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meme-ing ([personal profile] memety) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet2012-10-13 02:52 pm

I'll be missing you

(TRIGGER WARNING. This meme deals heavy with death and also possibly with strong violence or with suicide/depression. If you are not comfortable reading about that, please PLEASE do not proceed further.)


The Last Words Meme

This is it. The final curtain. You're at the end of your life, and there's someone here you really, really need to say something to before you die.


CAUSE OF DEATH
1 - Accidental. Nobody meant for this to happen, but it doesn't matter now. Due to negligance, arrogance or just plain bad luck, you've become gravely ill or injured and are now in your last moments. This covers all kinds of accidental deaths--strangulation, drowning, car accidents, unintentional beheadings, whatever you can think of.

2 - Murder. Somebody really didn't like you. Enough to kill you, it seems. You're now dead by someone else's hand. (Maybe even the person replying to you?) As with accidental death, this covers all types of intentional, malicious murder, regardless of method--so poisoning, stabbing, shooting, etc., all work here. Same with all the below options: any possible variation you can think of on it will work!

3 - Suicide. There is no hope for you, and no way out. You've reached the absolute bottom pits of despair, and the only recourse you have is to take your own life. Someone shows up to stop you... but they're too late to help you now.

4 - Terminal illness. You have cancer, or tuberculosis, or cholera back when people got cholera. The doctors have done everything they could and it wasn't enough. The only thing to do now is give your loved ones the bad news.

5 - Starvation. So thirsty. So hungry. Maybe you've been traveling in the desert for hours, or maybe you're just really poor. Whatever the reason, it doesn't matter, because you're slowly wasting away until you're nothing but skin and bones.

6 - Death in battle. You've died a hero's death, and gone out in a blaze of glory. Or maybe you were a coward who got shot for deserting? Either way, you're now a casualty of war. Will you be honored with a parade or scorned as a traitor to your country?

7 - Natural causes. You've lived a long, happy life, and now your story is at an end. In a warm bed, surrounded by your family and friends, you peacefully drift off. Just make sure that you've made a will somewhere, or at least use your deathbed to set the record straight. Otherwise, who knows what kind of squabbles might errupt after you leave this world?


TIME LEFT

1 - A few minutes. You're fading fast and you don't have much, well, any time left. Better tell the person with you that you love -- or despise -- them with your last breath, because you'll never have the chance otherwise.

2 - A few hours. You haven't got much time left. Is there someone you still need to kill? To kiss? Better do it quick. (Note: last kisses not recommended for people dying of highly contagious illnesses.)

3 - A few days. The doctors have given you the news, and it's not very good. You've only got a couple days left to live. You should start trying to make peace with people and saying your final goodbyes with the days you have left.

4 - A few weeks. Take that vacation you've always wanted to go on but never had the chance to. Go do that thing you've never thought you'd be any good at. You've got only weeks left to live. Don't waste them.

5 - A few months. While you aren't quite on death's doorstep yet, your lifespan has still dwindled considerably from what you probably thought it would be. How are you going to spend your last few months on Earth? Making the world a better place and telling your family you love them? Or raising as much hell as possible?


RELATIONSHIP
1 - Lovers. This is your husband, wife, boyfriend, girlfriend, mistress, whatever you call them they were the person you wanted to spend your life with. Too bad you don't have much of a life to spend with them anymore.

2 - Siblings. Your beloved little or older sibling is just standing there, watching you slowly waste away before their eyes. Can you say anything to comfort them? Note that it doesn't necessarily have to be interpreted literally; adopted siblings and friends so close they might as well be siblings work too.

3 - Parent and child. Nothing is worse than a parent having to bury their child... except, maybe, a young child now alone in the world after losing their parent. As with the sibling prompt, this can be expanded to include parental figures and people who are LIKE a father/mother to you as well as actual biological parents.

4 - Co-workers. teammates or classmates. You were fighting for the same side. Or you worked together in the same office for years. Or they sat behind you in biology all semester. However you met, how do your react when you find out someone who used to be a fixture in your life is going to die?

5 - Friends. You're the best of friends! You go everywhere together, know all each other's secrets, and are never seen apart. At least, you didn't use to be. Now one of you is dying and the other one is left alone in the world. Or maybe you're dying together. Wait, is that better or worse?

6 - Bitter enemies. You hate, hate, HATE this person. In fact, maybe you killed them. Or they killed you. Or maybe nobody killed anybody and they're just bitter that Mother Nature got to you before they did. Regardless, they want to confront you one last time before you bite it, if only to rub your nose in your imminent demise and their ability to outlive you.

