'RE ALLOWED TO ASK YOU A QUESTION IN TURN. THE RULES ARE SIMPLE, ONLY AS LONG AS YOU ANSWER THE OTHER PERSON'S QUESTIONS ARE YOU ALLOWED TO ASK QUESTIONS YOURSELF, BUT THERE IS NO EXPECTATION OF TRUTHFULNESS HERE, LIE IF YOU MUST OR WANT, JUST KEEP THE MOMENTUM GOING.

How to play -
1. Comment with your character's name, fandom and preference.
2. If you want, leave a question in the comment field that your character is asking their opponent. Or don't. I'm not the cops.
3. Pick other characters to question and have fun!
dressedtothe: (crunching the numbers)

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-07-29 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[All the time, ever since he learned some painful truths. The neverending spiral of life and death over nothing. What was the point of it all?

But much of 9S' expression is hidden by the 'blindfold' over his eyes and he manages a passable imitation of mild confusion.]


Sir. I am an android, created by humans and made in their image. While I'm aware of the human concept of God, I'm not sure that question applies to me.

[A beat, a curious lilt to his voice.]

Do you think about that a lot? What's your answer to why you were created?
messenger: brows raised, speaking (❝ subject name here ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-07-29 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
I know why I was created. To serve the Lord, as one of His soldiers. Granted, I rebelled a long time ago.

[ and then things got complicated. but pride is bad enough on its own, and then you go and give it to a powerful celestial creature? what did you expect to happen? he's not about to jump into all of that right away, though. ]

It might still apply to you. Most humans don't really think of the reality of God. Just their image of Him. Even we... [ he pauses, stops and restarts. ] Even most of us haven't met him.
dressedtothe: (crunching the numbers)

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-07-29 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
[The implication of who or what this guy is, is a little lost on 9S. But he gets it, what it's like serving a master he has never met. Rebellion... the bitter part of him wishes it were so easy.]

What did you do? After you rebelled?

[He has to know.]
messenger: far shot, neutral (❝ taste of blood ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-07-29 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
I tried to fix things in Heaven. And when that failed... Well, I've been here on Earth ever since. I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing.

[ he shrugs; it bothers him less than the idea of never making penance. ]

I want to help my people— I owe a responsibility to them. Of course, they've made it very difficult.

Do you think of humanity as a sort of deity? Since they created you?
dressedtothe: (step on me 2B)

WHOOPS i hit enter too early

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-07-29 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[9S frowns. Heaven? Did humans serving as God's soldiers reside with Him? Information from the old world was remarkably hard to find, though he had some understanding of gods and human belief in them. But the details were sparse, difficult to understand without the appropriate context.

He wonders if he would do the same as this guy, were he to cut ties and be set adrift. He likes to be useful, but could he go on like that?]


Well... [9S hedges.] It's hard to form an opinion on someone I never met. [A wry smile, given who he thinks he's talking to.] We were made in the image of humans, and humans were... [he sounds a little uncertain] made in the image of God? But if humans like you can rebel against your God, then maybe androids like me don't need humanity either?
Edited 2022-07-29 03:42 (UTC)
messenger: brows raised, speaking (❝ so hard ❞)

hahaha np np

[personal profile] messenger 2022-07-29 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ well, he can understand that— his opinion of God seems to change more and more over time, and he knows this is because all of his preconceptions were formed based on what he was told to feel, and not the reality. of course, God is still his father. absent or not, that's not going to change.

he's listening intently— interested, obviously, but his expression shifts near the end, like he wants to say something. he waits until 9S is finished, though. ]


I'm not human. I'm an angel. [ and, with the assumption that he doesn't know what that is— ] A celestial creature. This body is human, but my true form can be... dangerous, to those who would witness it.
dressedtothe: (step on me 2B)

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-07-29 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[A... creature? That's weird.]

So you imitate humans instead?

[Is that insulting? Androids were created in the shape of humans and imitated them, but they took great pains to not be exactly like them. But if humans worshipped God and angels are God's soldiers, maybe that's alright?

Still, the politeness in his demeanour slips a little; humans are his creator, not God.]


