[ he doesn't think he will be able to last too long, unfortunately. he wants to and he's trying but he knows how he is and he knows that it's been some time since anyone's shown him affection and attention like this so he knows it might be too quick.
he tries to tell himself that it doesn't have to be once and done, that there can be more but sometimes it's hard to convince himself. he sucks in a sharp breath and holds it tight, waits and moans and even arches his hips when he can't quite stay still. he starts to babble an apology because he wasn't sure if that was allowed or if hob even wanted it but he doesn't want to ruin anything with his otherwise unrestrained movements. ]
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he tries to tell himself that it doesn't have to be once and done, that there can be more but sometimes it's hard to convince himself. he sucks in a sharp breath and holds it tight, waits and moans and even arches his hips when he can't quite stay still. he starts to babble an apology because he wasn't sure if that was allowed or if hob even wanted it but he doesn't want to ruin anything with his otherwise unrestrained movements. ]