bakerstreet | 7 Minutes in Heaven

...That sounds completely stupid.

Do people do that?

[Still that same, confused, quizzical, and condescending look.]

That explains so much.

Yes, Sherlock, people do that.

Granted, usually they're much younger people.

[ John's tone suggests the eyeroll he doesn't perform. He's silent for a moment, but then he uncrosses his arms. ]

Alright. Come down here.

[ You're tall. He's not standing on tiptoe for this. ]

I've never heard of anything this stupid.

[Because you were never invited to parties, Sherlock. Because you did this sort of thing. And had no friends.]

It's wholly possible we're simply stuck in a closet.

[Except the door's not blocked from the outside, but it doesn't seem to want to budge.

So. Fine. Maybe he has to accept this.

...He still looks stiff and awkward and faintly confused as he leans forward to help make up the difference between his height and John's lack of height.]

Yes, alright, but worth a try. Let's just get on with it.

[ He stiffens a little himself as Sherlock leans into his personal space, something he should actually be used to. But it's never been like this.

Right, John, just a kiss. This is your best friend, someone you've killed for (someone you'd die for) - it's simple.

One hand lifts and settles on the other man's shoulder, steadying, perhaps, for both parties. He looks the detective over quickly -don't think about it- and leans in. His lips land against Sherlock's cheek, dry and warm, experimental.

You coward, Watson. ]

[The kiss to his cheek makes Sherlock release a breath he hadn't even known he was holding. It's soft and leaves him almost on a laugh.

Under John's hand, the muscles in the detective loosen. A kiss on the cheek is familiar territory. Perhaps not from a proper friend or a male one, but it is an area where Sherlock needs not worry himself too much.

Sherlock lets out another faint chuckle as he leans a little closer to return the gesture on John's opposite cheek.

Calm, almost detached.]

[ Sherlock is laughing.

And when he kisses John on the cheek, the older man can't help the way his face splits with a grin. This is utterly ridiculous.

His free hand lands on the doorknob. He doesn't have to twist it to know it won't work. Not yet. Seven minutes.

John feels airy, like he's been filled with bubbles full of light. ]

Stop. Sherlock...

[ But it's too late, and he's laughing a little himself. ]

[The sound of John's laughter makes his own a little more audible. He ducks his head, closer to John... but it's a coin toss as to whether he realises that.]

Not my fault.

[But it's said lightly, and he flashes a smile at his friend.

The fact that John's hand is on the doorknob but not turning speaks volumes, as does the name of the "game" John mentioned earlier.

Seven minutes.

With another chuckle-- unable to help it at the absurdity of the idea of this "game," "playing" it, and being trapped with John-- he leans in further. Sherlock does what he did a moment ago: a kiss to the cheek.

This time, there might really be some affection to it, and one of his hands sets lightly, easily on John's upper arm. A friendly touch, like the hand on his shoulder.]

[ John doesn't seem to notice, or else doesn't seem to mind, the closing proximity. He just shakes his head a little at the other man. ]

Partially your fault.

[ He disagrees, but there's warmth in his voice and suffusing through him when the other's lips land back on his cheek. He tilts his head, presses another kiss against the man, this time to his jaw.

The hand on Sherlock's shoulder slings its arm around his neck, fingers toying with that mop of dark hair and mussing it with a rather definite playfulness, a mockery of intimacy. ]

Strangeness is practically your calling card.

[ And yet, there's another kiss on the wing of the younger man's nose. ]

[Sherlock let out a quiet breath at the feeling of lips on his jaw. A kiss to the cheek, a kiss to the forehead-- those, he found familiar, easy. Now...

Now, the quick detective who (almost) always had the answer for everything was out of his depth, was edging along unknown territory, not quite letting himself explore it blindly. He bowed his head, tilting it to the side just faintly. His hand flexed around John's arm, but not badly. Just enough to hint at the same uncertainty as that sound he'd made.

With some hesitation, he brushed his lips over John's temple. Then he managed to chuckle a little again, finding words to speak.]

Usually my 'strange' almost gets us killed.

[...It really shouldn't sound like he can't decide which is worse.]

[ It's hard to ignore the breath when it's wafting against his skin, but he stands perfectly still and swallows the sudden jump in anxiety. There's a quiet note in the back of his throat, an unconscious dip of his eyelids, for the brush against his temple. His fingers stop fussing at the man's hair and land at the back of his neck instead, thumbing a gentle circle into the skin there. It's brief, simple - it's all fine, you're alright - and Sherlock is allowed to ignore it if he wants to. But he can't help trying to reassure the other, at least a little.

