[There's too much blood away from his brain. He takes a few steadier breaths, and briefly rests his forehead against Logan's shoulder for stability.]
...I'm in the process of dying over time, alright? My bones are going to be the first to go. That's all. They've already partially gone weak.
[He pointedly pats the leg that he hasn't been favoring.]
The medicine I'm on drains some stuff to keep me from rapidly crashing. Uses that energy to convince my brain that I'm not actually-- missing nutrients.
[Alivian frowns, looking over at the rumpled, bloody blankets.]
I have seven doses left on hand. Never need to carry a month's worth when I'm just going to work and back. Once that runs out, I have... hours? Days? I don't know. But it'll be hell, I'll collapse, and die in absolute agony.
[His tongue flicks over his lips, and then he absently uses the back of his hand to try to wipe his mouth clean. It doesn't really work; even his hands are marked by Logan's blood. His mouth is also too bloody to wipe clean, anyway.]
Satisfied?
[He is absolutely Not Happy to have this conversation.]
cw: death talk
[There's too much blood away from his brain. He takes a few steadier breaths, and briefly rests his forehead against Logan's shoulder for stability.]
...I'm in the process of dying over time, alright? My bones are going to be the first to go. That's all. They've already partially gone weak.
[He pointedly pats the leg that he hasn't been favoring.]
The medicine I'm on drains some stuff to keep me from rapidly crashing. Uses that energy to convince my brain that I'm not actually-- missing nutrients.
[Alivian frowns, looking over at the rumpled, bloody blankets.]
I have seven doses left on hand. Never need to carry a month's worth when I'm just going to work and back. Once that runs out, I have... hours? Days? I don't know. But it'll be hell, I'll collapse, and die in absolute agony.
[His tongue flicks over his lips, and then he absently uses the back of his hand to try to wipe his mouth clean. It doesn't really work; even his hands are marked by Logan's blood. His mouth is also too bloody to wipe clean, anyway.]
Satisfied?
[He is absolutely Not Happy to have this conversation.]