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bakerstreet2016-08-22 01:58 pm
When he opens his eyes all he can see is white.
It’s actually too much white to look at when coming out of sleep. It makes somewhere in the back of his headache … no. ‘No, that’s not from eyestrain,’ he tells himself and raises a hand to where he feels the sting. It throbs when he touches it, but he can’t stop himself from trying to feel the whole size of it. The man has found a lump on the back of his head that’s nearly the size of a chicken’s egg.
Slowly, the memories start to come back to him. Not old ones. Those were gone now. Just the ones of the last few weeks. He’s reminded that sometimes the guards here beat him. Though exactly why he has this protuberance seems to be another one of those unreachable details. Like it was scrubbed completely out of his mind. It just makes his head hurt … more. Makes his head hurt more. To try to remember why.
The room. His room, he supposes, it be nice it if didn’t seem so impossibly sterile. You’d think by now he would have at least stained something with the food they bring to him, but every day when he wakes up, it’s all perfectly clean. The furniture is new, though. Comfortable. The bed is supportive. There is a small monitor built into the wall of the room where he can see images of a woman in a room just like his. With not much else to do in this comfortably sterile white room, he finds that he does look at the screen pretty regularly.
At first he thought he was seeing live images of her, but he knows now that it isn’t. He never sees her using the toilet or the sink, for instance. After a certain number of hours, the footage they’ve assembled of her just loops and everything plays out exactly the way that it did as before – occasionally something new is worked in or something old is removed, but a majority of the footage remains the same. It almost frightens him with how much clarity he can remember the video when everything else seems like such a mess in his head.
The display lacks color, though, so he doesn’t know those details. No sound, so he doesn’t know her voice either. He could spot her in any crowd, though. He’s sure of it. He knows the exact set of her jaw. The curves of her cheeks. The length of her hair.
He’s spent a lot of time wondering about the video …
Why this woman? And since they were only showing him a long series of selected clips of her, what about these images did they want him to know and what sorts of things where they removing? He couldn’t figure it out as much as he found himself thinking about it.
The door clicks open and he knows one of two things were coming – since he wasn’t acting out of line, that is. When you’re good, the only reasons the door opens are for food or for medicine.
The first person to step into the room is a guard. Thick plates of body armor are fastened to vital areas of the man with Velcro. He carries a shock baton in his right hand that is making a hum indicating the weapon is turned on. A helmet covers his head and a visor of reflective chrome is pulled down over his face. Another male steps into the room wearing an all-white medical uniform and a surgical mask that obscures his face midway from the nose down to the chin. He’s armed not with a weapon, but with an injection device. The final person to enter the room is a female guard whose uniform matches that of the other guard.
Medicine.
The man of the room licks his lips. About to begin yet another attempt to spur any of the people who work here into talking to him. He’s given up on trying to get them to explain anything about what’s happening to him, he knows he’s tried that a number of times before and not gotten anywhere. Now he’d just … like to be acknowledged.
It was isolating in this place.
“Hey guys.”
From the guards, all this man can see is his own reflection in their visors. Apparently, his wavy brown hair was sticking up in the back. He can see in the nurses dark brown eyes a slight bit of apprehension, but mostly boredom - as if listening to the chatter was a huge inconvenience to him.
“And a lady too. Hi to you also.”
No response.
“How are … uh, you know, things?”
The nurse seems to be fiddling with the dial on the bottom of the injector pen. The guards have yet to flinch.
“The weather. What’s the weather like outside? You know a window in this room would be kinda nice …”
The female guard coughs, but nobody says anything.
“What about sports or … ah, cards? Pool? Darts? Any of you guys play bar games when you’re not here?”
The nurse sighs. It’s a prolonged sigh. An exaggerated sigh. A sigh that seemed to say ‘I don’t get payed enough for this’ better than the words ever could. Still, it was music to the man of the room’s ears – a sound of victory. The guy was going to say something to him …
“I know you’ve been here long enough to remember how this is supposed to work, Han. Face the screen and put your hands up behind your head so I can give you the shot.” He says. “Nobody else is like this …”
“Listen pal, I know this ain’t no big deal to you, but you guys and the people with the food are like the highlight of my day around here.” The man called Han - the man trapped in this room - is trying not to smile.