The huff of laughter he gives for the reply is a bit softer. ]

Disappointed?

[ The tut is implied. Of course he is. ]

Well, week's not out yet.

I know how to handle that.

[His voice is low, and there's a halting sense to it, as if the words keep getting caught in his throat.

The rubbing both calms and tenses him, but he says nothing, dipping his head lower under the attention. His lips carefully brush against John's jaw now, just under the ear. His mouth is just barely away from skin as he speaks.]

This... isn't my area.

[A bit of a joke? Yes.]

[ He's a little distracted by the quality of the tone and the way Sherlock is leaning closer, as if he's never been granted a modicum of affection in his life. Being close enough to feel the tension and the awkwardness rolling off of the other, it's hard to remember that he's a perfect bastard, and by choice for the majority. John finds himself wrapping his hand around the back of the man's neck and issuing another tender gesture, just a light squeeze at the muscle.

But when Sherlock draws down so close to his ear, he's not going to be able to stop the delicate tremor that comes of it. That's a sensitive area, at least for him. The man's words could just as readily be an apology as well as a joke because oh, god.

His head turns away from that attention, off of reflex and knowing this is not where Sherlock wants to go. This is out of bounds for them. He tries to gentle it by speaking against the hollow of the man's cheek, lips still curled in a hint of a grin. ]

And yet, if I've managed it...

[ He offers a joke in return, though it might be in desperation to say anything at all. ]

[The tremor and John's slight turn away sends a clear enough sign to Sherlock. His hand tightens and then loosens on John's arm. He doesn't fully let go-- that would be too quick a retreat. Too obvious.

This is to get out of this closet, nothing more. Practical, simple. There was nothing else to it.

Sherlock cleared his throat slightly, keeping his position and his head remaining ducked. Easier to not look at John. Not meet his eyes.]

How long's it been, then?

[ There's a low, almost startled chuckle at that. ]

That's definitely none of your business.

And besides that, you don't want to know.

[ Translation: John doesn't want to tell. ]

[Sherlock pulls back a bit more, looking puzzled. Now he could look at John, look him right in the eye. The statements were enough to bring him out of the uncertainty from the affection and touch and lips and feel of skin under his.]

What?

Isn't that the point? The time?

[It probably says a lot about Sherlock that he cannot imagine where they got on separate ideas of "how long."]

[ John stares right back at him, bemused. But then - oh. Oh. ]

Right.

[ Clearing his throat, most awkward man in the closet at the moment. Not like that. Christ.

He just tries the door. It's still stuck. ]

Well, either time's not up yet or...

[ He licks his lips, anxious. ]

You weren't keeping track of the time.

[He is not impressed.

Then... He frowns sharply and looks at John.]

You know the rules.

We've stopped. Does that pause the clock? Or reset it completely?

[...Yes, he's asking this.]

You weren't either.

[ John feels the need to accuse. God, he feels like he's being punished for something that is completely not his fault, and completely not his obligation to do. ]

I don't know, alright? This isn't usual. Usually it's just seven minutes flat.

[ He can already sense the argument coming, the accusation that he had had a completely stupid idea, and that they were genuinely stuck in a normal closet. It was a stupid idea. Or maybe they're not doing something right.

Two birds, one stone. John's hands vacate the door, wrap around Sherlock's lapels, and pull him down into a real kiss, lips claiming lips. It's desperation and shut up, Sherlock. He hopes it works to set them both free, because this is a line he never expected to cross. ]

[Sherlock sighed at the first accusation, and his hand was in his pocket. The plan was to retrieve his phone, set a timer, and then... go back to the careful whatever-it-was they'd been at before.

But as soon as he has hold of the phone, he's pulled in. At first, he expects a further scolding or... something. Not what happens. That stuns the consulting detective into silence and stillness.

A second later, he begins to pull back, but those hands are still on the lapels of his jacket, and his body won't obey the rational thought. It leans in, rather than what he thought was the best course of action, and his hand tightens around John's arm. The lean is about all he does in response, perhaps a slight movement of his lips, but in general...

It would seem that Sherlock has not only shut up but also has no idea what he's supposed to do in reply.]

[ That's alright, Sherlock, John's gathering the slack, or rather, filling the gaps in information. Sherlock's lips seem dry, taut, and yet there's a suspicious warmness to them, either due to the earlier exchange or from pressing them against John. It really shouldn't matter.

