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Angst Meme

ANGST MEME

Sometimes we all want to play some angst and see just how far our characters will fall.
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1. just depressed.
Things are tough, you're feeling worn out, or whatever the case, you're depressed. You need help or someone else thinks you do anyway.

2. abandoned.
You were left behind by everyone you hold dear and now you're forced to see how well they've adjusted, how happy they all are while you're screaming inside.

3. sick.
Cold, flu, or something even worse, all you can do is lay back and let someone take care of you.

4. fight.
You've been fighting nonstop with the other person and it just keep escalating.

5. break up.
You're being broken up with and they won't reconsider... Damn.

6. separated.
For some reason, you've been separated from the other person for a long time.

7. kidnapped.
You've been held captive for how long now? Maybe they've been torturing you even, using your blood to write ransom notes, threatening to cut off fingers to send next, etc. Rescue is on the way though, right?

8. beaten up.
Just because someone didn't like you or maybe they wanted something you had, whatever the case is, you're coming home sporting some nasty wounds and bruises.

9. jealousy.
You just have this undeniable jealousy suddenly and you need to let it out.

10. cheated on.
This goes beyond just suspicion and you have full on proof of what your lover has done. How do you handle it?

11. apathetic.
You're not sad, you're not happy, you just... don't feel much anymore. The sparkle of life has gone right out of you and you're just going through the motions now.

12. addicted.
Drugs, alcohol, whatever your drug of choice is, you can't fight the draw and you can't draw yourself out of the hole, but the other person is going to try.

13. bad romance.
You know this isn't good for either of you, but you can't stop now.

14. fear.
Nightmares, the feeling someone is following you, etc. You can't shake the feeling.

15. insanity.
You're seeing things and hearing them, waking up only to realize you've done things you don't remember or you're in a place you weren't before. You're losing it and you don't know what to do.

16. guilt.
It's eating you up inside and you have to tell someone about it now. You want to be punished and you won't take no for an answer.

17. loss
You've lost something dear to you.

18. wild card.
Combine some options or make your own!

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I'm not pretending! It's one thing if you're wearing all the make-up, but this is different!

[He couldn't help and find himself getting passionate about Junko's low self-esteem. The fans have seen them dancing and giving it their best on stage, but Kotarou has seen everything about them behind the scenes. He might've been a mere errand boy who was here against his will at first... But things have changed. Kotarou walks over to stand behind Junko and pulls her into a hug.]

Even right now... I can see that you're working so hard and that's one of the most amazing things about you, Junko-san. It doesn't matter if you're a zombie or not... I like you for who you are.

[Junko gasps at Kotarou’s words. The hug is a surprise but it’s not unwelcome, in fact as his arms wrap around her she discovers it’s something she desperately needs. She leans back into him and places her hands over his. It’s such a weight off her just to hear someone say they like her for herself. She can’t help but get flustered by the moment.]

Do you really? I mean thank you, I think you’re nice too.

Hahaha... Man, you're gonna make blush back here! But, uh... Thanks a lot.

[It was a good thing that Junko couldn't see him from behind because he actually was blushing. Her body was quite warm despite being undead... And honestly, Kotarou didn't mind that either. He really did like Junko even if she were living or zombie. Though he realized that he had to keep the massage going as he gingerly moves his hands to touch Junko's shoulders and starts to massage those too. His fingertips switch between gentle and firm motions to see if he could work out any kinks back there.]

How do your shoulders feel? I can even go down to your back if you want me to.

Huh? Oh yes, I’d appreciate if you could get my shoulders and my back.

[She’d been so distracted by his arms around her, she had almost forgotten about the massage. She wanted to continue though, because in addition to being relaxing, it was comforting to feel the muscles in her body connect to each other. It calmed her fears about herself. The producer may have viewed Kotarou as an errand boy but he was quickly becoming a key part of the group, especially to Junko.]

Would it help if I lay down for this. We’re on the beach so it shouldn’t be a problem.

S-Sure! Uh... If you want me to be really effective, then you're gonna have to take off your shirt. I, uh... I need to see some skin if I wanna feel the creaks back there.

[It took a bit of effort for Kotarou to say this. He's still surprised that she did not push back regarding his hug and she was willing to let him give her a massage in the first place. Unlike her fans, he felt like he's gotten more close to her than any of them have. While he had some pride in it, Kotarou tries not to let it go to his head. But he couldn't deny that there were definitely some advantages hanging around an idol group of girls.

Awkwardly turning his back, he clears his throat. He could feel his heart racing loudly in his chest. Junko was one of the more petite members, but he did not see that as a flaw in any way.]

I'll give you some time to... Well, y'know. Just lemme know whenever you're ready!

[Usually Junko would never have even considered it, but she felt really close to Kotarou and the other girls kept telling her the rules of being an idol had changed since her days, so maybe it was ok. Being a natural introvert she’d taken to the rules about idols not dating easily, but she didn’t want to be alone forever.

She steeled her courage and pulled her top off over head. She was still wearing her bra of course. She lay down on a soft spot in the sand.]

