[He's not speaking clearly, mumbling against John's hair. This isn't right, isn't really how he though he'd be doing this. He'd kind of figured there'd be eye contact, a respectable distance between them... maybe even online, where neither of them could see the other's face.
Really, he doesn't know why he expected it to go the way he thought it would.]
Just... try not to freak out or nothin', a'ight?
[Okay, breathe. Keep it even. He doesn't want to let John notice how freaked out he is. Nevermind that, with how close he was, he could probably see, hear, feel his elevated heart rate. Shit.]
Somethin' I've been thinkin' on a bit the last couple months, actually. It's, uh -- kinda ironic, actually. [There's a quick exhale, almost the beginnings of a laugh.] Y'know, me bein' covered in bitches all the time, barely can walk down the street without being accosted by some ditzy fucking babe, right?
All the T&A a guy could want, and I just -- [He shrugs.] -- I don't give a fuck. Not interested.
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[He's not speaking clearly, mumbling against John's hair. This isn't right, isn't really how he though he'd be doing this. He'd kind of figured there'd be eye contact, a respectable distance between them... maybe even online, where neither of them could see the other's face.
Really, he doesn't know why he expected it to go the way he thought it would.]
Just... try not to freak out or nothin', a'ight?
[Okay, breathe. Keep it even. He doesn't want to let John notice how freaked out he is. Nevermind that, with how close he was, he could probably see, hear, feel his elevated heart rate. Shit.]
Somethin' I've been thinkin' on a bit the last couple months, actually. It's, uh -- kinda ironic, actually. [There's a quick exhale, almost the beginnings of a laugh.] Y'know, me bein' covered in bitches all the time, barely can walk down the street without being accosted by some ditzy fucking babe, right?
All the T&A a guy could want, and I just -- [He shrugs.] -- I don't give a fuck. Not interested.