One hand loosens itself from the lapel and takes Sherlock's chin instead, tilting the angle between them just slightly before John leans in again. This kiss is gentler, maybe apologetic, because the younger man feels stiff as a plank and John is quite sorry he has to endure the contact. But there's some pleasure that can be derived in the drag of mouths, even if there's no emotional investment in it. John will try to make it good for him. And of course, he's not actually keeping Sherlock held in place now. That's too cruel. ]

[There's a whisper of a breath from Sherlock just before the second kiss. It might have just been the half-sigh or it might have been John's name. Hard to say.

But he doesn't pull away. Instead, he tilts his head a little more and lets the grip on John's arm loosen. His hand never lets go, but it is not holding on quite so desperately now. An inch back for a breath and to stare at his friend for a moment and to wet his lips. An uncertain act, feeling their dryness and aware of the lingering sensation and taste the kiss has left on them.

He doesn't do it easily or smoothly, but this time... it is Sherlock who closes the small distance to kiss him again. His mobile is forgotten, and his hand reaches out, touching but not not grasping the fabric over John's side.]

[ John is breathing through his nose, or trying to; the air feels thicker and harder to swallow. His eyes meet Sherlock's as the younger man draws back. Done? But the other is licking his lips and that, that uncertainty should not be as attractive as it is. Mister Holmes, your humanity is showing a bit. And right now, that moment belongs to John, who is still when the other shifts back in, the motion doing little to dissuade the notion that he might have just kissed a marble figurine into temporary animation.

His mouth yields under the opposite set of lips, as much as it can, before shifting to respond in kind, setting a shallow tandem of motion between them. He finds himself making more reassurances, the hand once on Sherlock's chin shaping one side of his face instead, the rough callous of a thumb tracing the arch of one of those prominent angles of the man's cheek. Yes, this is kissing, this is fine, good. It's just me. You're alright.

John feels a little like a teenager again, practicing with schoolgirls beneath the stairwell. There's something almost sweet about it. At this point, he should probably know better than romanticize anything about Sherlock Holmes, but here he is, carefully trying to teach the man what all the fuss about snogging was, gently drawing his teeth over the younger man's lower lip. ]

[Logic and reason have no place in this, and that sets Sherlock at a disadvantage he often tries to avoid. He is a man who can have a woman knelt in front of him, staring at him with wide eyes... and still think to take her pulse, feel that there was something genuine to her beneath all her acts and ploys. But now...

Now he is simply keeping with that kiss, eyes half closed. He pressed forward a little more, gripping John's shirt as the hand on his arm moved up. It lingered on the shoulder then crept experimentally to rest the very tips behind John's head.

His mouth parted under the application of teeth, and he gave a quiet gasp. Usually, the new and unfamiliar was a beacon, something he was drawn to like a moth to the flame. Yet here... Here he was uncertain, edging around eagerness. Not quite a reluctant student but a cautious one.]

[ The sensitivity shouldn't have surprised John, who wasn't new at this and knew pretty well that Sherlock must be, but with the gasp, he hesitates. He knows what the general next step here is, but would it be good? Would it be right? The last person he'd ever seen kiss Sherlock was Irene Adler, but never like this. And she'd hurt him, hadn't she? She'd tried to toy with him and use him - John could safely say he'd never do that. This was just... he didn't know what this was. A one-time thing, a curiosity, an area he never planned to encroach upon, but was sincerely indulging in while it lasted. It was odd, and yet, it seemed to work, like everything else did. They could go back, though, right?

John sucked slowly on that lower lip, drew the tip of his tongue across it once, and stepped closer. He kissed Sherlock full on the mouth again, open this time. He could feel the fingertips tickling across the back of his neck and his breath hitched for them. Yes, alright. ]

John.

[The sound of the name is definite, though very hushed, uttered just before the military man's mouth is against his again. He moves forward a half step to return the gesture, uncertain but trusting the physical instincts now more than his mental ones. A dangerous path to deviate onto, and he knows it, but it's worth it this once.

Because it is this once. This chance, this moment. Once in a lifetime. He's seen them before, never quite like this, but he knows the feeling it brings, having such a chance in front of him. Yet before, he has always chosen logic, trusted the familiar, and allowed them to slip from his grasp before he could ever touch them. Now... now he has a firm hold, and he knows that the moment he lets go it will vanish in a puff of smoke. Be forgotten, buried, and never again spoken about.

John has his girlfriends. Not one right now, but he will have another one soon. They're frequent, as are his mannerisms of rolling his eyes, waving off a comment, or making a definite statement to the contrary whenever anyone seems to think he would consider men in such a fashion. This is a departure from normality, Sherlock knows, for both of them.

And for that reason, they will not speak of it again.

He presses his lips more against John's, settling his palm against the back of his neck now, though his fingers move in and out, lightly kneading at the surrounding skin.]

7 Minutes in Heaven

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