“Guards would you pi-“
Han, cuts the nurse off.
“Okay, okay, I’ll stand and do whatever …” He might not remember how he got that lump, but he had a feeling that people with chrome visors had something to do with it.
Han Solo assumes the expected pose for medication dispensing. Hands held up and folded behind his head like he was some kind of prisoner. And facing the screen that he can see the woman on it. She seems to be changing out of warn clothes and into fresh ones at this particular point in the vid.
“You know the shit in that needle burns.” Han says while he’s standing there waiting for the injector to pierce his skin. “I don’t know if you know that.”
“I do know. You tell me every time.”
After a moment, the injector is stabbed hard into the back of Han’s neck and the end gets pressed down by the nurse’s thumb. He can feel the fiery itch of whatever they’re putting inside of him already, but it will take almost a half an hour for it to have spread throughout his body. He’ll feel it, basically, until they’re ready to give him the next dose …
He’s trembling. A short term side effect of the injection itself … that part, mercifully, does not last that long. Han begins to stammer out a question.
“C-can you …” He takes a shaky breath. “Can you tell … m-me something? A-anything about … what’s goin on?”
The nurse remains behind his patient, watching him shake. The dark eyes are strangely conflicted for a moment.
“The lady in the video.” He says quietly. “Her name is Rey.”
It’s actually too much white to look at when coming out of sleep. It makes somewhere in the back of his headache … no. ‘No, that’s not from eyestrain,’ he tells himself and raises a hand to where he feels the sting. It throbs when he touches it, but he can’t stop himself from trying to feel the whole size of it. The man has found a lump on the back of his head that’s nearly the size of a chicken’s egg.
Slowly, the memories start to come back to him. Not old ones. Those were gone now. Just the ones of the last few weeks. He’s reminded that sometimes the guards here beat him. Though exactly why he has this protuberance seems to be another one of those unreachable details. Like it was scrubbed completely out of his mind. It just makes his head hurt … more. Makes his head hurt more. To try to remember why.
The room. His room, he supposes, it be nice it if didn’t seem so impossibly sterile. You’d think by now he would have at least stained something with the food they bring to him, but every day when he wakes up, it’s all perfectly clean. The furniture is new, though. Comfortable. The bed is supportive. There is a small monitor built into the wall of the room where he can see images of a woman in a room just like his. With not much else to do in this comfortably sterile white room, he finds that he does look at the screen pretty regularly.
At first he thought he was seeing live images of her, but he knows now that it isn’t. He never sees her using the toilet or the sink, for instance. After a certain number of hours, the footage they’ve assembled of her just loops and everything plays out exactly the way that it did as before – occasionally something new is worked in or something old is removed, but a majority of the footage remains the same. It almost frightens him with how much clarity he can remember the video when everything else seems like such a mess in his head.
The display lacks color, though, so he doesn’t know those details. No sound, so he doesn’t know her voice either. He could spot her in any crowd, though. He’s sure of it. He knows the exact set of her jaw. The curves of her cheeks. The length of her hair.
He’s spent a lot of time wondering about the video …
Why this woman? And since they were only showing him a long series of selected clips of her, what about these images did they want him to know and what sorts of things where they removing? He couldn’t figure it out as much as he found himself thinking about it.
The door clicks open and he knows one of two things were coming – since he wasn’t acting out of line, that is. When you’re good, the only reasons the door opens are for food or for medicine.
The first person to step into the room is a guard. Thick plates of body armor are fastened to vital areas of the man with Velcro. He carries a shock baton in his right hand that is making a hum indicating the weapon is turned on. A helmet covers his head and a visor of reflective chrome is pulled down over his face. Another male steps into the room wearing an all-white medical uniform and a surgical mask that obscures his face midway from the nose down to the chin. He’s armed not with a weapon, but with an injection device. The final person to enter the room is a female guard whose uniform matches that of the other guard.
Medicine.
The man of the room licks his lips. About to begin yet another attempt to spur any of the people who work here into talking to him. He’s given up on trying to get them to explain anything about what’s happening to him, he knows he’s tried that a number of times before and not gotten anywhere. Now he’d just … like to be acknowledged.
It was isolating in this place.
“Hey guys.”
