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Thor Odinson ([personal profile] beworthy) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet 2013-02-26 10:48 pm (UTC)

He could not help but grasp after his brother's attentions. To be kissed at last with passion instead of cruelty, to feel Loki press down atop him and answer his kisses and his caresses with hunger, his hands feverish upon his body as though he would rend him and consume him and have every part of him--where before Loki, king of Asgard, had held the chain around Thor's throat as though it were the leash of a dumb beast that was only useful for satisfying himself upon. Now he urged himself to Thor as though he wanted him, needed him, and awoke a hunger in return that threatened to bind him body and spirit.

That Loki writhed out of his grasp, turned on him again with eyes blackened and snapping with fury was like a slap to the face, too sudden and awful to be warranted, and Thor was reaching for him in bewilderment and beseeching before the words too struck across him like a lash. His hunger was a howling, hollowing thing, unrelieved and aching. It was an anguish that blackened and twisted his heart, heaped upon all the sore bruises and hurts that had been his to bear since Loki bade him kneel in his throne room and vow his life and whatever use Loki could wish to make of it, all for Asgard, nothing for the redemption of their brotherhood, nothing that Loki could ever want.

"I mock you!" His own fury rose brutal and burning, as Thor reared up towering over the wrathful tangle of limbs that Loki was, longing to strike him, throttle him, kiss him until he had no breath left with which to curse his wretched slave-- "What mockery could I put to you, Loki, my king, when I cannot disobey you in word or even heart? Do I mock you because I cannot understand what it is that you desire of me? You have made of me your slave," he added bitterly. "What offense then can a slave offer to a king?"

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