Kotarou. I’m ready now.

R-Right! Uh... Gimme a second!

[Because Kotarou had to mentally prepared himself. They were getting more intimate than he was expecting... He really did like Junko a lot, so this felt like they were going into something much more than a simple massage. Especially from hearing the sounds of Junko pulling off her top and saying that she was "ready". He swallows hard before he turns around and walk over to kneel next to Junko. The sight of her bare back was simulating him along with her cute looking bra.]

Alirght... Here I go, Junko-san. Tell me if you feel uncomfortable in any way...

[Reaching out, he starts with her shoulders as he feels her joints with his fingers. Her bra straps were still in the way, but it wasn't a huge hinderance for now. He could still massage her shoulders like this. It wasn't until he moves down to her lower back that he swallows again and notices her bra hooks...]

If... If... I wanna get your whole back, then I'm gonna need to take your bra off. Is that okay with you?

[Junko hoped lying facing away from him hid how much she was blushing at his touch. She had no idea where he’d learned this skill but his hands were magical. She could feel the tension from the long day of rehearsal melting away. She was pulled out of her relaxation by his statement. She thought it over for a minute before answering.]

If it’s you, I’m okay with it. Would you mind unhooking it, it’s hard to each and stay covered from this angle.

Yeah, I'll do it. At this rate, we'll just have to make it a full body service.

[That's what Kotarou says awkwardly as he begins to unhook Junko's bra. It's slow, careful and a bit hesitate as he continues to move his hands. Right now, he didn't even care about her status as an idol or her position as a zombie... To Kotarou, she was a normal girl doing her best and really needed more of his touch. Perhaps more intimate human warmth was what she needed.

With that, he pulls off her bra once he has it all unhooked and places it aside. Now Junko's bare back was exposed to him. From this angle, he could even see the sides of her budding breasts.]

But that all depends if you want me to touch you in other ways too. Like how a boy can touch a girl he likes...

[Junkos gasps at Kotarou’s admission. She was kept so far from everyone as an idol that she’s never had a boy tell her he likes her before. She’s had fans say that, but they didn’t really know her, not like Kotarou did. He’d seen her at her most shy, he’d seen her breakdown over rehearsal, he’d even seen her scarred body and he still liked her. How was Junko supposed to resist that? She spoke meekly and quietly to him.]

I… I think I’d like that. I think I like you too. You promise you really like me right?

[So cute... Kotarou couldn't help and smile warmly at hearing that. Now he couldn't deny that the girls of Franchouchou all had their charms, but Junko held a special place in his heart. She might've not always said much and was shy, but she always worked the hardest in his eyes. And he would do his best to support her especially...]

I wouldn't lie to you about this. Konno Junko is the girl that I love the most in the world.

[There's so much warmth in his words that she'll feel it in his touch as well. Kotarou's hands move up to continue where they left off from her shoulders and he moves back down to her bare back. He's taking a lot of care to feel out her skin and stiches which was smooth to the touch for him. He realized that her lower body was still covered, but he would get to that in a moment.]

So... Would it be okay if I shared some of my life with yours?

[Junko tenses up at first, not used to another person’s touch in such an intimate place, but she soon relaxes again enjoying the feeling of his hands on her back. She put her head down in her arms and makes a happy noise when he reassures her just how much he cares for her.]

You’re very special to me too. I’d be honored if you shared some of your life.

[Hearing those words ends up getting Kotarou really excited. In fact, he couldn't hold back the steam pouring out from his noses and his cheeks reddening. His feelings for her were pure, but he was still a very healthy young man. Zombie or not, this was the girl that he liked! So he couldn't help and get little horny at the fact that he was touching her bare back.]

REALLY?! T-Then this means that I-I can touch your boobs too?! You- You'd really let me do that?!

[Junko was having a hard time believing that she wanted it as well. But she did. She wanted to be closer to him and she wanted him to be closer to her. She was enjoying knowing that he wanted her, she thought no one ever would again. She sits up crossing her arms over her chest and faces Kotarou.]

I’m not just letting you, I want you to Kotarou. I thought no one would ever want me again, and hearing you do makes me happy.

Seriously?! I, uh... I-I'm honored to be your first! Or your first in a while!

[Kotarou is completed flustered at Junko's response. Seeing her turning around and covering her chest was such a cute gesture that he gets a bit of a nosebleed, then he rubs that sliver of blood away. Realizing that he couldn't just be sitting there, he decides to take a moment to take off his jacket and top to reveal his naked upper half as well. He was more muscular than appeared at first glance... Kotarou had his UMA hunting and past training to thank for that.]

Could you lean on your back? Then pull down your arms? I'm... I'm gonna be really thorough with your chest, Junko!

You are my first Kotarou, I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way about anyone else before.

[Junko can’t help but stare a little at his chest and abs, she thought he was cute before, but now she’s feeling a heat rising inside her as she looks at him. She takes a deep breath pushing past her nature shyness and self doubt she lowers her arms to show Kotarou her breasts. They’re on the small side but even and firm, due to her patchwork skin they are different colors. She lets him look for a minute before leaning back as instructed.]