From the guards, all this man can see is his own reflection in their visors. Apparently, his wavy brown hair was sticking up in the back. He can see in the nurses dark brown eyes a slight bit of apprehension, but mostly boredom - as if listening to the chatter was a huge inconvenience to him.
“And a lady too. Hi to you also.”
No response.
“How are … uh, you know, things?”
The nurse seems to be fiddling with the dial on the bottom of the injector pen. The guards have yet to flinch.
“The weather. What’s the weather like outside? You know a window in this room would be kinda nice …”
The female guard coughs, but nobody says anything.
“What about sports or … ah, cards? Pool? Darts? Any of you guys play bar games when you’re not here?”
The nurse sighs. It’s a prolonged sigh. An exaggerated sigh. A sigh that seemed to say ‘I don’t get payed enough for this’ better than the words ever could. Still, it was music to the man of the room’s ears – a sound of victory. The guy was going to say something to him …
“I know you’ve been here long enough to remember how this is supposed to work, Han. Face the screen and put your hands up behind your head so I can give you the shot.” He says. “Nobody else is like this …”
“Listen pal, I know this ain’t no big deal to you, but you guys and the people with the food are like the highlight of my day around here.” The man called Han - the man trapped in this room - is trying not to smile.
“Guards would you pi-“
Han, cuts the nurse off.
“Okay, okay, I’ll stand and do whatever …” He might not remember how he got that lump, but he had a feeling that people with chrome visors had something to do with it.
Han Solo assumes the expected pose for medication dispensing. Hands held up and folded behind his head like he was some kind of prisoner. And facing the screen that he can see the woman on it. She seems to be changing out of warn clothes and into fresh ones at this particular point in the vid.
“You know the shit in that needle burns.” Han says while he’s standing there waiting for the injector to pierce his skin. “I don’t know if you know that.”
“I do know. You tell me every time.”
After a moment, the injector is stabbed hard into the back of Han’s neck and the end gets pressed down by the nurse’s thumb. He can feel the fiery itch of whatever they’re putting inside of him already, but it will take almost a half an hour for it to have spread throughout his body. He’ll feel it, basically, until they’re ready to give him the next dose …
He’s trembling. A short term side effect of the injection itself … that part, mercifully, does not last that long. Han begins to stammer out a question.
“C-can you …” He takes a shaky breath. “Can you tell … m-me something? A-anything about … what’s goin on?”
The nurse remains behind his patient, watching him shake. The dark eyes are strangely conflicted for a moment.
“The lady in the video.” He says quietly. “Her name is Rey.”
http://gph.is/1HUoO59 short hair, but still sticking up in the back. lol.
Yup, still hot. Rey approves. (I've approved ever since I was a little one ... )
Truer words were never spoken. Indiana Jones was, uh, very inspirational for me.
O rly? I can see the appeal, more of a Solo/Deckard fan myself.
I was older when I watched Star Wars, but he's a fave. Never seen Blade Runner!
The movie polarizes people. I'd say watch it. It's got style (beyond the male lead, even)
It's on my never ending list of things to watch at some point maybe when I'm not lazy.
Well, then I might have to keep throwing .gifs at you till you do. :P
I highly doubt I'll find any reason to complain about that :0D
That is highly unfairly attractive. And also made me do the toe curl thing.
It kinda is. At least watch before Blade Runner 2 comes out.
Sorry for my previous tag here. I definitely fail at proofreading.
No problem! I find plenty of mistakes in my own after the fact.
I went to bed at 9 last night otherwise I would have answered this then. /old
Only reason I was up so late was because of too much caffeine during D and D.
I gotta get up early to get the kid to school and I am not a morning person. :0/
[this concept looks fun. open to m/m, m/f, canon mates (from any season), cross-canon, cross-media, ocs, whatever. feel free to pm me if you have questions, or just jump in and go for it.]
Edited 2016-08-22 20:15 (UTC)
[I'm just starting from the beginning man, let me know if you had other ideas?]
The instant Sora wakes, he immediately groans and rolls over to hide his face in the pillow. He doesn't even bothering opening his eyes yet because he can already tell, and says so: "It's too bright."
His voice feels odd in his throat, from disuse maybe? Or because... he can barely recognize it as his own? That's kind of a scary thought. But it has to be his own voice, because he made an effort to say it.
