ᴊᴜɴᴋᴏ ᴇɴᴏsʜɪᴍᴀ (
dispairages) wrote in
bakerstreet2020-08-02 05:48 pm
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Liar
a shipping meme


It's only a natural response to want to be shown love and affection, no matter how hard your exterior is. If not in those words - if you truly are that cold - perhaps what you seek is adoration or worship. Regardless of how you slice it, there's something invigorating to the ego in being the object of someone's ardor. And that's what you are now, to put it mildly; the way they look at you, you'd think you hung the moon and stars. In fact, their love for you has lead to a relationship with them. Congratulations! It's all going so well.
Except that it's all based on a lie.
You're not the person they think you are...maybe even literally. They could think you're someone else completely, as such, or it could be more abstract. They don't know what you've really done, do they? The crimes you've committed, the blood on your hands - what if blood they cherished? It's doubtful if they knew what you truly were, they'd look at you with such tenderness. That's not something you can deal with. You've grown used to them and don't want to let them go. Not now.
You love them. They've wormed their way into your heart, and you just can't lose them. You just...can't. Despite what your intentions were at the beginning (you were being purposefully cruel, you were playing along, you didn't want to hurt them, you wanted to give them what they wanted), you've bought into your own hype. Whatever you have to do to keep this ruse up, you'll do.
But, of course, what's done in the dark will be brought to the light. Soon, those eyes that look towards you will be filled with pain and doubt; you can't keep your little secret forever, and it will only gut your lover in the end.
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Kieron Dawn | OC | M/M
Marcus Pierce (Cain) | Lucifer | M/M
Maria Hill | MCU | F/M
Cassian Andor | Rogue One | OTA
Claire Bennet ∞ NBC's Heroes ∞ OTA
xue yang | mo dao zu shi | m/m
Jyn Erso | Rogue One | OTA
Cassia Andor | Rogue One | OTA
Essa Erso-Andor | Rogue One OC | OTA
margaery tyrell | asoiaf/got | ota
Cassian Andor | Rogue One | OTA
Rey | Star Wars | OTA
Sauron | Tolkien Legendarium | OTA
Remilia Scarlet (aged up) | Touhou Project | OTA
tahani al-jamil | the good place | ota
vasquez | mag7 | ota
Jiang Cheng | The Untamed | OTA
Jin Guangyao | The Untamed
Ben Solo | Star Wars | OTA
Christine Daae | PotO
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he's fashioned a name for himself as part of a well-off muggle family--the lost heir con works well when you already have the same last name--and if he says something a little off sometimes it's written off as his war trauma or just being an eccentric rich man.
over the past few months he's been carefully courting the time and affections of christine daae. he's genuinely fond of her, certainly, but he hasn't told her anything about his real life because that seems like a recipe for disaster. his deception isn't due to malice, but fear--he's carefully balancing a life here and the smallest thing could send the whole thing toppling. he's a well-liked patron of the arts, a war hero, things immutable that can't fall out of place if he's to continue living this way.
anyway, those thoughts are always at the back of his mind. tonight he stands to wait for the cast of the opera to appear after the showing, grip a little too tight on the head of his cane.
the smile when he first spots christine is genuine though, head inclining in a slight but attentive bow. ]
Miss Daae, you were as enchanting as ever tonight.
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But she had seen him tonight- in a box he so often chooses... though he is quiet whilst supporting the arts, Mssrs Firmin and Reyer often make note of when those active in supporting the Opera Populaire are viewing the shows. She leaves her dressing room with Meg, though her friend is quick to leave her side the moment she's addressed.
Smiling brightly, she ducks her head a little as she sees him. ]
You are very kind, monsieur. Thank you.
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of course, his records are falsified. it's not that he didn't act in a war, but that he acted in the wrong war on the wrong side.
but that's neither here nor there tonight. tonight his focus is on her, and he smiles.
his one hand is still tight on his cane, but the other sweeps out to take one of hers, gentle as ever, so that he can bow properly (with some effort--the lingering infirmity isn't put upon) to brush a kiss across her knuckles before releasing her. ]
I'm very glad I managed to make my way out tonight. You never disappoint.
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There is, of course, the part of her that wishes to dote on him. This man who has consistently shown her nothing but kindness when he still suffers the ill effects of war. But for the time being, however, it isn't her place and to do so may be an insult. Instead, she meets every smile he shares with her with one of her own. ]
I'm delighted you were able to attend tonight. Your kind words overwhelm me.
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I wouldn't miss it for the world. Truly, you make the trip out worthwhile.
[ he lives out of the city, taking his place at one of the homes his "family" owns as a loner and a difficult to please master. but that never translates here, to where he's fond of christine and treats her as well as he might've another heir of a wizarding family before the war.
it's just that this affection isn't falsified. ]
Am I keeping you? I'm sure you have many others to greet tonight.
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No, you're not keeping me.
[ There are others to greet, yes, but none whose company she enjoys quite as much... and none who she will be chastised for not greeting. ]
Were you planning on staying long?
Nico Acosta | OC | M/F
Evie Montgomery | OC | OTA
Ganymede | mythology
jyn erso || rogue one || ota
cassian andor || rogue one || ota
rey || star wars || ota
ben solo || star wars || ota