My opinion on becoming a captain was already set in stone before I met that jackass. [Honestly, it surprises Carol that Jim picked up the tone in her voice, because, really, it wasn't that noticeable. Well, she doesn't think so, at least.

She frowns, thoughtfully, and struggles to find something to say that's not going to sound depressing.] I'm... okay. I've been better, let's say that. [And then Carol decides to tell him. Why the hell not? He's an adult, she's an adult, it's definitely not the end of the world if they won't see each other for... oh, a few years. Who knows, how long she'll be gone.

She leans in, voice low as if someone's listening to them.] Can you keep a secret, Jim?