There’s no real push to your actions; you do them as if they were second nature. Perhaps, initially, you were assigned this role, as protector and guardian of this person. Maybe you took it on because there was no one else. A natural guardian or not, good or evil, you caught a shining to them and felt…something. Something hard to explain, but you want to keep them safe and happy - or at the very least, content. No one is as dedicated to them as you. You want them to reach their goals; to help them achieve them, you'll do what you must, even if it means being their gofer or their right hand.
But most of all, you don't want them to end up like you. They're worth more than that.
Yet somehow, along the line, you became more to them, more than just their protector. You protect them anew and you've found a different way to make them happy. It's selfish, too, because you love them in your way and you want them more than anything. You may feel guilty, of course. They don't, though, and that's what matters.
- Comment with your character, preferences, and what you'd prefer to play: protector or protected.
- Remember, you don't have to be so rigid. A traditionally weak character can "protect" a traditionally strong one in emotional ways.
- Reply to others.
- Promise ✖ You told them you would take care of their lover, no matter what. You intend to follow through with that.
- Close ✖ What are friends for if not taking care of unfinished business?
- Debt Owed ✖ Kindness or favor has to be repaid, even if it's an investment in someone else.
- Atonement ✖ Whether or not you particularly cared for the person who's gone is irrelevant. You just need to make up for past sins.
- No Good ✖ You're taking care of the one left behind, but not out of good intentions. There may be ulterior motives here - no, there are definitely ulterior motives here. Or maybe this is the one good thing you've done in your life.
- Guilt ✖ It's your fault that you're here and their significant other isn't. It's a paltry repayment.
- Bearer of Bad News ✖ You can't blame them for wanting to shoot the messenger. You are telling them their lover is dead.
- Related ✖ In days past, the living partner would be cared for by their dead partner's family. As a sibling or cousin of the deceased, you want to continue that tradition and take care of "family."
- Wo/man Up ✖ Actually, their lover isn't dead, they're just dead to you, unable or unwilling to take care of business. You're stepping up.
- Friends ✖ You were all friends before, so it's only natural for you to want to look out for them now.
- Derisive ✖ ...this is the person they loved so much? This is who you're supposed to protect? Pathetic.
- Resentful ✖ You can never forgive them. They're the reason your lover is dead, no matter how they treat you.
- What They Saw in You ✖ You're beginning to see why someone would love them, how they'd want to give up their old ways and change. It's almost...nice.
- Warming Up ✖ If you didn't get along at first, the claws are being put away now. It's better to at least be civil, isn't it?
- Still in Danger ✖ Whatever killed one half of the pair is still out there, and the other half is in danger themselves.
- Other Complications ✖ Not only did your mutual acquaintance leave behind a lover, but also children. You find yourself getting closer and closer to them, too, even if they aren't yours.
- Compromised ✖ You can't look after them with a level head. You love them.
- Can't Love Again ✖ You've lost before. You can't risk losing again, can you?
- Out of the Dark ✖ One or both of you find yourselves in a hole. You can barely eat, hardly sleep, and depression has taken hold of you. Together, though, you may find the light and a way out of despair.
- First Time ✖ Simply what it says. You two have taken your relationship to the next level.
- Changed ✖ Before, you were bitter. Hard. Jaded. Now, helping someone - specifically, helping this person - has brought a new kind of joy into your life. You could get used to it. Easily and dangerously used to it, to be brutally honest. You shouldn't allow it.
- Living Together ✖ You can take care of them more throughly if you're in the same place as they are, obviously.
- Hidden Jealousy ✖ When their lover was alive, you were jealous of everything they had - including the fact that they had the person you're looking after now. Admitting this may make you feel like the most awful person in the world.
- Secrets Revealed ✖ Eventually, your involvement with the death of their beloved will come out, and they will never be able to look at you the same way.
- Dependent ✖ Replacing one unhealthy habit with another, you've become utterly dependent on your relationship with your caretaker, your guardian, your lover.
- Won't Be a Replacement ✖ You can't help but feel as if you're merely serving as a stand in for what they've lost. It's understandable, yet you still can't allow yourself to be that and only that.
- Not Really Gone ✖ What is dead should stay dead, but what if who you thought was gone isn't really out of the picture? Will they be happy with finding someone else so cozy and in love with their special someone?
- The Same Mistakes ✖ You're falling into the same patterns that lead to their death. Will you meet the same fate?
- Who's Helping Who ✖ You think you're taking care of them and helping them through their loss. Is that the case? But who's never been this happy before in their life?
- Move On ✖ It's time to put ghosts to rest and let old demons go. You can't let your life become a graveyard.
- Tragedy ✖ The ending is unhappy or even deadly for both of you.
- Happy Ending ✖ In contrast to the above, you're both able to live as together as happily as you possibly can, whatever can be allowed.
- WILDCARD
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You're already this worked up? I've barely even begun to drive you mad.
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Ah- God. You're wrecking me.
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Clearly you haven’t been handled very well.
[He only talks a big game because he knows he can deliver on it. In this case he follows all of that with a slow drag of his tongue up the whole of Billy until he was in place to wrap his lips around the head of Billy’s shaft. Once more he looked up to try and find the other man’s eyes before sucking at the tip even as his tongue pushed into the slit, trailing over it to lick up any salty treat he might find there.]
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He tries to conjure up a clever quip in response, the truth would definitely shatter the mood.]
...hhh- T-that confidence all yours, or it is part of your powerset?
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It's both. But do you want me to stop?
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No. No, sorry. It's okay. I'm okay.
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I can shut up if you need. I can be anything you need. Even stop. Just say the word.
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Hhhh- fuck- David-
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So, what would you say if I wanted you to thrust? If I wanted you to just fuck my mouth?
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[They haven't had the time to learn each other yet, Billy not wanting to make any assumptions, those his hips did give a longing sort of roll, lips pressed together with a hushed groan..]
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[Because he wants it. He wants to be the source of the man's pleasure. Give him that, Billy.]
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He gives an easier roll of his hips and lets himself surrender to that pleasure if David wants to give it.]
You're too good at this.
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[He smiles and rolls them. It's easy to achieve, hands on his hips and a twist. With his strength it's easy. This puts Billy on top of him and he smiles.]
I'm asking for it, Billy. I wanna feel you surrender to your needs. Surrender to all I can give you.
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He starts slow, despite his assurances, pushing past his lips, testing the waters to be sure he didn't loose himself straight away.]
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[He's avoided specifics before now, distancing himself from David's feelings to try and spare them both from surrendering, but given that his cock is currently in the grip of that wonderfully hot mouth there's no real harm in giving into the curiosity.
He thrusts a little deeper, a little quicker, groaning softly, still holding back, but that much closer to surrendering completely.]
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I think I had a dream once that was a lot like this.
[Because while Billy tried to make a point not to fantasize about his friends, or anyone besides Teddy, his dreams were beyond his control.]
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You were just as sure in the dream. I remember that. Got that part right at least.
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Billy laughs, and lets himself push deeper, breath trembling, pace quickening, fucking his mouth with a growing urgency.
Magical touches seem to caress David, touching where Billy can't reach, not entirely a conscious act.]
You- you're so-
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His hand moves from himself to grip Billy's ass, squeezing to try and get him to jerk forward. After a moment he shifts so his fingers can tease lightly at Billy's hole. NO intention of pushing in because damn, that would be wrong with a lack of something to make it smooth, but he will tease.]
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Well that was definitely a thing.
<3 David ;__:
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