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Got them wrapped around your finger
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You might be the biggest curmudgeon in the known universe, just as prickly as a porcupine. Perhaps you're on the other end of the spectrum, cool like a cucumber and never letting anyone get to you. They're not worthy of your time. Still, despite what the case may be, you have one little weak spot. The person you love gets all the sweetness and kindness you have, which admittedly may not be too much, and in your rare moments together, many would be shocked at how you behave. In fact, your special person might not even know that you can be grumpy outside of your encounters! Well, goes to show that everyone doen't know everything about you, do they?
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this is perf /rubs hands together/
[ His tone is smooth, but there's a teasing pull to his smile, though not unkind, no not to this one.
The scars, he is not aware of, but the treatment of a worthless brother and scheming patriarch are clear to see, have been for some time and marriage seemed the gentler course of the many he could have taken. The Maniwa are a makeshift bunch, blood being of less importance than skill and bearing, but other clans have always lagged behind in that regard and so it had been with no amount of distress that Houou had offered his hand.
As a husband, after all, he has more sway and less likely hood of sparking a war to see happiness brought to this one - as he has dearly wished for some time.]
..Though 'Houou' is name and title enough between us in privacy...If you would grant me the same leave of course.
[ He accepts the fresh tea with an inclination of his head, sipping gratefully and with his gaze not leaving her for a moment. ]
no subject
Sakura may hate herself and the skills the Matous made her learn, and she may be unsure of a great many things, but as far as her skills as a wife go, she can be at ease - even a little proud. Her needlework is superb and her cooking makes even Nii-san smile, and... and...! And she's sure that... even with small, insignificant things like those, she can please him. Yes, as a wife, she can... she will work hard. She'll do her best.
... It wouldn't be so bad to make a home with this man, she thinks.
She hopes. ]
Of course, you may call me however you want, but... [ Her smile is hidden behind a sleeve, her blush deepening. A part of her is feeling mortified, while the other feels oddly happy. She repeats the name without the honorific inside her head, and it's... it's tingly. ] Uhm... if that's what you want...
[ ... A tingly feeling... ]
... Houou-san?
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Forgive me my dear, I'm making you uncomfortable..
[ It's something to work on, and he's certainly not skirting around her name for the same reasons, no sir, nope. By way of silent apology or perhaps compromise? Huouou offers his hand, palm up, on the table - drawing just short of where Sakura's are folded - as none threatening as his long fingered hands ever are. ]
she likes this dumb chicken and i cry
[ She's just... tingly. Because she's once again being traded for another family. Because she's not watching his back anymore, but his face. Because she'll be his soon, and a bride. Because she'll leave this dark house behind.
Her hand goes to his, small and soft. ]
I'm just nervous, and... and I...
[ Nervous and a little bit embarrassed and out of breath and...! ]
I was just wondering if it's okay to feel this happy.
[ If it's safe. If he won't disappear.
If, if, if. ]
he's the dumbest chicken aw jeez sakura
I promise you, no matter what transpires between the two of us, till your final days, you will always have a place among the Maniwa.
[ Clan lore is sacrosanct on this, something that Sakura will be detailed on later of course, but it feels important to say so himself; Houou would keep her safe regardless, but, given their current arrangement, he would not see such hope held to ransom should they ever clash. ]
Of course.. [ His tone and expression lighten and there may just be the barest, delighted flush under the markings across his face. ] ..I hope to ensure that happiness more personally...as charming as my kinsmen are.
[ He has the good grace to look away a little bashfully at least.]
she has a lot of emotions okAY
The thought feels a little like the first sightings of spring, colorful and hopeful and still a little too far away to reach. But it's real. Just like the warmth of his hand; gently, her free one covers them, fingers tracing the marks on his skin.
Safe. Warm. Hers. ]
It's alright. I promise I won't let myself be charmed by others.
[ Her face softens, and - yes, it feels like springs. This here, between them, barely blooming but surely growing, is definitely spring. ]
RL ATE ME - HI have an awkward birb <3
[ Houou drops his chin, fighting off a self depreciating smile, but catches sight of their joined hands mid way and relaxes instead. He's been understandably tense through most of this, but he's truly pleased with this arrangement and heartened at the possibility of being looked on kindly by this woman and making her happy.