So... do you just make a body you like? Could you look like something else? Say, I dunno, a boar or something?
messenger: far shot, looking down at self (❝ questionable fashion choices ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-07-29 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
No. I have to ask a human's permission and possess them— This was Jimmy Novak.

[ he glances down at himself, rearranging his clothes like he's trying to neaten them, although he does nothing of the sort. like he doesn't know the concept of "neat". ]

Jimmy died a long time ago, though. He's in Heaven. So I'm the sole inhabitant of this body.

Would you prefer the shape of an animal? Granted, humans are animals too, but...
Edited (i keep forgetting this is q4q lol) 2022-07-29 16:45 (UTC)
dressedtothe: (wretched weaponry)

lmao I keep forgetting too

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-07-30 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[A spark of white hot anger flashes through him, faster than he can process why, catching 9S by surprise.]

He's dead?

[9S bites back the words threatening to spill from his mouth -- why didn't you protect him? -- before he says something idiotic. No, humans died all the time. Maybe Jimmy died from old age? There's a lot he doesn't understand, the fragments of human knowledge that androids dredged up seeming wholly inadequate in the face of all this.

And this unexpected anger flashing through him with no apparent source leaves him feeling off centre, like his gyros are in need of calibration.

Ignoring the question posed to him, 9S presses--]


Wait, so you shared his body? Then how is it you're alive and he's dead?

[He tries not to sound accusatory but it comes out that way anyway.]
messenger: looking down, staring at hands, melancholy (❝ to rearrange the stars ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-07-30 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ his anger is, actually, not all that misplaced. but the answer to his question is complicated, and cas hedges. how does he explain without delving into the part of the story where god brought him back from death several times for no good reason?

well. he's sure he had a reason at the time.

perhaps it doesn't matter. this boy— this android— doesn't seem to know much about humanity in the first place. would he really find it that shocking? ]


I did die. God brought me back. But he let Jimmy go on to Heaven. I don't know why.
dressedtothe: (it's the end for you and me)

I'm sorry Castiel is on the receiving end of 9S' ire

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-07-31 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
No...

[Why would the humans' God do that? Why? Why!? The question echoes in his head; there's no point asking when the man, no, creature, already said he didn't know why.

9S clenches his fists.]


Then why are you still in that body? It's not yours!

[He's never met Jimmy but this angel continuing to haunt his body seems deeply profane. He'd heard a little about how humans honoured their dead and this isn't it.]
messenger: exasperated, eye roll (❝ and it's harder as anything else ❞)

HAHAHA ITS OK poor 9S.............

[personal profile] messenger 2022-07-31 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ well, he could understand if his anger were coming from a place of defensiveness for jimmy's life— he deserved better than what he got. cas knows that much. but even though he has a vague inkling of the importance of death rituals to humanity, most of his experience comes through a practical bent. hunters always burn their dead, because of the danger of ghosts, undead, and the like. ]

Technically, it is mine. Lucifer was able to possess me, with my consent. If it were still Jimmy's, that wouldn't have worked.

[ he shakes his head a little— he's probably not interested in that kind of minutia. ]

I need this body. I can't properly exist in this world without it.
dressedtothe: (it's time for you to go to hell)

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-08-01 09:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Castiel is right; 9S doesn't care for such irrelevant details.]

Then possess someone or something else.

[The vehemence behind his words twists his expression.]

You did it before, didn't you? You can do it again. Just because you're what was left behind doesn't make that body yours.
messenger: shrugging, side-eye, exasperated (❝ shut the fuck ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-08-01 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I won't take another human from their family. If you're concerned about them, you should understand why this is preferable.

[ he sighs— it's really beyond his understanding, that one would be more concerned with jimmy's body than the life of another living human. ]

This way, no one is hurt. Jimmy deserved better than the fate he was handed, but it's done now.
dressedtothe: (wretched weaponry)

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-08-03 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[And just like that, 9S' processors shudder to a halt, torn between two equally unacceptable options. Family was important to humans, wasn't it? The machine network devoured all it could about humanity, to better imitate it. And machines -- both networked and not -- regularly came back to family. A mother and son. A big sister and her little sister. Child, child, child.

