Awkward boners: The meme

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The Adolescent Sexual Exploration Meme


Though the concept of "adolescence" is a relatively new one, the nebulous age between the onset of puberty and the age of majority has almost always been a time for changes. A young person's body as well as their mind is changing, but most importantly, they are on their way to becoming a sexually mature adult. Often times, these adolescents may feel the desire to express themselves in this intimate way and experiment with others their own age. This may happen in a safe environment, but not always. Depending on the time and place, these sort of activities may be viewed as harmless or the ultimate taboos, especially if the desired person or act is otherwise "deviant." Still, that doesn't change the fact that the urge, more likely than not, is very, very present.

How to Play
-This meme is for sexual exploration between inexperienced, underaged characters. The point is for character growth, awkwardness, sweetness, or fluff, not necessarily sexiness.
-All characters should be 18 and under or taken from a canon point where they are (ie, canon!Dean Winchester isn't applicable to this meme, but pre-canon teen!Dean is).
-All characters, human or not, within the correct age range are welcome.
-When commenting, please include your preferences.
-Comment to other characters.




GENERAL
1. Sneaking out
2. Planned First Time/Dating
3. Arranged Marriage/Married Young
4. Tradition (IE, boys being taken to brothels to "become men")
5. Kids Alone Together in the Cruel World
6. Non-Consensual
7. Sheltered and Naive
8. Incest
9. Attempting to Be More "Adult" or Mature
10. Playfulness or Roughhousing Turns Into Something More
11. The Sibling of my Friend
12. Childhood Best Friends
13. The Girl/Boy Next Door
14. Always Had a Crush on You
15. You're Something New to Try, I've Never Seen Someone Like You
16. Freestyle

School-Related/Modern
1. Party/Drunk
2. Dare or Seven Minutes in Heaven Gone Awry
3. Sleepover
4. Under the Bleachers at a School Event
5. The Classic Back Seat of a Car
6. Getting Too Close at the Haunted House
7. On the Bus for a School Trip
8. Beach or Mountain Vacation - Uh Oh, You're in the Same Hotel Room!
9. Empty Classroom After School Hours
10. In the Shower After Sports
11. At the Movies
12. Overnight Field Trip
21. Freestyle

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[zoomandboom]

It was a buzz of excitement through his blood, pleasure and friction and a rush of something exciting because they were just in a tent, where anyone could know, even if Tommy desperately didn't want them to.

And there was something ... gratifying too. Because it wasn't just him. Yeah maybe it was just because David was a horny guy too, and Tommy touched him. But he didn't shove Tommy off when he knew Tommy had a dick too. He wasn't shutting his eyes and pretending it was someone else on him. It wasn't just Tommy who was fucked up about wanting things and people it wasn't safe to want.

"So stop," Tommy said. But he blew out a slightly noisy breath when David's hand came up, shifting in closer, rolling his hips again and swallowing a groan, head dropping back.

[helpdesk_hero]

“For someone freaked out over getting caught with a hard-on, you are all over me,” he whispers, his breath panting against Tommy’s neck. This felt good. This was also very stupid. So he tries to push Tommy off of him.

[zoomandboom]

"Fuck you," Tommy said, automatically combative. But his hand moved, half without him even realizing it, cupping the back of David's neck, grinding against him again, groan not quite muffled this time.

David didn't have the muscle to move Tommy if Tommy didn't want to go, and that showed since Tommy barely rocked. But he did realize that David was trying. Tommy blinked, indecision warring behind his eyes for a split second.

David was hard, and panting. Tommy could press on and he'd probably have him, and then it wasn't like David could blackmail him if he'd gotten off too. But that was ... pretty close to pushing himself on someone who didn't want it. Tommy wasn't that guy. He was a lot of kinds of asshole but he wasn't that kind. Stopping now was going to leave him screwed, though. And blue-balled.

And dammnit, he knew David wanted it too, it didn't fuckin' matter why. "Christ," Tommy said, frustrated. "You could have just shut your eyes and pretended Iwasagirlgrindingonyou and gotten off ifyouweren'tsuchachicken," he said. But he rolled abruptly off of David and away from him, looking away and trying to will his dick to calm down.

[helpdesk_hero]

“And could have ruined my pajama pants,” David grumbles. Which would have been cold and uncomfortable to sleep in. And of course that does only so much good. David bites his lip and begins squirming his pants down.

Yes, he had been into it. Yes he has a lot to think about after this and what it meant about himself. And yeah there should probably be a thing said about how just about forcing yourself on someone just because they were hard was a bad thing. But... but for now...

For now he works on getting his pants off.

