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[babyfalcon]

D'you want him watching me in the shower?

Or d'you mean rn?
Because the door is open.
They just want me to ressssssst.
Again.
Ugh.

[endof_theline]

...
It's whatever you want. I just want you to be safe.

So he's watching you rest?
You should be resting.

[babyfalcon]

Pfft.
I don't need Sam to watch me in the shower.
You can watch me in the shower.
Actually you can join me in the shower.
I think that would be nice.

I am resting.

An attachment comes through that is just a selfie of Joaquin snuggled up in a hoodie in the hotel bed, blankets pulled up to his chin. There's a goofy smile on his face and his pupils are blown wide with the effects of the medication he was given for the pain.

[endof_theline]

Maybe next time.
Once you heal up.

You're only sort of resting.

You look very comfortable, and really beautiful.
I hope that's ok to say.

I'm sorry you're hurt.

[babyfalcon]

Promise?

Texting isn't exerting.
I'm fiiiiine.
Aand I wanna talk to you. 😘

Yeah?
Even though I'm stoned off my ass? 😍

I'm okay. 🩵

[endof_theline]

If you want to, yeah.

Okay. As long as it doesn't make you feel worse. Or dizzy.

Even then. You're still you. :)

I'm glad you're ok. But still, give yourself some time to heal. Maybe I can visit while you recover.

[babyfalcon]

Yessssss!

It isn't.
I'm tough. 💪🏽
It's just a broken arm.
And a couple bruises.

You're beautiful.
I miss you.
I missed you as soon as you went home.

I would like that.

[endof_theline]

Ok. Then we'll make it happen.

You are tough. You look great up there in the sky.
Maybe be more careful taking showers though.

[Compliments... ah. He's freaking out a little. He's trying not to though. Joaquin misses him? It's the drugs talking.]

I miss you too.
Can't stop thinking about you.

Where are you now? I mean- where's the hotel.

[babyfalcon]

Yess!
Keen as!

Yeah?
I love it up there!
So free!!
Pfft.
Just need a bathmat and notnshitty tiles.

Good.
I don’t wanna be the only one.
Gonna visit when I’m home.
Come to ny.
Kiss you in front of everyone.

Uhhhh
It’s some little one in Europe.
I don’t remember the name.

re: too stoned and too interested in Bucky to care.

[endof_theline]

If that's a new slang, I don't know it.
I'm no great with any slang, actually.

I'm sending you with a bathmat next time.

You're not the only one, don't worry.
Kiss me in front of everyone?
Maybe we can talk about that one.

That's ok. I just wanted to know if you were in the States.

[babyfalcon]

lol keen as = I am super keen.
Like, I'm looking forward to it.

Pfft travel mat!

Aw but I wanna kiss you all the time.
Like... all of them.
All the kisses! 😘😘😘😘😘

A couple minutes later a second text comes through.

We're heading home soooooon.
Then I can come see you.

[endof_theline]

Oh. I figured maybe that's what it was, but I wasn't sure.

I bet they make those.

You wanna kiss all of them?
Or you want all the kisses?

You should rest when you get home, though. That's a lot of travel with a broken arm.

[babyfalcon]

Sam pointed out I coulda just got an extra towel.
He also pointed that out before the drugs so I think I threw something at him.
With the not busted arm.
Obvs.

All the kisses.
Not gonna kiss anyone else when I'm kissing you.
Not kisses like that at least.
Platonic kisses are different.
Because my abuela gives me like a million cheek kisses.
Oh, if you meet her you should be aware of that.
She'll also tell you that you're too skinny and try to feed you.

You sound like the doctor.
M all fine.

[endof_theline]

Sounds therapeutic to be honest.

All the kisses then.
Abuela kisses must be nice too. That's definitely different.
I wouldn't be able to argue with an abuela. That's for sure.

Yeah, well- your doctor is very smart then.
You'll be fine eventually.
And I'll still be here.

[babyfalcon]

It was.
Too late for that now.
It's already broken.

The only thing better than her cooking is her hugs.
I'll take you to meett her.
She'll love you!

It's just a broken arm.
I've had wayyyyyy worse!
I was even conscious the whole time!

[endof_theline]

Wait. Which arm is it?

Yeah?
Does she live in Florida or Mexico?

You seem to be on a lot of pain pills for just a broken arm, baby falcon.

[babyfalcon]

The left one.
Not my main one.

Mexico.
She lives with my Tio.
My mama would love if she'd come to Miami but she wanted to stay.

It's a compound fracture.

[endof_theline]

Well that's- I mean. Not good. But better than if it was your right.

Makes sense.
is that why you want me to go there with you?
and here I thought it was all the pretty women that were enticing you there.

Jeez. I'm sorry.

[babyfalcon]

Mm.
Can still hold my phone.
Among other things.

Yeah!
Wait, did I not tell you that?
Oh. I'm so dumb!
Yeah, was gonna take you to meet my abuela.

It's okay.
Just a little one.
But they had to fix it.
Gonna have another scar too.

[endof_theline]

Ok but don't wear your right hand out.

You're not dumb.
It's just not something we talked about.
Not specifically anyway.
I'd like that.

Another scar to press my lips against.

[babyfalcon]

Okay.
I won't.

Well, now you know.

[Attachment: a photo of Joaquin a few years back with an older lady.]

That's my abuela, last time I saw her.
Gotta got soon, I think.
I miss her.

Oh yeah?
Wish I could kiss you right now.
Also, you need to sign my cast.

[endof_theline]

Why haven't you gone to see her?

Thats a really sweet photo.
She seems wonderful.

I'll sign your cast and kiss that too :)

[babyfalcon]

Working, mostly.
Usually when I've got free time, I go to Miami to see my parents.

She is.
She's the best.

ALL THE KISSES!
I'm looking forward to being home.
And seeing you.
Mostly seeing you.

[endof_theline]

No siblings?

I can tell.

Now you've really got me thinking about all the kisses.
You're leaving soon so maybe you should rest up.

[babyfalcon]

No, just me.

Gonna take you as soon as I can.

It's coz they're good kisses.
Great kisses between you and me.
Nah, I can sleep on the plane!

He is absolutely drowsy and he's also stubbornly refusing to stop texting Bucky. Between recon, his injury and the surgery, it feels like too long since they've spoken.