i do it for the girls and the gays, that's it. (
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bakerstreet2019-09-13 07:31 am
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I've got red in my ledger
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| Atonement is, in your eyes, a Sisyphean task. You'll never be able to redeem yourself, no matter if what you did was against your will and only allowed you to survive in a cruel world. Who could understand what you've done or think you could be forgiven when it comes to all your friends? Certainly you never believed redemption, so far away already, could come in the form of a person...or a romantic relationship.
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Richie Tozier / It: Chapter Two
Kenzi Malikov || Lost Girl
Darien Fawkes | The Invisible Man | m/f
Gemini de Mille | DC Comics
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Someone's in the house.
Moving with quiet care, Keegan slips from his bed, heart hammering in his chest. A burglary? Way out here? Why? It's not like he keeps anything of particular value. Healing medicinals, mostly. But that's of worth to someone, he guesses. And the horses. Is someone getting things from the house before going to steal his horses? He curses silently, going to where his shotgun is kept in the corner of the room. He needs those horses, and he can't possibly afford to replace even one of them right now.
Making sure the shells are loaded, he steps quietly from the room, keeping close to the wall so the floorboards don't creak beneath him. He tries to mentally count back from ten, desperate to focus on anything but the way his hands have begun to shake. He just needs to scare them off. Send them on their way — with food, if they need it, if they're desperate — and then think about getting the locks redone. Easy-peasy. No problem at all.
Seeing a fallen canister on the floor, Keegan takes in a breath, then rounds the corner into the kitchen sharply, leveling his shotgun on the man illuminated in the moonlight through the nearby window who is currently rummaging through his medical cabinet. ]
Th-That's far enough! Stop right there, h-hands where I can see them!
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Slowly turning, he raises one hand in surrender, the other pressed into the wound in his shoulder. His voice is low and rough, but still it manages to keep an air of culture uncommon out here in the wild plains. ]
Are you a doctor?
[ He must be. Only a doctor would have so many healing supplies and not one gods damned healing potion. ]
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I'm... I'm a healer. Yes.
[ He's torn. His instinct is to put down the rifle and go to him, tend to his bleeding, see him cared for — but wasn't it just two days ago in the market that he overheard the locksmith chatting away with the barkeep about a fugitive? They didn't know what he'd done, just that he was a danger. And nothing about this fellow looks savory, fancy accent aside. Breaking into his house doesn't help. So he's left with his rifle half-turned, still partially trained on his uninvited guest, but not reliably so. ]
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Turn on a light, if you will. Let me make it clear: I don't wish to hurt you. I only need a bit of healing and a few days to lay low, then I'll be on my way.
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I-I'm not hooked up to the city gas, I've just, I've got lamps, I'd need... I have to light it. I have to get the matches from the cabinet first.
[ Lay low? Here? No, no no no, that's not... Panic grips him. Is he going to die here? Is this how it happens? He takes a step back; towards the cabinet or towards the door is hard to say. ]
You can't... You can't stay here.
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That isn't your choice, mate. As I said, it will only be a few days. Cooperate, and afterwards we'll merrily go our separate ways. Or, don't, and I'll leave the consequences up to your imagination.
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This done, he turns to look at the man who is now his captor — and it's worse than he'd previously thought. He was definitely shot, and not cleanly. The man is pale from bloodloss, but tough as nails, it seems, as his hands hold the shotgun steady and his eyes remain clear. One false move from him and Keegan is very much sure he'll have his head blown clean off. And he wants to stay here? Hide out? What then? His hands clench at his sides as, for a moment, he feels the writhing of a serpent against his chest. He knows which it is without looking: the black serpent is threatened. It does not take kindly to threat. He could cast something, try and incapacitate his attacker — but he's stressed beyond measure, and even in the best of times he has less leverage over the dark half of his mark as compared to the light. What if the backlash is just as bad as the attack itself? What if he can't reign in its power?
What if he kills him?
Swallowing down the lump in his throat, he purses his lips together, trying to look at least a fraction less panicked than he feels. ]
You're... You're wounded pretty bad. My medicines, they won't— they're not enough, I need to... to do something stronger. So I, I need to touch it. Y-You'll need to put down my gun.
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You're a cleric?
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I'm a healer, like I said. But I can't do anything when you've got a barrel in my face, so it's... You need to put it down so I can stop the bleeding.
[ He lifts his hands again to try and show that he is unarmed and nonthreatening. In hopes of furthering things along, he adds: ]
I need to do something soon, the spot where you're hit, that's... you're going to bleed out. It's a miracle you're still standing, but that's not going to last much longer. Just... Just let me do my job.
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Lie to me, and I don't need this to kill you.
[ Apparently the risk is worth the chance of survival, however. It's hardly as though El himself can get any more dead. ]
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Should El glance down in the process, he'll certainly notice something unusual. From beneath the healer's sleeve, movement; a white serpent, marked into his skin like a tattoo, slithers its way onto the back of his hand and across his knuckles. Keegan could hide it if he wanted — but the distraction is what he's looking for. The moment the warm glow from his hand begins to fade, his left hand swings down to grasp hold of the barrel of the shotgun, trying to wrench it away from the elf while moving to step back and put distance between the two of them. ]
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What was that-- that thing on your hand?!
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Please—
[ His voice is weak. Small. It's hard to speak around the tightness of his throat. He swallows thickly, chest heaving. ]
Please, I-I did what you asked, you're— you're healed up as much as I can give you, you can just— I won't tell anyone I saw you, just, just leave—
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Answer the question! What did you do to me?
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It's—
[ He doesn't know how to explain. He doesn't know what to say to keep from making things worse. ]
It's a... it's a dragonmark, it, it helps me heal, that's it. That's all. That's all it did. I had to use it to save your life, I d-don't have anything else that could have done it.
[ No matter how hard he tries, he can't stop shaking. Tears well in his eyes. Is this how he dies? Begging? In tears? Pathetic. His father wouldn't be the least bit surprised. His voice is soft when he speaks. ]
Please. I'm sorry. Please put the gun down.
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An aberration?
[ The fugitive doesn't wait for a reply. He knows the answer, which makes the other man the most dangerous thing in the room. Still, the explanation eases some of the tension in the room. The pistol doesn't waver, but he at least eases himself down into a chair, grimacing. ]
Lay your weapon on the floor. I've already said I'm not interested in hurting you, and I despise repeating myself.
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Aberration. Such a horrible word.
Hesitating for only a moment, Keegan slowly eases his shotgun down to the floor before straightening again. He watches his captor only with his peripherals now — out of much more than fear now, the shame of his mark rushing back to him for the first time since he ran away from home. He stares downward, brows knit together. ]
I'm a healer. I... I take care of people from town. I don't know when they'll come by. It doesn't make sense for you to stay here.
[ Surely that's sensible enough, isn't it? But there's the matter of his face, right? Doesn't that happen in his books all the time? His fists clench at his sides. ]
I won't tell anyone I saw your face. I-I swear.
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[ Scoffing, he rolls his eyes hard enough for it to ache. ]
That would only work if I hadn't been charged with a crime yet. Which I have been. For several, actually. And what wouldn't make sense is leaving while the men who shot me are still out there searching.
[ His eyebrows pointedly rise. ]
Particularly while leaving a trail for them to follow. So, are you going to finish or not?
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...Fine.
[ Rolling up his sleeves reveals no mark, oddly enough. With measured care he walks to the fugitive, making no sudden movements. He doesn't ask for the gun to be put down this time, but instead points out another issue: ]
Your shirt is in the way. I-I can't see the wound.
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