[Dean huffs out a laugh at Cas's choice of words.]
My demons being myself, you mean.
[He does appreciate Cas's loyalty though, that he'll stick by Dean even when he's at his lowest. Is there anything lower than being a demon? Than trying to murder your brother and your best friend for fun?
He feels sick with himself. Even if it's not entirely his fault. The Mark is his fault and therefore everything it brings with it is also his fault. He brought this on himself.
He rubs his hands over his face and through his hair again. He's awake but he still feels exhausted.]
What time is it?
[That's the one thing with living in a bunker, you never can tell what damn time it is without look at your phone or a clock and he's got neither within easy reach right now. Plus, Cas always knows what time it is in every place on earth.]
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My demons being myself, you mean.
[He does appreciate Cas's loyalty though, that he'll stick by Dean even when he's at his lowest. Is there anything lower than being a demon? Than trying to murder your brother and your best friend for fun?
He feels sick with himself. Even if it's not entirely his fault. The Mark is his fault and therefore everything it brings with it is also his fault. He brought this on himself.
He rubs his hands over his face and through his hair again. He's awake but he still feels exhausted.]
What time is it?
[That's the one thing with living in a bunker, you never can tell what damn time it is without look at your phone or a clock and he's got neither within easy reach right now. Plus, Cas always knows what time it is in every place on earth.]