[The idea that Terra would abandon Wolfram after pretty much taken his virginity, not to mention all of Wolfram's trust and respect was, in fact, extremely preposterous. It would never happen, he could never be that thoughtless and cruel. In that sense it didn't make a lot of sense to doubt himself to such a great extent, but just as Wolfram held that fear, Terra felt the same way. Obviously he couldn't stand losing Wolfram to distance, but Wolfram choosing to leave him was even worse.
But his words don't match Terra's thought process. For as hardheaded as he could be about his own fears and concerns even Terra couldn't ignore straight logic. Someone who felt this was right because of the person, the feelings, wasn't very likely to just up and leave without a hell of a reason, were they?]
Okay.
[It's a very small admission, a sign that, for now, he wouldn't worry so much about it. Wolfram had more than earned his trust over the time they'd known one another and sex wasn't a good reason to toss all of that out the window. But Terra would still be gentle, mindful of what he was doing, and that showed itself in the care he took with handling Wolfram's pants. He wasn't going to make this painful, though Wolfram might want to speed things up Terra knew how important it was to be careful for at least the first round, assuming he really wanted to do, well, everything.
Right now his experience might be limited to Terra's lips trailing lower, lower ... Until his tongue lathed over the base of Wolfram's cock, one arm braced him on the bed, but his free hand took over what his mouth had yet to work on. He wasn't giving his friend - boyfriend, a chance to go unstimulated. Terra wanted to hear him shout and scream, a guilty part of him wanted to hear Wolfram call his name over and over again, if he had to keep at this for hours to achieve the result then it was just fine. He liked sucking cock anyway so Terra really wasn't losing out here.]
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But his words don't match Terra's thought process. For as hardheaded as he could be about his own fears and concerns even Terra couldn't ignore straight logic. Someone who felt this was right because of the person, the feelings, wasn't very likely to just up and leave without a hell of a reason, were they?]
Okay.
[It's a very small admission, a sign that, for now, he wouldn't worry so much about it. Wolfram had more than earned his trust over the time they'd known one another and sex wasn't a good reason to toss all of that out the window. But Terra would still be gentle, mindful of what he was doing, and that showed itself in the care he took with handling Wolfram's pants. He wasn't going to make this painful, though Wolfram might want to speed things up Terra knew how important it was to be careful for at least the first round, assuming he really wanted to do, well, everything.
Right now his experience might be limited to Terra's lips trailing lower, lower ... Until his tongue lathed over the base of Wolfram's cock, one arm braced him on the bed, but his free hand took over what his mouth had yet to work on. He wasn't giving his friend - boyfriend, a chance to go unstimulated. Terra wanted to hear him shout and scream, a guilty part of him wanted to hear Wolfram call his name over and over again, if he had to keep at this for hours to achieve the result then it was just fine. He liked sucking cock anyway so Terra really wasn't losing out here.]