[ Aoba can't help but let the soft laugh bubbling up in his chest come out when Ren licks at his face. It's just like how it used to be, is further proof that things won't change, and Aoba feels this great weight lift off of his soul to be reminded of it. And to be told that Ren loves him, because while he knows without being told, it feels good to hear. ]

Mm, it would. [ He nods, hair brushing Ren's as he moves their foreheads against each other. ] And I'm happy too, believe me. It's strange to be alone, that's all. My mind goes places it wouldn't if I had you with me.

[ He raises his hands to either side of Ren's face, fingertips in his hair, palms on his cheeks. He ruffles his hair a bit with his nails as he speaks, and leans back to look earnestly into Ren's eyes. ]

I even got worried that.. since you've only ever really known me, that if you went out into the world you'd find someone else and leave me.

[ It's embarrassing to admit, shameful even, and Aoba blushes accordingly and looks about as guilty as it's possible to look. ]

I know you wouldn't, but I'm sorry for thinking it anyway.