I mean, I don't think he was expecting to find my naked ass sprawled across the bathroom floor with a bone protruding out of my arm. Most people would freak. Yeah, we board shortly. He's carrying my bags and everything. Yeah, well, pretty sure they'd have liked to keep me a little longer but just couldn't say no to Sam's assurances that he'd make sure I rested and checked in with my doctor once I'm home. Still meant everything I said though.
Ava eats spaghetti-os. Cold. Out of the can. I know.
Yeah, I know. I'm a terrible patient. But I'm trying not to be too annoying. And I'm letting him mother hen me. Good. Don't want you thinking it was just the drugs talking.
And emergency rations from Costco, which is actually a really good idea.
You're not a terrible patient. Plus, you can blame that on the drugs. he'll be happy he can mother hen you. You were still being very Joaquin, don't worry.
I just hate feeling like a burden. And I hate just sitting around. I literally just got back into everything properly and now I gotta do it all again. Because I didn't think to put a towel down. So stupid. Good.
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I bet. He must've been freaked.
Is he getting you guys on your way?
You're sweet. You were also very drugged.
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I mean, I don't think he was expecting to find my naked ass sprawled across the bathroom floor with a bone protruding out of my arm.
Most people would freak.
Yeah, we board shortly.
He's carrying my bags and everything.
Yeah, well, pretty sure they'd have liked to keep me a little longer but just couldn't say no to Sam's assurances that he'd make sure I rested and checked in with my doctor once I'm home.
Still meant everything I said though.
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Yeah, of course. I just mean. You know how he gets. Really worried and protective.
He cares a lot about you.
I know you meant it.
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I know.
Yeah, I know.
I'm a terrible patient.
But I'm trying not to be too annoying.
And I'm letting him mother hen me.
Good. Don't want you thinking it was just the drugs talking.
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You're not a terrible patient. Plus, you can blame that on the drugs.
he'll be happy he can mother hen you.
You were still being very Joaquin, don't worry.
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That's not real food.
I just hate feeling like a burden.
And I hate just sitting around. I literally just got back into everything properly and now I gotta do it all again.
Because I didn't think to put a towel down.
So stupid.
Good.
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But sometimes there's no time.
And it's just easier to eat in my room.
You're not a burden. No one thinks that.
Accidents happen. You'll be back in no time.
Until then, maybe we can find you other things to do.
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Cook a huge batch and then freeze.
I know.
It just feels that way when I'm not even gonna be able to cut up my own food for the next however long.
Oh yeah?
Got any suggestions?
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You can still cut up your food.
I lived without an arm for a couple of years in Wakanda and I figured it out.
We can hang out.
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Of course you would.
I'm a delight!
If Sam'll even let me.
You're right, I'll manage.
I just hate it.
I would really like that.
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You are a delight. Very much so.
He'll let you. He's not into babying.
It's not so bad, believe me.
But don't do the traveling, alright? You've done enough.
I can come to you.
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Can be your afternoon delight 😏
I dunno, maybe once we're home and settled but right now...
Granted, they're on a plane, Joaquin is only two days out of surgery and guess who just took his meds?
It's not like I'm gonna fly there.
I mean.
I am.
But not ME me.
In a plane.
And I'm not even paying for it.
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You can be my any time of day delight.
Seriously. Sam wants to help but he's not going to overdo it.
Just let me come over there, alright?
Please.
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I feel like maybe you don't know that reference.
I know he does.
I know he won't.
I guess I'm just... on edge because he had to look after me after the Indian Ocean incident and I feel bad.
Okay.
I will.
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Probably not.
Bad? No way you need to feel bad about that.
Especially cause I was there to look after him too.
Good. Thanks. Now just focus on healing up.
Or I'll overdo it with the looking after you too.
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Just listen and let me know if you need me to explain.
I can't help it.
I know you were.
I will.
We've boarded and my meds are kicking in.
Sorry if I get dopey again.
I'd like it if you were looking after me.
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...Is this a song about sex?
Joaquin, just let him be there for you. It's okay.
You're lucky he still is.
I'm glad you're able to take the meds again.
Don't be sorry.
I'd like that too. Wish it was me.
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Yes. Yes it is.
I'm trying.
He really is. But there's a part of him that is concerned Sam will decide this is too hard and find someone else.
Soon. Please?
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I know. But you're also not realizing.
I'll head over there this weekend, ok?
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Although, maybe Ava and Yelena wouldn't get it.
The other might.
It's not subtle.
He had to do up my seatbelt.
Twice.
It's kinda hard to be confident in the realising when I can't even do my own seatbelt up.
Two days. It's been two days.
Yes please. 🩵
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That's not so bad. Safety first.
It's temporary, Joaquin. Imagine the people who have to do it all the time.
Ok. I'll be there.
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I know.
I know. You're right.
We're taking off. I've got wifi though so I can still message.
But if I stop randomly, it's coz I fell asleep.
I'm looking forward to it.
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It's ok, you should sleep either way.
It's a good time to unwind.
Just make sure you're settled in first.
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Did you get any sleep?
You don't sleep much.
These seats are comfortable.
I will.
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I didn't sleep. It's okay.
Get comfortable.
Is Sam doing ok?
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