As much as he'd really like to just keep dozing, things are a little too strange. He has to open his eyes now and figure this out. He squints, sitting up and taking a look around. No wonder it's so bright. There's just... white everywhere. The room is white, what furniture there is here is white, what he's wearing is white. Hang on-- There's something on his hand. He lifts it up, peers closely at his palm. A bar code, and a word...
"Sora," he reads. Good to know he can read. He can't seem to remember much else. 'Sora' sounds kind of pretty, though. Is it a name? Maybe his name?
He'd realized a few seconds earlier there was someone next to him on this bed, dressed in the same fashion, but he turns his attention to them now. Looks like a boy close to his age, maybe a little younger. There's something inked onto his hand too, a word underneath the bar code similar to his own. Sora reaches out to take the boy's hand, without asking, without thinking to ask. He just lifts it up so he can peer at the palm closely as he'd done his own, read the word he finds there out loud. "Jamie."
The instant Sora wakes, he immediately groans and rolls over to hide his face in the pillow. He doesn't even bothering opening his eyes yet because he can already tell, and says so: "It's too bright."
His voice feels odd in his throat, from disuse maybe? Or because... he can barely recognize it as his own? That's kind of a scary thought. But it has to be his own voice, because he made an effort to say it.
As much as he'd really like to just keep dozing, things are a little too strange. He has to open his eyes now and figure this out. He squints, sitting up and taking a look around. No wonder it's so bright. There's just... white everywhere. The room is white, what furniture there is here is white, what he's wearing is white. Hang on-- There's something on his hand. He lifts it up, peers closely at his palm. A bar code, and a word...
"Sora," he reads. Good to know he can read. He can't seem to remember much else. 'Sora' sounds kind of pretty, though. Is it a name? Maybe his name?
He'd realized a few seconds earlier there was someone next to him on this bed, dressed in the same fashion, but he turns his attention to them now. Looks like a boy close to his age, maybe a little younger. There's something inked onto his hand too, a word underneath the bar code similar to his own. Sora reaches out to take the boy's hand, without asking, without thinking to ask. He just lifts it up so he can peer at the palm closely as he'd done his own, read the word he finds there out loud. "Jamie."
oh my god this tag is like a month late i'm so sorry
[ get ready for a naturally doting and selfless partner. ]
[ I am the awful one.
It is me.
Open to gen, smut, etc! Just no 13 or 19. M/m takes a bit more work than m/f. Cross-canon cr is love. ♥ ]
It is me.
Open to gen, smut, etc! Just no 13 or 19. M/m takes a bit more work than m/f. Cross-canon cr is love. ♥ ]
[ I'm fine with any of these, but I'll add that 9 isn't really my thing. Otherwise I'm open. ]
Edited 2016-08-23 13:30 (UTC)
Who is this, you ask~? /offers almond cookies....
[No 19, but otherwise sure. Prefer if smut takes time to build to but open to it. M/f or m/m.]
[ The world is louder than it used to be. Dimmer and louder. These were the first things Sharon had noticed when the facility had been overtaken, the scientists - captors, she has to remind herself - taken away, and everyone else removed.
Sharon's work uniform is white. She's taken leave for the past two months.
The worst part of the captivity, she sometimes thinks, is that it wasn't terrible. She was clothed and fed. Able to do anything and everything but leave. She hadn't gone mad, either, but she knows a large part of that had been that she wasn't alone.
She still talks to him sometimes when she goes to bed or when she wakes up, briefly forgetting that he isn't there anymore. Months had formed a habit, she supposes.
She has a phone again. People text her, call her. Email her. Sometimes she checks it and thinks he might get in touch. But he doesn't, and she doesn't contact him, either.
But after two months, it's getting to her. The quiet of her apartment, silent save for muffled sounds of traffic and neighbors. And it's... lonely. After such constant companionship, she's lonely. No matter what she does, it comes to naught. She misses him.
And so, late at night when her brain won't turn off and the world outside still sounds too loud, she texts him. ]
It's me. You okay?
[ She turns off her phone, tosses it to the end of the bed. Had that been a mistake? Possibly. They were victims, nothing more. They'd been victimized. They'd just gone through their victimization together. Loneliness is better than reminding him of that.