[It fills his chest with pride to hear that Junko had never been with anyone before. Whenever she exposes her breasts, Kotarou couldn't help and swallow hard at the sight of them. The patchwork skin doesn't turn him off at all. After all, they were Junko's breasts... So it was impossible for him to dislike any part of her body. Whenever she leans back, he moves over to place his hands over her breasts and gives them soft caresses.

He moves his hands around in circular motions as he embraces the feeling of her skin against his palm. In the midst of this, Kotarou leans in to start planting kisses up against Junko's neck as he was determined to hear her lovely noises.]

Mmm... Your boobs feel really good. Every inch of you is beautiful, you know that?

I love it when you tell me that.

[It was true every time he’d called her beautiful or cute it made her heart flutter. Not just because she liked hearing it but because she liked hearing it from him. She groaned softly as she felt his kisses on her neck and his hands on her breasts. It was nice to find out that whatever else had happened to her body she could still feel pleasure.

She brought her arms up and put her hands on Kotarou’s cheek guiding him up until his face was only inches from hers. Her eyes were half closed as she looked into his.]

Kotarou would you kiss me? Please?

Anything for you, babe. I'll kiss you as many times as you want.

[Shutting his eyes, Kotarou leans in to press his lips up against Junko's own. His kiss was very soft and gentle at first, then he hums more into it. He decides to let his tongue idly slide out to tease up against her own lips to see if she would allow him entry. He knew her lips weren't the only place that he planned on kissing. In the meantime, his fingertips move onto firmly pinching up against Junko's nipples.

Making sure that Junko was always filled with life, love and pleasure was another one of his roles as her new boyfriend and life partner. Her body felt as warm as any regular human girl in his eyes.]

[Junko. Loses her eyes and leaned into the kiss. She wrapped her arms around Kotarou’s neck to keep him close, she never wanted to be far from him again. When she felt his tongue slide against her lips she parted them slightly hoping he’d take her invitation to enter.

She moaned slightly into the kiss as he toyed with her nipples. Her breasts were highly sensitive she was discovering and it made his touch feel better. It was amazing how his desire made her feel so much better about her body.]

[It's a little awkward being his first kiss, but he eagerly slides his tongue straight into the zombie idol's mouth as he greets his tongue up against hers. Hungerly, his tongue slides into Junko's own as he takes in her taste and smell. With the sound of her moan, Kotarou decides to get more firm with his motions and begins to grasp her breasts more determinedly.

Deciding to move one of his hand down, Kotarou slides down to her skirt and feels up her thigh. Quietly, he appreciates the sensations of skin and stitches against his fingertips. His hand moves up to feel her panties which he breaks the kiss for.]

Want me to take your panties off? I'll make you feel even more pleasure from here.

[Even though they’ve been moving in that direction, Junko still blushes at his request. After a moment though, she nods her agreement to him. He’s already made her feel so much joy, she wants to make him happy too.

She doesn’t want to just lie back and let him love her anymore, she needs him to know that she loves him too. Fighting through every doubt in her mind she reaches forward and puts her hand on his knee. When she speaks it’s almost too quiet to hear.]

Kotarou, would you like to take off your pants as well? I want to see… all of you. I want you to feel good too.

R-Really? Uh... Sure! If you really wanna see me like that...

[It was an action that Kotarou did not expect from Junko as she was usually the most introverted member of the group. However, he did notice that she could surprisingly bold whenever the moment struck. If that's why she wanted, then he'd have to fight through his own awkwardness to give it to her. He pulls back a bit to start to unbutton and unzip his pants to pull them down and reveal a set of boxers. Then Kotarou carefully takes those off to reveal his bare lower body... There was already an erection standing firmly for Junko to see.]

Um, Junko? What do you plan to do? Did you want to touch me? I can guide you along if you'd like.

[Seeing him hard for her made Junko happy, it was physical proof of all his kind words about how beautiful he found her. It only made her sudden bold streak stronger. She reached out slowly but surely and wrapped her fingers around him feeling his warmth and hardness in her hand.]

Yes, guide me please. It’s not fair that you’re just making me feel like this, I want to reciprocate. I want my boyfriend to be happy too.

[Realizing what she had said, Junko looked up at him to see what his reaction would be to her calling him her boyfriend.]

B-B-Boyfriend!? Uwaaaah... Uh, I... I'm happy to be dating the world's most prettiest idol!!

[Her words certainly does get a big flustered reactions out from him. Kotarou's whole face turns red as her eyes. That's whenever it fully registers... He's really dating an idol. Stuff like this doesn't happen outside of TV or novels! Taking a moment to clear his throat, Kotarou decides to use the knowledge that he knows from porn videos and other content. He was a virgin himself, so that made this all the more special to him.]

So, like... You can start stroking it with your fingertips. Then you can plant kisses around the tip and grasp my balls and stuff like that. And once you feel comfortable, you can use your mouth and lips to suckle down against it.

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