[Sayaka leans back next to Kyouko, laughing a little.]
I don't know. Maybe I'm just stupid or stubborn. This is the only way I really know how to act. I don't feel like having these powers is worth it unless I try to do something good with them. I've already suffered so much just having them, you know? So even if it kills me, I want to use them to try to make things better. I might live longer doing it your way, but I don't think I'd be able to forgive myself for it.
[Even though her own way is doomed to lead to her own destruction. She knows that, and has come to a weird sort of peaceful place concerning that decision.]
So to answer your question... I still don't know what I'd do. But I'd make it work somehow. And I'd do it in a way I could be proud of.
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[Sayaka leans back next to Kyouko, laughing a little.]
I don't know. Maybe I'm just stupid or stubborn. This is the only way I really know how to act. I don't feel like having these powers is worth it unless I try to do something good with them. I've already suffered so much just having them, you know? So even if it kills me, I want to use them to try to make things better. I might live longer doing it your way, but I don't think I'd be able to forgive myself for it.
[Even though her own way is doomed to lead to her own destruction. She knows that, and has come to a weird sort of peaceful place concerning that decision.]
So to answer your question... I still don't know what I'd do. But I'd make it work somehow. And I'd do it in a way I could be proud of.