7 - Murderer and victim. Perhaps you didn't even know the person you killed or who killed you. Maybe it's the above categories and this. Either way, at the moment of death the person who did it is there.

8 - Doctor and patient. Much like murderer and victim, can be combined. You're in the hospital during the last moments.
agent_romanoff: (quirk)

[personal profile] agent_romanoff 2012-10-14 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
When that happens, SHIELD will appreciate it. [Natasha chuckles softly.

She can't promise that they'll be able to do everything Alice might want to do before the rust progresses too far, but they'll do what they can.]
fleshydisguise: (Heh.)

[personal profile] fleshydisguise 2012-10-14 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
Fuck. [She puts her hand down, growing sick of looking at it.] Humans know they'll rot and die eventually. They have plans and things. Bucket lists and whatever. I never made any of those. I figured when I died it'd be too fast for me to plan around it.

[She turns to Natasha with an expression that's oddly desperate for someone as cocky as herself.] So what do I do?
agent_romanoff: (uhh)

[personal profile] agent_romanoff 2012-10-14 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
Make one. You have the time now. [Natasha gives her a small smile.]

Or just...do whatever makes you happy, [She pauses] As long as it's cleared by SHIELD.
fleshydisguise: (Default)

[personal profile] fleshydisguise 2012-10-14 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Alice contemplates this. It's a concept so far from her usual mindset that she's struggling to even think of how you spent the last few spaces of your life.]

What would you pick?
agent_romanoff: (uhh)

[personal profile] agent_romanoff 2012-10-14 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Natasha struggles to answer that. It's hard to plan anything when all she has been taught is 'today could be the day you die'.]

I'd...I don't know. [She says honestly, frowning a little at her own words.] I think I would just do whatever I felt like doing.

[Natasha thinks that if she knew it was her last night, she'd order food, watch a movie with her friends, and pretend her life is normal for once.]
fleshydisguise: (Cracked mask)

[personal profile] fleshydisguise 2012-10-14 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
I can't go shopping for things I'm never going to wear. [She likes shopping. And jewelry and makeup and tattoos. She loves to decorate herself up in ways the Decepticons never did, and now she's going to die rusted and ugly.] I don't think I ever had any long term plans, but I never thought about not having a future to take advantage of. Programming or something, I don't know. Maybe I'm just dumb.
agent_romanoff: (sad)

[personal profile] agent_romanoff 2012-10-14 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
You're not dumb. [Natasha lets her shoulders relax as her professional demeanour slip away, for now.]

I'm sorry. I wish there was more we- I could do. [She corrects herself. Right now, she isn't an Agent representing SHIELD. She's just simply Natasha, Alice's friend.]
fleshydisguise: (Heart of steel)

[personal profile] fleshydisguise 2012-10-14 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Alice rests her head back against the wall. Her skin begins to fold away as she transforms back into robot mode, more slowly than she usually does. With the skin gone the damage can be seen more clearly in patches of rust across her fingers and the back of her hand. Alice turns away from that visage and back towards Natasha. It's harder to read her expression, with her real face exposed, but her voice remains human.]

Appreciate you guys trying, at least. Another thing I never thought I'd have...though it's probably more just Tony wanting some new puzzle to play with. [Alice sees Stark as a kindred spirit trying to pretend he's not, someone who would make a good leader if he got his act together. From him she doesn't expect compassion.] Just...stick around okay? If someone wants you off on a mission I'll do it for you and come back.
agent_romanoff: (frown)

[personal profile] agent_romanoff 2012-10-14 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[That thought had crossed her mind from time to time when Tony seemed far too interesting in helping. They won't let him near Alice's hardware unless she allows it.

Natasha shakes her head. She actually likes going on missions]
That doesn't mean we can't talk them into letting you come along.

fleshydisguise: (Heart of steel)

I actually kinda like the idea of them being pals

[personal profile] fleshydisguise 2012-10-15 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Damn straight they won't. Look but don't touch.] Fury'd like that, wouldn't he? Shapechanging robot assassin. I'm like you except I don't get tired, I don't get hungry or cold, I don't break, I don't...

[She doesn't die. Except here she is, dying.] Fuck.
agent_romanoff: (really)

yeah it's kinda growing on me heh

[personal profile] agent_romanoff 2012-10-15 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
Don't give him ideas. I'd actually like to keep my job.

[Working with SHIELD is really the only think keeping her alive, and out of jail. She doesn't need a robot to take her place. Again.

Long story.]