Pleasing those around him has lead to many ills - too many that Houou will never be proud of - but this, at least, feels selfless; or at least the soft cast of Sakura's features makes it seem that way. ]
Ah, speaking of which - I have taken the liberty of making a few arrangements - [ He sips his tea one handed, unwilling to untangle from her touch ] Our clan holdings are modest, but there is room enough should you wish to settle in to your own space before the wedding..
[ It occurs to Houou that this could be taken as presumptuous, or even scandalous by her own clan, come to think of it. Maniwa lore is purposely ambiguous in regards to marriage, though they are very much the exception not the rule and he rallies with a cough masked with his free hand. ]
Of course it is your choice entirely - you may remain here - there is no expectation either way.
LIKE A TASTY SNACK hello
[ Her eyes widened, and for a moment she looked horrified by her own eagerness, a furious red tint spreading over her cheeks and ears; ashamed, she looks away, the back of her free hand pressed firmly against her cheek.
Happiness is scary. It makes her forget herself too easily, makes her want too much and for too many little things and that's still dangerous. She was given to him, so it should be fine, but- ]
I... Please forgive my... outburst.
[ -but Matou Sakura can't forget herself as long as Matou Zouken is near her. ]
I... I still belong to Grandfather, so I can't... go to you before the ceremony. Please... Please forgive me.
/sock slides in/ yoooo <3
..Hush, there is no conceivable thing for you to be sorry for..
[ He presses callused knuckles to her still burning skin and leans closer to offer her a small smile, lowering his voice least he be overhead - the level of privacy offered to them may be dubious after all. ]
..It seems I must encourage haste in the preparations both our clan are making then, hmm?
[ Everything Houou says can be misconstrued in some way or another, but no smirk accompanies his words. Instead, he blinks - a rare show of trust - and catches her gaze properly, with the pale gold of his own. ]
heyyyy
This closeness. The warmth of his hand. If he were a pray, there are... many things that she could do; the things Grandparent forced her to learned... the things Nii-san imposed on her. But he's not a prey, nor an enemy, and so all her arts and charms are lost, leaving her instead with her simple heartache, an earnestness that scares her, and something she's scared to put a name on.
His eyes are beautiful. ]
I...
[ What would it be like, to tell him so? If she were more confident, more radiant... Ah, if she were like Tohsaka-san, she would be able to charm him for sure. She'd be able to secure her own happiness firmly, and... this tin distance now between them... if she were better, she... ]
I'm sorry for causing any inconvenience.
[ A cowardly retreat. ]
Please... I... should check on dinner.
\o/
[ A tactful retreat in response to her own, but Houou is not one to be dissuaded so easily and he brings her small hand to his lips before she can slip away. ]
Do tell me if you require my assistance-- otherwise, I will wistfully await your return, Sakura-chan..
[ A kiss to her soft skin and the release of her hand with all the reluctance that would be shown to a parting of years, and not just one of merely a hallway - but he's making a point; she is no bother, no weight to him, but a joy, something to anticipate, not shoulder. if he could spirit her away this very evening without causing an uproar, Houou would; but there is the future to consider and Sakura's safety, neither of which he wishes to gamble so carelessly. ]
Re: \o/
It's just too wonderful.
The kitchen is familiar grounds, a little sanctuary she made for herself in the middle of her endless battlefield. Familiar scents and colors, and the simple warmth of the boiling pots. Even her poisons and herbs take a gentler look just by virtue of being here.
.. In truth, she's been preparing for this since yesterday, carefully picking each dish. Grandfather wants his weapon to be a frugal one, but even Grandfather seems to enjoy her dishes, so no real effort was made to stop her from making this her workshop. And... will be the first time she cooks for Houou-sama. So of course she'd want everything to be perfect.
She only retreats once she's made sure everything is right, tunning off to check on her relatives before returning to her guest, some of the kitchen's scent still clinging to her. She looks more composed now, and perhaps even a bit happy. ]
I'm sorry for the delay. And... please excuse them, but both Grandfather and Nii-san have been called away. So it will only be us for the evening. [ She bows, taking her place by his side, still a little unwilling to face him for too long. ] Dinner will be served when you desire it.
slayed by this week bUT HEY, Sakura's a cutie <3
Just the two of us? I can think of no more pleasant an evening..
[ Houou's free hand is still palm up there on the table, as if patiently waiting for the return of Sakura's touch, but he doesn't reach for her; their contact will be on her terms or not at all, if Houou has anything to say about it and instead he follows her lead. ]
Then shall we, my dear?