Of course, now he thinks he just got a text late at night from some random person.
Damn it.
She reaches for her phone again. ]
Sharon, I mean. Sorry. You don't have to respond btw
Sharon's work uniform is white. She's taken leave for the past two months.
The worst part of the captivity, she sometimes thinks, is that it wasn't terrible. She was clothed and fed. Able to do anything and everything but leave. She hadn't gone mad, either, but she knows a large part of that had been that she wasn't alone.
She still talks to him sometimes when she goes to bed or when she wakes up, briefly forgetting that he isn't there anymore. Months had formed a habit, she supposes.
She has a phone again. People text her, call her. Email her. Sometimes she checks it and thinks he might get in touch. But he doesn't, and she doesn't contact him, either.
But after two months, it's getting to her. The quiet of her apartment, silent save for muffled sounds of traffic and neighbors. And it's... lonely. After such constant companionship, she's lonely. No matter what she does, it comes to naught. She misses him.
And so, late at night when her brain won't turn off and the world outside still sounds too loud, she texts him. ]
It's me. You okay?
[ She turns off her phone, tosses it to the end of the bed. Had that been a mistake? Possibly. They were victims, nothing more. They'd been victimized. They'd just gone through their victimization together. Loneliness is better than reminding him of that.
Of course, now he thinks he just got a text late at night from some random person.
Damn it.
She reaches for her phone again. ]
Sharon, I mean. Sorry. You don't have to respond btw
[Gen or smut. M/M or M/F or M/?? just fine. No 19, please.]
[Open to anything, cross canon and otherwise. Hit me with horrible and make me regret my life choices. Will also write the prompt if asked.]
Randomatic says 16 - let me know if I need to change anything
The name on his hand was Caliban. He had, almost immediately, insisted on simply Cal. The pair of them had had enough time, or nearly enough, to get used to each other and to get used to the routine.
But some days, even now, there was something too alert behind Cal's eyes, something inhuman and predatory, something that would as soon eat Hux alive as claim him as a partner. Those were the days that Cal got taken away 'for testing' they claimed, testing that he always came back from lethargic and slow to respond.
It had happened earlier that day, right after breakfast, and he hadn't been returned within a few hours like he usually was, and he wasn't returned by lunchtime, though he was finally tumbled into the room just after dinner had arrived. He'd picked at it -something unusual, as Cal generally ate like he had a hollow leg- and had gone to bed.
He slept like the dead for nearly six hours, which was when he started shifting restlessly in his sleep, grumbling wordlessly, moving like he was trying to get away from something, however ineffectively. He finally shifted himself over enough that he fell off the side of the bed, landing on the floor in a tangle of limbs and cursing in something that was decidedly not English, it sounded more like the spitting of an upset cat, radio static, the kind of thing that would cause a headache if it went on too long, but he stopped almost as quickly as he'd started, rubbing eyes with one hand and trying to take stock of the situation, trying to sort out what was real and what wasn't.
But some days, even now, there was something too alert behind Cal's eyes, something inhuman and predatory, something that would as soon eat Hux alive as claim him as a partner. Those were the days that Cal got taken away 'for testing' they claimed, testing that he always came back from lethargic and slow to respond.
It had happened earlier that day, right after breakfast, and he hadn't been returned within a few hours like he usually was, and he wasn't returned by lunchtime, though he was finally tumbled into the room just after dinner had arrived. He'd picked at it -something unusual, as Cal generally ate like he had a hollow leg- and had gone to bed.
He slept like the dead for nearly six hours, which was when he started shifting restlessly in his sleep, grumbling wordlessly, moving like he was trying to get away from something, however ineffectively. He finally shifted himself over enough that he fell off the side of the bed, landing on the floor in a tangle of limbs and cursing in something that was decidedly not English, it sounded more like the spitting of an upset cat, radio static, the kind of thing that would cause a headache if it went on too long, but he stopped almost as quickly as he'd started, rubbing eyes with one hand and trying to take stock of the situation, trying to sort out what was real and what wasn't.
No worries, I've been behind on tags for a while, life ambush
[Open to everything, this meme is very enticing, I am a poor soul who couldn't resist.]
Edited 2016-08-23 17:05 (UTC)
[With and without wings versions both available]


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