tfln

[trashtalker]

wayback machine tfln or tfln if it's up

Comments

[counterstep]

what? why?
it's pretty inconsequential

[vesting]

Even if I didn't mean it I did it and I want to apologize to you

[counterstep]

I accepted your apology though?

whatever I think doesn't really matter, though

[vesting]

It matters to me what you think, I value your opinion on many things

[counterstep]

you probably shouldn't
even what I wanted didn't make a difference since we all got stuck under Valentina again anyway

you're better off putting your faith in someone else

[vesting]

Why would you say that? It's not your fault Valentina is a cockroach that knows how to survive

I don't like that, please don't talk about yourself that way

[counterstep]

I'm supposed to know better
I've been doing this longer than anyone else

Steve could have done it already

[vesting]

And Valentina knows the system because she probably helped set it up

You can't know that and he's not here so it doesn't even matter what he would do

[counterstep]

that doesn't change that I should have known better

can't I? he would have found a way
he's the most stubborn person I've ever known

[vesting]

You can't know everything, James and its unfair to hold yourself to that standard

It's also unfair to imagine something you can never know for sure

[counterstep]

nothing else I have to deal with is fair, so why should fairness matter?

[vesting]

Because beating yourself up over situations you can't always control isn't helpful

[counterstep]

I'm not
I'm just laying out the facts

[vesting]

Okay I won't push it

[counterstep]

seems like you're still upset though

[vesting]

Not upset no just sad I guess

[counterstep]

I don't want to make you sad either

[vesting]

It hurts to see you be so mean to yourself but you will not change your mind and I cannot force you and I don't want you to feel like you can't talk to me
Sometimes its ok to be sad

[counterstep]

I'm sorry still
even if you're okay with being sad

it's still my fault, and you deserve better

[vesting]

Accepted but sometimes life is sad

It's not your fault, maybe it reminded me but that's all. I have a lot to be sad about

[counterstep]

I think we all do
and it's supposed to help to talk about it, but what do I know

I just want everyone to be well