[ While Aaron reassures him, K is unconsciously bracing himself for the physical contact, the line of his shoulders becoming stiff and his jaw tense; he's unable to know what to expect. The tension in his posture persists during the initial examination, relaxing by degrees once it becomes apparent that Aaron's intentions literally are to just... feel his hand. That's all. Such a small, simple gesture but it's nothing short of astonishing to K.
Though there's the lingering expectation of pain, it's clear enough that he doesn't mind the contact (not even when it extends up to the more vulnerable area of his wrist), alternating between watching Aaron's face and letting his gaze drift down to their hands with an expression of bemused wonderment. He finds himself feeling strangely sorry for the loss of contact once it's over, all too soon, and he has the inexplicable urge to reach after Aaron's hand just to prolong the unfamiliar skin-to-skin sensation. A desire that is carefully dismissed as he raises his eyebrows at the question about his scar. ]
It's real. I heal fast. Pretty soon it'll fade entirely, along with the rest.
[ Using his other hand, he pushes up his shirt and coat sleeves to reveal what's likely a familiar sight to someone who's been surviving in a post-apocalypse world for the last decade plus: old knife wounds zigzagging up his inner forearm and disappearing into his sleeves, reflecting the increasing desperation of someone fighting for their life against him. The scars are jagged and ugly, but there is a certain precision behind where each wound was inflicted. The perpetrator had been attempting to open his arteries. The biggest difference between what he is and a human will manifest within a month or two, when the scars will have fully healed without leaving a trace, exactly as he claims.
He listens to everything Aaron describes with interest, wondering at just what this motley community must be like. It's a little surprising that there's so much freedom of choice there — even if the population presumably consists entirely of humans (and formerly-humans), that they aren't trying to oppress each other seems unusual. Almost unbelievable. ]
It isn't that confusing. You possess the autonomy and capacity to make those choices for yourself. [ The obvious implication being: K doesn't. But he does understand free will as a concept. ] And your community... allows you that freedom. [ It's almost a question. ]
I'm the property of the law enforcement agency that bought and employs me. A person can't be property. It's unusual for us to even be given names. [ Hence why he goes by his serial number, or a shortened form of it. One of the many dehumanising practises meant to keep K and his kind from ever developing solid senses of self; too much individuality is considered a dangerous flaw. And yet, in spite of those practises and his programming... he has been developing preferences. And he's pretty sure he can add having his hand held to the short list of things he likes. ]
I think, I feel. But it's all the result of programming. You could book a consultation with my manufacturer, so they can provide you with specifications that'll aid your understanding, but— [ As though only now realising where he is, or rather where he isn't, he glances around at their surroundings. That are decidedly not Los Angeles of the late 2040s. Then he gives Aaron a helpless look. ] I don't think that's possible now. I'm not sure what happened, or how we... Do you know how we can go back? To where we came from?
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Though there's the lingering expectation of pain, it's clear enough that he doesn't mind the contact (not even when it extends up to the more vulnerable area of his wrist), alternating between watching Aaron's face and letting his gaze drift down to their hands with an expression of bemused wonderment. He finds himself feeling strangely sorry for the loss of contact once it's over, all too soon, and he has the inexplicable urge to reach after Aaron's hand just to prolong the unfamiliar skin-to-skin sensation. A desire that is carefully dismissed as he raises his eyebrows at the question about his scar. ]
It's real. I heal fast. Pretty soon it'll fade entirely, along with the rest.
[ Using his other hand, he pushes up his shirt and coat sleeves to reveal what's likely a familiar sight to someone who's been surviving in a post-apocalypse world for the last decade plus: old knife wounds zigzagging up his inner forearm and disappearing into his sleeves, reflecting the increasing desperation of someone fighting for their life against him. The scars are jagged and ugly, but there is a certain precision behind where each wound was inflicted. The perpetrator had been attempting to open his arteries. The biggest difference between what he is and a human will manifest within a month or two, when the scars will have fully healed without leaving a trace, exactly as he claims.
He listens to everything Aaron describes with interest, wondering at just what this motley community must be like. It's a little surprising that there's so much freedom of choice there — even if the population presumably consists entirely of humans (and formerly-humans), that they aren't trying to oppress each other seems unusual. Almost unbelievable. ]
It isn't that confusing. You possess the autonomy and capacity to make those choices for yourself. [ The obvious implication being: K doesn't. But he does understand free will as a concept. ] And your community... allows you that freedom. [ It's almost a question. ]
I'm the property of the law enforcement agency that bought and employs me. A person can't be property. It's unusual for us to even be given names. [ Hence why he goes by his serial number, or a shortened form of it. One of the many dehumanising practises meant to keep K and his kind from ever developing solid senses of self; too much individuality is considered a dangerous flaw. And yet, in spite of those practises and his programming... he has been developing preferences. And he's pretty sure he can add having his hand held to the short list of things he likes. ]
I think, I feel. But it's all the result of programming. You could book a consultation with my manufacturer, so they can provide you with specifications that'll aid your understanding, but— [ As though only now realising where he is, or rather where he isn't, he glances around at their surroundings. That are decidedly not Los Angeles of the late 2040s. Then he gives Aaron a helpless look. ] I don't think that's possible now. I'm not sure what happened, or how we... Do you know how we can go back? To where we came from?