[ Trying to find the peace of mind to participate in any sexual act with anyone was always difficult, especially with Tony because there were high expectations-- or at least, on their first time, considering Stark's reputation, Banner had thought there were. Which was why he had been hesitant and immediately spoke of all the dangers that their coupling would bring on. But Tony was very persuasive, bruce himself might have been very shy their first time but having the perfect lover made everything all that much smoother, no pun intended. Not to say there wasn't pretty close calls but all that mattered at the time was that he can achieve anything he wants, there just needed to be alot of concentration and patience. Especially patience because if one wanted to have sex with Bruce, they'd better prepared to take it easy. Banner always needs to prepare himself at least a half an hour of physical and mental excercises before initiating into the act of intimacy. Though tony has cut that time by half the moment bruce had fallen into the habit that this was a normal routine with them.
And everytime he feels like he's losing the other because Bruce himself takes so damn long and most times he doesn't know why Tony bothers with him.
As Tony adorably babbled on, Bruce nodded every now again when he agreed with some key points of what his spouse said, tony even managed to make him break a smile at the comment about wanting to do him in this very labroom. But other than that, he remained silently listening to Tony. It's really tony's fault, he's not really leaving any room for him to speak much. But when he finds that window to do so, he takes it. Bruce allowed the other to touch him this time and he slid his hand on top of the others own.
Out of all this talk and Bruce has noticed one thing. Tony still hasn't apologized, sure, the billionaires words are an aplogy all together but it's almost like Stark's weaving his way around to not have to say it. The doctor pressed his palm firmly against his own chest as he said these,next words because already his heart was beginning to speed up. Not yet in danger of hulking out but still. ]
Is this all true? Because I did try to stop you. From .. you know, but you only pushed me away and said .. -
[ Bruce found it difficult to finish his words and if you paid attention, you could hear his voice crack for the slightest of seconds as he summarized- ]
You said I .. I'm not enough. I know you were drunk but it still.. There's still some truth into what drunks say and now I realize that it comes from your heart. I'm .. I need to leave. This is just.. too much.
[ By now, Banner has already carded his fingers into his hair, lightly pulling at it in frustration as he bowed his head as a means to stay in control. He wasn't losing it yet, contrary to this clutching-scalp-manner. ]
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And everytime he feels like he's losing the other because Bruce himself takes so damn long and most times he doesn't know why Tony bothers with him.
As Tony adorably babbled on, Bruce nodded every now again when he agreed with some key points of what his spouse said, tony even managed to make him break a smile at the comment about wanting to do him in this very labroom. But other than that, he remained silently listening to Tony. It's really tony's fault, he's not really leaving any room for him to speak much. But when he finds that window to do so, he takes it. Bruce allowed the other to touch him this time and he slid his hand on top of the others own.
Out of all this talk and Bruce has noticed one thing. Tony still hasn't apologized, sure, the billionaires words are an aplogy all together but it's almost like Stark's weaving his way around to not have to say it. The doctor pressed his palm firmly against his own chest as he said these,next words because already his heart was beginning to speed up. Not yet in danger of hulking out but still. ]
Is this all true? Because I did try to stop you. From .. you know, but you only pushed me away and said .. -
[ Bruce found it difficult to finish his words and if you paid attention, you could hear his voice crack for the slightest of seconds as he summarized- ]
You said I .. I'm not enough. I know you were drunk but it still.. There's still some truth into what drunks say and now I realize that it comes from your heart. I'm .. I need to leave. This is just.. too much.
[ By now, Banner has already carded his fingers into his hair, lightly pulling at it in frustration as he bowed his head as a means to stay in control. He wasn't losing it yet, contrary to this clutching-scalp-manner. ]