[zoomandboom]

Tommy hadn't expected that. He'd expected a brush off, and to have to decide if he was gonna bolt after all, or try to stay and not get himself off.

Instead David was just ... taking off clothes. Which made it more real, somehow. Clothes on, it was just friction. Whatever. Clothes off, Tommy could see the outline of David's cock through his underwear. And he flushed red because his first thought was that he wanted to really see it. And his second instinct was to touch. He even balled up his fingers so he didn't.

He breathed in, shaky and a little gasped. But then Tommy just shed his pants too. He slowed it down, but it was still pretty damned fast, and he was vibrating in place almost, itching to crawl back on top of David, touch him, grind against him. Maybe even kiss him, but he was gonna clamp down on that one.

[helpdesk_hero]

Listen, he's capable of THIS much rationality. And only this much. Which is a serious amount for him. His big brain was what he was supposed to be. And it sure seemed to have shut off for this, for Tommy. His eyes follow Tommy as he sheds his pants, David's own only around his knees, before he pulls Tommy close again. Pulls him close so that a nervous hand can reach out to stroke over Tommy.

That has to be okay, right? Please?

[zoomandboom]

Tommy didn't know exactly how this would go. Maybe they'd just jerk off? Jerk each other off and not touch? Not look at each other?

David just reaching for him to pull him close, or wrapping his hand around his dick to stroke him - he hadn't really thought that. It was hard to pretend when you were right up against someone, half in their lap where they could feel you didn't have any of a girl's curves. And especially when they had their hand around your cock.

Tommy started to sway toward David, head ducking to kiss him. He caught himself at the last second though. He bit his lip instead, but still didn't manage to bite back the sound he made when David touched him, dick twitching beneath David's fingers. He unballed his fingers and reached down between them, wrapping them around David too, stroking him the same way.

[helpdesk_hero]

Not like either of them were quite sure of what to do here. For instance, David can't help but gasp in shock over the touch. As for him, his hand slips quickly into Tommy's underwear to stroke at him. To feel the softness of his skin over the thick, hot steel of the other man's length. It felt so good, too. Should feel weird. Should feel like he was doing something wrong. But he wanted this and didn't want to think about that too hard.

"Careful. Not too fast or you'll hurt me."

[zoomandboom]

Tommy shivered when David gasped, eyes going back to his face. His back arched and he moaned, quiet but unmistakable, when David's hand slid over him. Tommy'd had a girl touch him before, and he'd had his own hand. He'd never had another guy's hand on his dick, and it shouldn't be good, he shouldn't notice the broader palm and like it, but he did. He liked the girls too, he knew that ... but it was really obvious that he liked it when there was nothing at all feminine about the person touching him, too.

The warning got a little roll of his eyes and Tommy hesitated and then concentrated, letting his fingers move fast enough that they were vibrating against the shaft of David's dick, just for a few seconds. He'd never done that to another person, just for himself. But the look he threw David said see, fast is GOOD too.

[helpdesk_hero]

Fast could be chaffing. Fast could be too quick for the body to hold back. Fast could be a lot of things. Like how the vibration so close to the skin, so close to David who had barely ever done this before had that he had to bite his lip to hold back a shout as he came. That... was way too fast, and he was definitely embarrassed.

"That," he panted after a second, letting his own hand against Tommy still, "was cheating."

[zoomandboom]

Fuck, that was hot. Tommy sort of wanted to taste, and he flushed hot even as he thought it. Christ he was a mess. He swallowed, panting a little and rocking up into David's hand. "Yeahbutyoulikedit," he pointed out. Since David came all over his hand.

[helpdesk_hero]

Chances were he would have liked rutting against a pillow too. Because teens. But David gets this look in his eyes. A look that says he lost and he intends to regain the upper hand. So his hand leaves Tommy and he shifts to move down the other teen’s body.

Why yes, he isn’t beyond a VERY clumsy first attempt at a blow job to regain control of this.

[zoomandboom]

"What-" Tommy cut himself off, biting his lip, shaking a little as he watched David move. Tommy knew that look. That fuck-you competitive expression. But it usually didn't turn into blowing someone.

Yeah he'd had it done before. Once. By a girl who had offered but then looked like she'd been grossed out by it. So Tommy had spent the whole (brief) time trying not to move and not knowing where to put his hands with his mind racing. He'd never talked to her again.

David hated Tommy. Getting off with his dick in Tommy's hand ... sure. But putting his mouth on Tommy ... Tommy didn't get it. Who was he trying to one-up when Tommy was the one winning because he got David's mouth? He'd spent the whole time since this stupid shitshow started trying not to kiss that mouth and now it was ...

Tommy bit back a whimper, but didn't really succeed, whole body pulling a notch more taut so the shaking became closer to vibrating. His hand dropped onto David's head, brief and light, not pushing him at all - just touching him - before skittering away again.

