[Scott doesn't see what he's doing as fighting right now. He's just scared that there are more changes that come with being a werewolf, that not only was he willingly submitting to Derek with just a few hollow resistances now, but that he was physically becoming something different just so that he can bear the alpha's children. He wasn't letting Derek withdraw because Scott doesn't know what he'd do otherwise if he had to deal with this alone. Derek might not be the best at it, but Scott needed his support more than anything.
So he's leaning into the other's touch, tilting his head a little into the soft caresses. Even now, being with Derek felt so safe and right, and eventually, though he's still a bit shaky, he forces himself to calm down. He doesn't have to deal with this yet, so long as he started taking medication.]
I'm not ready for that, Derek. [He murmurs, looking down, as if he should be the guilty one now. He was way in over his head, and he really doesn't want to think about how he, a male, can become pregnant, or if they'll be born werewolves or whatever else could possibly happen.]
But... Someday. [He places a small, chaste kiss on Derek's lips. It was a small promise, that he would make Derek happy as best he could, and that... A long time from now, he'll be ready to start a family.]
So, if we get the meds, can we go home and do this again?
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So he's leaning into the other's touch, tilting his head a little into the soft caresses. Even now, being with Derek felt so safe and right, and eventually, though he's still a bit shaky, he forces himself to calm down. He doesn't have to deal with this yet, so long as he started taking medication.]
I'm not ready for that, Derek. [He murmurs, looking down, as if he should be the guilty one now. He was way in over his head, and he really doesn't want to think about how he, a male, can become pregnant, or if they'll be born werewolves or whatever else could possibly happen.]
But... Someday. [He places a small, chaste kiss on Derek's lips. It was a small promise, that he would make Derek happy as best he could, and that... A long time from now, he'll be ready to start a family.]
So, if we get the meds, can we go home and do this again?