I don't think I'm supposed to be happy about that, but kriff it. Show him who's boss.
Exactly. And it's not worth the bacta when it'll be fine all on its own if I don't make it worse. And it's the not doing anything that's going to be the worst part.
Let's just say that he's so kindly donated his time and effort into being a ... sparring partner. I was going to say punching bag, but maybe that's a little mean.
Then I'll hope he's still feeling generous with his time when I find him.
Like, I know I'm not either of those things, but sometimes I worry that my contribution isn't enough. Like it's not on the same level as other people's. And I still worry that people look at me and just sort of dismiss me because of my appearance. I know my crew doesn't, and I know being underestimated can be a good thing, but it doesn't always help to know that.
I don't think he's going to have much of a choice.
But any contribution is a good contribution. And I don't think that any one person is more important than any other. We're all necessary and we're all vital in our own ways. I appreciate you.
Thank you. :) I agree, everyone has their role, and everyone can do something amazing no one else can, but sometimes old insecurities come back to haunt me if I'm not careful.
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I don't think I'm supposed to be happy about that, but kriff it. Show him who's boss.
Exactly. And it's not worth the bacta when it'll be fine all on its own if I don't make it worse. And it's the not doing anything that's going to be the worst part.
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Not being able to do anything when you want to is the worst. I hate feeling helpless.
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Me, too. I don't like to feel useless.
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Like, I know I'm not either of those things, but sometimes I worry that my contribution isn't enough. Like it's not on the same level as other people's. And I still worry that people look at me and just sort of dismiss me because of my appearance. I know my crew doesn't, and I know being underestimated can be a good thing, but it doesn't always help to know that.
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But any contribution is a good contribution. And I don't think that any one person is more important than any other. We're all necessary and we're all vital in our own ways. I appreciate you.
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Thank you. :) I agree, everyone has their role, and everyone can do something amazing no one else can, but sometimes old insecurities come back to haunt me if I'm not careful.
I appreciate you, too. <3