[helpdesk_hero]

It was an escalation because he was, hopefully, going to be the one to make this better. Because David was just like that. Always has to have the highest marks on a test. But he does regret that he is trying far from Northstar, where he could just borrow some experience.

As it is he leans down and licks just at the head of Tommy’s cock. Sure, he makes a face because of the taste, but it doesn’t stop him from repeating the contact.

[zoomandboom]

Tommy didn't get it. And that bugged him. Or it should bug him. But it was hard to be actively bothered when someone was licking your cock. Tommy's gasp came out too loud and he sucked in a breath afterward, shuddering hard.

He saw the grimace though. "You don't-" have to fucking do that when you don't even like it Tommy was going to say. He was. But David did it again and Tommy's mouth just fell open instead, moaning. He lifted his other hand to his mouth, biting down on his wrist to keep from making noise, but he couldn't keep his body from moving that same full-body tremble that felt more like vibrating in place. Which it was.

[helpdesk_hero]

He may not have to in Tommy's opinion, but pride demands it, most definitely. David pulls back for a breath, to refocus himself, and then goes right back into the moment of attention, his lips starting further down to start licking from the base and toward the tip.

Don't tell him not to do this, he's going to win this little thing.

[zoomandboom]

David might think he was winning, but Tommy wasn't exactly getting nothing out of it. He moaned again, sound stifled by the arm stuffed in his mouth. Shit. His hips rocked and his hand dropped back to David's head, slid back to curl at his neck. Tommy needed an anchor and in the moment, he forgot to worry about where his hands went and how much touching was too much.

Fuckfuck. He wasn't going to last, and David wasn't even sucking him off, just licking him. It just felt good and there was ... Tommy didn't know. Some kind of a rush at David being the one doing it. Tommy knew he didn't WANT to, that there was some kind of weird ... competitive thing happening. But it didn't feel like that when someone had their mouth on you. It felt like maybe they wanted the stuff you wanted and weren't supposed to. It just made it headier. "David," he bit out, though he didn't even know if David could understand, mouth covered as it was, or would recognize it for the warning it was.

[helpdesk_hero]

He definitely understands the meaning, and that awareness mixed with knowing they didn't have anywhere to get clean is what gets David to back off, his hand coming to Tommy and pumping quickly and firmly as an attempt to finish the speedster off.

"You sound good, saying my name like that."

[zoomandboom]

Tommy's eyes flashed to David's face, trying to see if that was mocking him for saying David's name. Panting it, really. He couldn't tell. And fuck it, what did it matter? This was happening anyway.

His hips rocked and a few more strokes of David's hand and Tommy was crying out, sound still muffled by his arm as he came, making a mess of his own stomach and David's hand both. He went still afterward, catching his breath and lowering his arm, blinking dazedly.

[helpdesk_hero]

Well that’s just happened. And with David’s more reasonable brain exerting itself he sighs and reaches behind himself for a bottle of water. His t-shirt from that morning soon ends up dampened and After he wipes himself down some he holds it out to Tommy.

“To clean off.”

[zoomandboom]

Tommy swayed a little when David moved away, and then caught himself. He took the offered shirt and water. "Thanks," he muttered, cleaning up quickly and doing his clothes back up, trying to ignore the fact that his body never thought once was anything but a starting point. And more importantly, hiding that fact from David.

[helpdesk_hero]

Wait. What? Something is wrong, right? He thought he saw something.

“Tommy are you... uh. Still?”

[zoomandboom]

Tommy scowled, flushing a little and looking down. "Yeah. It'samutantionthing. I always am for more than once. Don'tworryaboutit." He might not mind it on his own when he could just take care of it, but Tommy was young enough to not like one more thing that made him strange, especially when it came to things that were already intimate and embarrassing because of it.

[helpdesk_hero]

“Someone is going to go crazy for that some day.”

He moves closer and presses his body against Tommy’s from behind. Mostly because he wanted to be able to fully reach around Tommy. That’s all. Just wants his hand to drag over Tommy’s groin.

“You’re never gonna sleep like that.”

[zoomandboom]

Tommy wasn't sure if David meant go crazy like they'd like it, or go crazy because they'd get sick of him always still wanting more when they didn't. It didn't really matter, he guessed.

He didn't answer anyway, since David was sliding in closer again and pressing up against him, warm and solid and reaching around him to press against him. Tommy's breath sucked in and he shuddered, obvious about it, since he was basically wrapped in David's arms like this. "Usedtoit," he said in a rush, but he still couldn't help but press into the pressure of David's hand, make a little noise in his throat from it.