I'm not clearing my head from that, if I know it's going to happen again.

[ Logan is not good at dealing with anticipation. It's the animal side of him, which tries to deal with things in terms of gratification and rewards. Knowing something is going to happen makes it an immediate compulsion to try to get it again now. This will definitely be no exception. ]

You might have to take responsibility, here.

[ What does he mean by that? He's not quite sure. But he's not the one that's dealt with this all his life. ]