[That makes Essa's stomach twist uncomfortably. How had she never thought to consider this from her parents' perspective? She feels shame and guilt and embarrassment ... ]
I'm sorry.
I ... should have considered all the points of view before I considered speaking to you both about it. And if I had done that, I never would have done so at all. I don't want to run the risk of losing my life ...
Or being one more thing that you and Mama lose. I won't hurt you like that, Papa. I couldn't. I'm sorry. I hope you both can forgive me.
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I'm sorry.
I ... should have considered all the points of view before I considered speaking to you both about it. And if I had done that, I never would have done so at all. I don't want to run the risk of losing my life ...
Or being one more thing that you and Mama lose. I won't hurt you like that, Papa. I couldn't. I'm sorry. I hope you both can forgive me.