Brother.

It doesn't stall him for long, however, but the expression on his face turns pinched, like he's unthinkingly taken a bite from a lemon without knowing the unpleasantness in store for him.]


You said your true form is dangerous to those who see it.

[Words he would normally keep to himself leave his mouth in a fit of pique.]

What a stupid design. Do all angels have to possess humans then to not be dangerous? What did that even mean?
Edited 2022-08-03 05:22 (UTC)
messenger: exasperated, weary, looking down (❝ oh my god ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-08-03 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
My true from is about 300 meters tall, and any human who lays eyes on it would have their eyes burnt from their head. My true voice is... also impossible for them to hear without being damaged. And yes, all angels are beholden to this restriction.

It's inconvenient, admittedly. I'd rather not have to possess a human to live among them— But we were created first. So really, it's their design that's inconvenient.

[ castiel plucks at the lapel of his coat half-heartedly. he doesn't seem offended in the least. but, well, he's heard far worse. most people reacted fairly negatively to meeting him when he first set foot on earth. ]

I always assumed there was some reason for it, but God doesn't talk to us any more than He talks to them.
Edited 2022-08-03 08:35 (UTC)
dressedtothe: (something stinks in here)

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-08-03 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Wh-

The anger and disdain gets swapped out for childish indignation.]


Hey! If humans were created later, that means they're an upgrade.

[Obviously proven by the fact he has to use a human body to do whatever it is he's doing. Clearly.]

What's the point of being so big anyway? Bigger doesn't mean better. What can you even do at that size?
messenger: brows furrowed, squint (❝ how long have we been here ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-08-03 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not saying they aren't, but it still makes no sense to build us with such incompatibilities. Size is irrelevant. In Heaven, space isn't physical, and neither are our bodies.

[ he gives a shrug and scratches his cheek. ]

It's strange to hear you get defensive of them. Most humans don't even like other humans that much.
dressedtothe: (a high-end model)

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-08-06 10:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Maybe this guy should ask God that... if he even could. Another reason humans were superior; even the latest model androids can interact with the older models just fine.]

Well, that's what makes them so special! They're not built for cooperation like us androids, but they still lived together despite not always getting along.

[Humans pursued war, but they were also capable of great love... At least that's how he understands it.

But they're gone now.

Somehow, he keeps a smile on his face.]


You don't find that interesting?
messenger: looking down, lips parted (❝ that god has ever made ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-08-07 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
Most of the angels don't get along anymore either, and they still live together, too. Not that I don't find it interesting, it's just...

[ how does he put this? he frowns, almost as though to himself. ]

It's sad, to watch them suffer. They kill themselves, both figuratively and literally, over the most inconsequential things. They can't even conceive of how short their lives are.
dressedtothe: (crunching the numbers)

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-08-09 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
I...

[For a moment, 9S seems at a loss for words. He's poured through so many old world records as well as those stored on the machine network, he knows, intellectually, that's what happens.

He thinks about his own life.]


Maybe... maybe it's because their lives are so short. Every moment would seem precious then, wouldn't it? The things that seem so unimportant... maybe to them, it means the world.
messenger: earnest, lips parted (❝ how is this s4 ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-08-12 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
But then why not spend more time with those who truly matter to them? Doing things that truly mean something? I don't think I'll ever understand it.

[ in the same way a human can't possibly begin to conceptualize the millions of years he's been alive for, he can't conceptualize being here for such a short time. it's just not possible. ]
dressedtothe: (Default)

[personal profile] dressedtothe 2022-08-16 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Genuinely curious, 9S can't help but poke and pull at the threads of conversation offered.]

What sort of things would you say 'truly mean something'? What would you do instead, then?

[9S idly kicks at the ground. This other guy makes it sound like there's some kind of lofty goal humans should aspire to.]
messenger: far shot, neutral (❝ taste of blood ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-08-16 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Doing what... makes them happy, I suppose. No two humans find meaning in the same thing.

[ it's a bit difficult for him to conceptualize. he's never truly considered his own happiness. ]

What I would do is besides the point.