sexting and unsolicited sobbing

[inuyasock]

the phone sex +
sexting meme

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[neverreallygone]

I want to take your hair down.

[scavenginglight]

I can do it myself.

But... alright. Why?

[neverreallygone]

I know you can, but I want to help.

I haven't seen you so undone before. I'd like to brush it and braid it, if you'd allow.

[scavenginglight]

I'm not... used to being touched that much.

But I'm not saying no.

[neverreallygone]

I'm not used to touching someone that much - but I'd like to try, with you.

You could tell me to stop if you felt uncomfortable.

[scavenginglight]

Touch can mean a lot of things.

I could make you stop.

Sorry.
Still a bit defensive.

[neverreallygone]

I know.

You could, and I wouldn't put up a fight. But you should know that I wouldn't try to take anything that hasn't been offered.

I'm aware that my track record isn't stellar, but - I'm trying to change.

[scavenginglight]

I know, I-
I know.

It's not that I don't believe you.

It's that I do.

[neverreallygone]

And it scares you, doesn't it?

[scavenginglight]

Doesn't it scare you?

[neverreallygone]

It terrifies me.

[scavenginglight]

Well... good.

I'd hate to be the only one trembling.

[neverreallygone]

I wouldn't ever hurt you, Rey.

[scavenginglight]

I'm pretty good at hurting myself.

[neverreallygone]

We have that in common.

[scavenginglight]

Pretty clear why this might all be a little bit scary, then.

For both of us.

[neverreallygone]

It is.

You make me feel things that I am wholly unaccustomed to. I want to be better. I want to be patient and take the time and grow

Together.

I believe that it will be worth it in the end. I want to believe it, anyway.

[scavenginglight]

It can't just be because of me.

You know that.

But I'm here.

[neverreallygone]

I know.

You were the catalyst, but I want it for myself, too. I don't know if I can ever be the man my parents wanted me to be, but I can work to get as close as possible.

I'm glad. I'm here, too, for anything that you need.

[scavenginglight]

You can be your own man, Ben.
All your own.

I want to help you do that.

I need...
I need company, I think.

[neverreallygone]

I know. I'd like to find out who Ben is and … who he can be. There's nobody I'd rather have help me do that than you.

Thank you.

I could … come see you, if you'd like.

[scavenginglight]

Why?
Why me?

I think... that I'd like that.

I didn't expect this.

[neverreallygone]

You're one of the few people that ever saw me and believed that there was enough goodness left to try to save. Or even felt that I was worthy of it.

It took me far too long to realize the same, I know. And I know there is much for me to make up for, but I'm willing to put in the time and effort to try.

We don't have to do anything. We can sit and talk. Or just be quiet. I'll be there for whatever you need.

I know. I want to be something good for you, Rey. I will be, if you let me.