with you at your l o w e s t

[sockdere]

with you at your lowest a shipping meme

There are undoubtedly moments in our lives that define us, no matter how crystal clear or hazy or memories of those times are. In the case of hazy recollections, it's more likely than you'd think. How strange it its that one inconsequential, in the grand scheme of things, event can change the course you take...not always so seriously or dramatically, of course. You can't remember why you don't like soup; in actuality, you burned your tongue badly on chicken soup at one point, long ago. You'd forgotten, but your mind and body didn't. More weighty traumas that you've unknowingly pushed back can work in much the same way. You shy away from using scissors as you feel a shiver run down your spine, not necessarily as you remember blood gushing from toddler-sized fingers when you played with the big-kid scissors and cut yourself. Still, there is a connection and it keeps you "safe" through past experience. The consciousness is amazing in that way, constantly making associations that, for better or worse, shape how we view the world around us, though we may not always recall what brought us those views. In this meme, however, there's no way this particular association - a special person, being around them, and your happiness - can go unnoticed, and you know the exact cause. In fact, you can track down the exact moment: this person came to you when you were low, perhaps even at your lowest. Like some guardian angel, they showed you kindness, they turned your world right side up again, they gave you a helping hand, or they granted you your life when they could have taken it. Perhaps it was something as simple as not treating you like trash. At that particular time, what they did meant everything. Whether you see your response to this as a welling up of true love or merely you owing them a debt, what you feel towards them cannot be measured. Even if you're usually as warm as a giant block of ice with a black heart, you have feelings towards them you can't quite understand. If you're emotional at the best of times, you'll most likely be completely overcome. Whatever the case may be, what you know for certain is that you want to stay with this and feel that lightness in your heart. Depending on what other associations you've made and how you've figured the world works for you, this desire could lead to actions going smoothly or terribly, terribly wrong and creepy. ( how to play ) Comment with your character and preferences. You might also want to mention which "side of the equation" you'd like to play and what tone you're looking for in the thread. Any other info is good, too. Reply to others. RNG. ( prompts ) Known: They've been there for you just about forever. First Meeting: You just met them, but they've made such an impression on you that it doesn't matter. Rescue:The danger is closing in, until someone steps in and saves your hide. Your hero! Healing: Bruised, beaten, and injured, you can't take care of yourself, despite your attempts. You'd be left to rot if they didn't come along. Just a Bad Day: There was no huge tragedy. You just had an awful day, and a little distraction makes all the difference. Broken: Inside or outside, you're a mess. It seems as if there's no fixing you, but they're going to try. Unprecedented Kindness: Before, no one has ever been nice to you. No one. Their attention is a change of pace. The Way You Look: After seeing nothing but monsters or murder, a little beauty is to be appreciation. Tears: "Don't cry," they said, and you're surprised how much their wiping away your tears affected you. Grumpy: Putting up your walls and your defenses of cruelty didn't run them away. For some reason, this endears them to you even more. A Simple Smile: Sometimes, a smile is all it takes to bring a ray of light into the darkness. Gave Me Hope: You're jaded and they're not. Their optimism or even their continued existence perks up your spirit just a bit, enough to continue on. Shattered Heart: They're helping you get over a romantic betrayal, platonic at at first. But then... Mercy: They could have, and should have, ended your life. They made another call. Didn't Reject: Despite your appearance, your past, your lifestyle, or your personality...not being the prettiest, they don't turn you away like everyone else has. Defend: No matter if it's verbally or physically, they're standing up for you. Give Me a Purpose: Through a need to help them in return, protect them, or make their life better, you've found yourself a purpose you thought you'd never have. WILD CARD

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Asbel Lhant | Tales of Graces | canonmates, please!

[swordofgraces]

[this would fit Asbel/Richard, but open to other canonmates!]

[jewelboxes]

((Did I hear someone say "Richard"?))

[swordofgraces]

[why, yes please!]

[jewelboxes]

((I rolled a 5 which is relatively tame compared to canon. Is that fine with you or would you like something slightly more dramatic? Also, I will be more than happy to start the thread, if that is all right with you.))

[swordofgraces]

[ah, sorry for not replying the first time - I fell asleep! I'll reply once I'm off work. c: ]

[jewelboxes]

((Sure, whenever you have the time! If my starter is too difficult, I don't mind coming up with something more straightforward.))

5

[jewelboxes]

[Today has simply been one of those days.]

[It can hardly be called a "crisis" when compared to events of the past few months. Richard doesn't fear for his life, he isn't left wondering whether or not he's slowly losing himself to the negative feelings swirling inside him, and the world is - for the moment - peaceful and whole.]

[No, he's merely been struck with a full schedule and an unfortunate case of bad luck, a day filled with endless meetings and heated discussions about Windor's debt, the restructuring of her military, the sorry state of the more heavily trafficked roads. A day of parading noblemen seeking favors and reparations, a day to remember the weight of the crown and the responsibility it represents. Yes, on days such as this Richard wonders if he can ever truly make amends for his mistakes; it seems like such a distant hope.]

[Perhaps the single reprieve has been catching a glimpse of his friend across the room. A brief second before having his attention torn away to field more questions about taxes and trade agreements. When the meeting finally, finally ends, Richard is exhausted and his forehead throbs, but he cannot so much as slouch or sigh or even turn away until the last of representatives has left. Richard can only offer Asbel a weary smile as he waits to be excused.]